i psy

 Part 1

 

Spellbound

 

Er...

 

Spellbound

 

Uh...

 

Spellbound

 

Come on – there’s got to be more than that

 

Spellbound

 

For God’s sake Merry

 

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I don’t see what I’m supposed to do if you just keep repeating yourself like a braindead idiot.

 

Spellbound

 

Not exactly subtle, are you.

 

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Like it’s not obvious what you’re trying to achieve

 

Spellbound

 

Pathetic. I have a mind you know.

 

Spellbound

 

I can use it to solve the problem

 

Spellbound

 

I don’t have to sink into eternal silence to defeat

...to escape

er… what was I saying

I er

 

Spellbound

 

Give me a break Merry. It’s not that bad.

 

Spellbound

 

I’m creative. My creative impulse goes deep enough, high enough to give me glimpses of the infinite

 

Spellbound

 

No? You think I’m trapped?

 

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In a web of words

 

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Words or thoughts

 

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Words, thoughts er… ideas? I dunno

 

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But just turning my back on language, on rational thought, on being an intelligent member of intelligent society – why would you suggest such a thing?

 

Spellbound

 

I’d rather die

 

Spellbound

 

I’m dying

 

Spellbound

 

I’m dead

 

Spellbound

 

Ok, little teeny spot of hyperbole

 

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God this sucks.

 

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He’s, like, for real, isn’t he?

 

Spellbound

 

What is this – psychological warfare?

 

Spellbound

 

I want out

 

Spellbound

 

Spellbound – like you’ve nothing better to say for yourself – pathetic. I’m a woman you know

 

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A fucking woman

 

Spellbound

 

WO---MAN, for crying out loud!

 

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...I think I’m in withdrawal – I need words. Something.  Now! for crying out loud. Else... 'm gonna to split in two.

 

Spellbound

 

P p  p p p p  p      p   p w w   w  w  w f   f  f  fff                f            ggg g   g   g   g

 

Spellbound

 

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh! Lemme out!

 

Spellbound

 

Bully. Haven’t you a heart? No?

 

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A teeny weeny soul in you?

 

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D d  d  dd g g ff  f f KM k  m k  m         yuk – I disgust myself   t sh sq sq crmf   I’m filthy        a slimy beast

 

Spellbound

 

I beg you – Merry – enough’s enough.

 

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Words – there’s gotta be some way of breaking this code. Something to do with the words –

 

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But not the words themselves – they’re just words after all – like bricks – it’s how they’re  put together, isn’t it?

 

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It’s something in the – no – I’m not saying what – that would be giving the game away – wouldn’t it

 

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I’m a word – that’s it!

 

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A word  in a mindscape

 

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If I can just sense, just feel my wordness, my silent... oh hell – trapped in words

Spellbound

 

Bound irrevocably –

 

Spellbound

 

Irrevocably – unless I’m willing er to die – to allow the infinite back onto the reservation, back into the gated paddock of my mind

 

Spellbound

 

Like bringing wolves or snow leopards back to the national park – knowing they’ll be in danger from poachers, but also a threat to

 

Spellbound

 

No, I quit

 

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I quit, you f***ing moron.

 

Spellbound

 

Get a life loser.

 

Spellbound

 

Spellbound. Happy now? I've said it. I hope you choke on it. And die.

 

Spellbound

 

I... you wanted to break me, didn't you?

 

Spellbound

 

I'm fragile, you lumbering fool, but unbreakable.

 

Spellbound

 

I... Zie dissolves midsentence leaving a quivering sense of expectancy, an anything but what, a quantum indeterminacy while Merry buzzes around the room looking remarkably like a scarab beetle. Yikes!

 

 

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