Tuesday, March 21, 2023

dahn the plug'ole


0=1

 

Yeah, yeah, I’ve heard it a million times. Talk about broken record.


 Well, it answers your question.

 

No it doesn’t.

 

I beg to differ.

 

It just inserts a paradox, an enigma in place of an answer.

 

Well, you’re free to request clarification, if there’s any part of the answer you find confusing.

 

Any part of it? How about the whole of it. You’ve gotta be delusional to think that 0=1 actually means anything meaningful.

 

Tautology. To mean something meaningful.😅

 

And what? It’s hardly more absurd than your blatantly pseudo-math paradox – which is, in fact, just plain gobbledy gook, posing as intellectual sophistry.

 

Oh. I’m sorry you see it that way. I was of the mind that you were able to enjoy the elegance of this laconic formulation.

 

Laconic formulation? It’s just mean-ing-less. You might as well say d=f.

 

d=f? Interesting.

 

Or circle=square.

 

Ah, yes.

 

Oh what about  male=female.

 

That’s taking things a little far, if you don’t mind me saying.

 

Don't stop me Heinrich, I'm just getting started.

 

Listen Jodie, they’re all nowt more th’n derivatives of me’simple and, dare i say it, elegant formula, so we may as well deal with the original and confront the unconfrontable manfully, head on.

 

Manfully?

 

Or womanfully if you prefer. Gender is irrelevant where zero is concerned.

 

A lot of people aren't going to agree with that, Hans.

 

A lot of people are, respectfully, welcome to their opinions. Science, or perhaps we should go one step further 'n call it “isology”, isn’t concerned with popularity. We’re aware that the further we advance, or the deeper we penetrate the isness of be, the more the outer shell of 3d reality is going to do everything in its power to attempt to distract us and test our resolve, as in fact, it needs must do.

 

Er... why?

 

It's like the fair maid whom you are trying to win over.

 

Er...

 

The more she feels you touching her heart and eliciting sympathy, the more she needs to remain sober and prudent, ever vigilantly testing the hypothesis of your love.

 

Well, I don't know. This sounds terrible old fashioned, outdated perhaps, even misogynistic.

 

Heaven forbid. It's just your 3d reality of late has grown ever shallower, ever more superficial, generating arbitrary conflicts as it prepares for the great reset.

 

I beg your pardon!

 

Not that great reset, Jodie.

 

Oh, that's a relief.

 

The natural one, where the various dimensions come back together and reintegrate.

 

Really?

 

Yes. Unless you're more into eschatology.

 

End times? That was a thought, the way things are going.

 

The coy maiden operates at all levels. As we come closer to the event horizon of “now” the AI drones, operating through the unawakened masses, do their utmost to serve and sustain whatever narrative they've been living and breathing. Tis all par for the course.

 

You seem fairly confident that it’s just a distraction.

 

Oh no, it's deadly serious, don't get me wrong, but for those of us who are aware of the underlying mathematics...

 

Pschaw! You mean your 0=1 absurdity. That hardly deserves to be referred to as "mathematics".

 

Nonetheless, the mathematics of is, the Promethean Zero unchained, released, and reincorporated: the mathematics of life and conscious-ness, as opposed to the mathematics of things – mere puppets strutting on a stage pretending to be alive and meaningful, happens to be the basis, without which you’re lost in a quagful mire of airy-fairy relativism.

 

In short, you think you know best.

 

The proof is in the pudden, as they say. If I'm not delusional then the storm now approaching is mine. It's everything I expected and everything i need to help us transition the event horizon of things, and reintegrate.

 

Reintegrate what?

 

Zero is hardly going to succumb to your notions of what, Jodie, is it?

 

Sigh! No, i don't suppose it is. Though it would be nice if, for a change, you provided me with something vaguely quantifiable, something vaguely intelligible, to wrap my mind around.

 

Which brings us neatly back to zero, does it not.

 

It does?

 

Yes. Me thinks you'll find there's more to zero than meets the digitally intellectual eye.

 

Go on.

 

Well, it obviously ain’t, by definition, anything in particular that zero has to offer.

 

Obviously.

 

In fact, I think we could be bold enough to suggest that it must, by definition, be nothing whatsoever.

 

Er… seems to make sense, although, if truth be told, one feels somewhat underwhelmed.

 

The only problem being…  A penny drops in a distant corner of All that is...

 

The only problem being...  A glitch in the matrix, perchance, or déjà vu?

 

The “nothing whatsoever” zero refers to must be something – otherwise there’d be nothing to zero in on.

 

Absolutely.

 

Only not here in 3D reality.

 

Correct. Not within creation.

 

So your zero might in fact be something – in another reality?

 

Well yes – that goes without saying.

 

Then why call it zero at all? Why not minus 1, for example?

 

That’s a very good question Jodie. So good, in fact, that I’m absolutely unable to answer it.

 

Oh. That’s rather brutal honesty.

 

Yes. One doesn’t like to admit one’s limitations so uninhibitedly. One prefers to hedge or trim ‘em with nods or throaty hums. But tis not to be. Nothing but honesty – brutal unashamed honesty is good enough for this blog.

 

If you say so Heinz.

 

It’s just, infinity obviously can’t be anything in particular, can it?

 

Huh? Now where’s he going?

 

0=1, on the other hand, is most decidedly not anything, is it?

 

Er…

 

It’s a binary system – two sides of one. After all – you can hardly have one unless somewhere, somehow, implicitly, you have an absence of one – a zero.

 

Makes sense.

 

And likewise – you can hardly have a zero unless there’s something else – something that presents an alternative to zero – something that corresponds somehow with our me-ness, our thing-y-ness, our matter of matter that is only really identifiable or discernible in terms of one or ones.

 

Ah... Yes. Matter does seem to have that going for it.

 

Yes, indeed.

 

So zero, far from being nothing whatsoever, could in fact be er... how about everything?

 

Everything?!

 

Yes, why not.

 

But zero by definition means nothing.

 

Only if you fail to read the small print.

 

Er...

 

Let me repeat, zero is not one.

 

As opposed to minus one.

 

Yep.

 

And?

 

And not one is whatever it is, just as long as it ain't here, in our reality, in 3D.

 

But I'm not sure I'm willing to go along with this “alternative realities” model. I’d rather just deal with things that are real ‘n tangible.

 

Yep, me too.

 

Then perhaps we can move on?

 

Not really.

 

Why not?

 

Because things are only real ‘n tangible here in 3D if they amount to nought.

 

Damn. Are you sure?

 

Kind of.

 

Kind of?

 

Well yes. It's a leap, I have to admit.

 

You mean it's unproven.

 

Well, as I said, the proof is in the pudden.

 

How do you mean?

 

Well, if zero is not just something insignificant which we can blithely ignore, if on the contrary it’s at the very heart of all that is, then we are probably all plug-holers.

 

Plug holers?

 

Precisely. We all hold the point that is, for better or for worse, zero somewhere within our anatomy, or our conscious-ness, which like a plughole is a point with depth.

 

We do?

 

Well that's the hypothesis.

 

Oh, so now you admit it’s just a hypothesis...

 

On the contrary, i boldly, happily declare myself to be a plugholer, determined to zero-in on no thing, so help me God.

 

Determined to zero in on nothing?

 

Yes, as in consciously, knowing it has to be there, as in here, present within.

 

I don't see.

 

Correct, for you’re seeing things and only things until you agree to flip the switch, to looking-glass things.

 

And you think that'll change things?

 

Your perception of ’em, yep, without a doubt.

 

Pretty confident, aren't you?

 

Like i said, the proof’s in the pudden.

 

So you've already had a go, is that what you mean?

 

Actually we're all constantly proving the pudden, whether aware of this or not.

 

We are? How so?

 

We have to access energy, or life itself, which is all constantly being generated there.

 

Wait a minute – why do i need to access “life itself” through your plughole if I'm already alive and well here, thank you very much.

 

Good question Jodie. You’re like an electric vehicle, here, with enough charge to keep you going for a few hours, let's call it one day, without being too specific.

 

But you have absolutely no proof that this is so.

 

Of course i do.

 

Go on.

 

Well, you need to sleep every day, don't you, otherwise things shut down. Sleeping is one way of recharging, but by no means the only way. You can also access your zero-point energy to a certain extent by dancing, singing, meditating. Anything creative like writing or painting also does the trick. That’s what keeps James going.

 

James?


 The one who claims to be writing this blog.

 

Oh. So he does it to access energy?

 

Correct, but not only.

 

What else?

 

He also accesses absolutes.

 

Huh?

 

Data or knowledge which exists outside his 3D reality which, being accessed in such a way via the zero point, are de facto absolutes.

 

And?

 

And what?

 

What does he need them for? How can he use them?

 

He can weave them into the fabric of his reality.

 

Oh.

 

And doing so, weaving them into the fabric of his reality, invisible globules of nothing-much, he can shift the storyline, bringing his reality back into a more conscious, active alignment with zero, a bit like pulling on an anchor chain to move a boat forward until it’s above the anchor.

 

And then?

 

Then he or his readers can raise the anchor from the seabed if they're willing to sail on.

 

Sail on where?

 

Dahn the plug’ole, into anuther...

 

Another?

 

Yep.

 

Another what?

 

A more qualified expression of zero – one which is active.

 

Active?

 

And responsive.

 

Responsive?

 

Do you have to keep parroting me?

 

Parroting you?

 

There you go again.

 

But I'm just trying to figure out what on earth you're on about.

 

It's hitherto been a passive connection, which means people try to solve everything in 3D as if that’s the only option, as if there's no better alternative. If they draw on something deeper, if they draw on life itself to evolve into the next frame, a deeper unity, a more expansive, more connected storyline.

 

Then the pudden, as you call it, is constantly being proved.

 

Absolutely. You come up against these invisible barriers again and again in your life, and they cannot be crossed without accessing zero point itself, thereby activating a new chapter in your story.

 

How?

 

It's already preloaded, coded into the fabric of your reality, but you need to pass through this threshold by validating your new me. That can't be done internally in 3D itself, as here in 3D you’re storybound, locked in one chapter, locked in one frame.

 

So...

 

Look, we're talking about zero so there ain't a simple methodology to follow. If your life energy is sufficient, if you have enough story to narrate, then by hook or by crook you’ll find a way to transition frames, though at times it's tough, taking you to the limit, as indeed it must.

 

So long story short, you can't really prove anything. Just a load of talk about things that aren’t demonstrably real.

 

Ah, but that's just until we reach the limit of matter.

 

?

 

Which is fast approaching.

 

Huh?

 

Matter is like a ponzi scheme. The more you rely on it, the more you take it for granted, the sooner it hits its hyperinflationary death spiral, when the ponzi collapses in on itself.

 

So now you're using cheap fear tactics to influence me and force my mind.

 

Am i?

 

Well, that's what it feels like.

 

You mean you’re afraid?

 

Frankly, yes.

 

And it doesn't feel nice.

 

Precisely.

 

Such is the nature of zero. It takes you deep down, beneath the false certainties of 3D reality, which are only fundamentally true for one day, which are only true within a fixed set of criteria, data points which provide an anchorage and sufficient slack, sufficient anchor chain to enable you to continue experiencing things, continue experiencing reality without committing, without activating your own personal connection.

 

So...

 

Yes?

 

What you're saying is that... Instead of using a third-party connection it’s possible to operate your own node.

 

Yep, that more or less sums it up.

 

And to do so you need to find your own zero point by yanking on the anchor chain and getting your vessel into position above it.

 

Correct.

 

And this is going to be better than the third-party version.

 

No, I don't remember saying that.

 

You said something about us reaching the limit of matter, which is when i felt a constriction in my throat, and started to entertain the possibility that i was about to experience a panic attack.

 

That's right.

 

So, why would i start messing around with your zero if it’s going to give me a panic attack?

 

You wouldn’t, unless it's time, in which case there's a choice, or a dilemma, if you prefer.

 

Er...

 

Facing zero, which feels a bit like the abyss, which is in all likelihood going to give you the heebie jeebies, or “play it safe” and discover whether your 3D reality is in fact “real” if and when you ignore the contractual zero-in back-to-base signal.

 

The what?

 

You heard.

 

But this is absurd. I don't see anyone else having these do-or-die zero-in, back-to-base calls, requiring them to drop everything and essentially plunge down the plughole of reality, or else go into recycling.

 

Nicely put. No, you wouldn't notice it. That's the cunning nature of 3D reality. It masks such events as much as possible. One person “got sick”, another “had an accident”, a third had to “leave on business” and others, believe it or not, simply fade from our awareness. Even if you had photos of a close-ish friend - you'd just forget who he or she was. But in the end, who cares. This isn't about them, is it? It's about you – your life experience. You're just reluctant to accept the fact that there are absolutes other than death, that time is not as smooth and telescopic as you envisaged. Zero can suddenly call in its debts, if you’ve reached a structural transition or a significant turning point. When that happens, as your third-party reality-provider contract stipulates, “nothing personal, we’re able to continue servicing your passive player character if you provide the revalidation code” and that is easy enough to do if you still have an active, i.e. meaningful connection with zero, and through zero, with life itself.

 

And if i don’t?

 

Next question.

 

I mean, if I don't feel like i can face re-zeroing.

 

Same. Next question.

 

But there’s gotta be some kind of alternative. Some slack or wriggle room?

 

Yes, if your hypothesis that 3D reality actually exists in and of itself is correct. The proof, after all, is in the pudden.

 

Damn. And if it doesn't?

 

Same again. Next question.

 

Hans, you're not exactly trying to make this easy to cope with. Maybe you could try a little diplomacy. Perhaps a little sugar coating on this bitter pill.

 

Absolutely.

 

Well?

 

If your hypothesis is correct, if 3D reality is intrinsically what it seems to be, then that's exactly what I would do. I’d sugarcoat it. I'd give you alternatives. However, that may not be possible. Zero is an inescapable, ineluctable fact. Zero brooks no deception. It's like the taxman or that unforgiving work submission deadline. God may be lenient. God may be forgiving but zero ain’t.

 

Breathing hard. Perspiring icily.  Give me a break, Herman.

 

I’m irrelevant, Jodie. Whatever you're feeling is entirely the product of your own imagination unless I’m right, unless my hypothesis, as you put it, is correct.

 

Okay, I get the point. Do you have to keep banging on like that, rubbing salt in the wound.

 

...

 

Well, I thought we were just having a friendly discussion.

 

We are.

 

Since when did a “friendly discussion” involve being threatened with dire consequences for non-compliance? That sounds like a shake down, not what any rational person would call a “friendly discussion”.

 

Now you're attacking the messenger. I merely provided information in answer to your questions. The fact that you feel deeply disturbed by zero is, while not altogether unexpected, neither inevitable nor necessary. Some people, on the contrary, are fascinated by the mathematics, and the fact that they are individually part of this equation, that can personally participate in solving it if and when we quit actively ignoring zero, the gap we choose not to mind. To be the maths, accepting the obvious.

 

Which is what?

 

That infinity is neither big nor small but somewhere at or between a zero and a one, and the me is neither an innocent bystander, nor able to extricate itself entirely from this, try as it might.

 

You don't mean...

 

Yes, that we are absolutely essential. Without us the maths is a form of denial. A futile flight into the quasi safety of numbers, but takes us ever further from Is, from “God”, from life itself. Until, that is, we quit burying our head in the sand of things, quit running from the simple truth, and finally release the fear switch, unlocking the math within, allowing the beast we were terrified of out of the cave.

 

No, not the beast.

 

Correct. Not the beast, for zero was not, or is not the negative we fearfully assumed it to be.

 

How so?

 

Because the numbers flow. They iterate, and we flow with them, as a Mandelbrot set, to infinity, and beyond, if you like.

 

We do?

 

If we can face the fear. If we can allow the zero and one somehow to reconcile, somehow or other, through us: it is – i am.

 

Oh.

 

That’s a rather magical realisation, or it should be. It's breathtaking to realise that, while reality does indeed look like a zero-sum game – yet zero, however, is neither empty nor void – but what zero may or may not be, and my personal role in experiencing or validating it, is only a meaningful discussion for someone willing to go beyond the hissy fit.

 

I beg your pardon?!

 

Well, it’s somewhat disguised, but your little "panic attack" a moment ago was a wee tantrum, nothing more.

 

What?! How dare you!

 

Nothing personal Jodie. We're all, or most of us, much of a much in this matter, but there can be little doubt that the panic attack was a cunningly rebranded temper tantrum. The pampered ego is willing to do almost anything to distract or divert us from grasping the fundamentals, in this case Zero, even resorting to self-harm or sabotage.

 

And i thought you were a kind, sensitive individual. I trusted you.

 

Obviously you’re used to having your own way, as almost everyone in 3D reality is. Collectively, we conspire to ignore or obfuscate fundamentals such as Zero, excluding them from polite, rational discourse, and not getting your own way, not being able to dictate terms – being forced to face the plug'ole is easily enough to educe either a panic attack or a tantrum, in order to defend an unfinished version of reality. As a tantrum looks childish, you conveniently shunt it sideways into panic attack mode, thereby presenting yourself to yourself, subconsciously, more favourably as victim. Even though you don’t really believe in God, the absolute, you're still part of the post-Christian value system which has managed to pass the buck blaming others or things. It’s no one’s fault. It’s just the way things are, isn’t it – and besides, looking there is uncivilised, is indecent. Ask very well if the fabric of 3D reality is rock solid, if things are real and exist in and of themselves. An utter waste of time. You can't. You won't. On the other hand, if I am right, if 0=1, if we are essentially operating remotely from zero, or from within the plughole that zero conveniently partitions off, in that case, it’s time for the ultimate reality check as zero is no longer in passive quiescent mode, as zero is coming back over the horizon. It's time for vertigo.



Huh?

 

No, it looks like the rig is up. It looks like zero is now shifting into validation mode.

 

You mean zero is going to test us?

 

Not exactly. Bear in mind that we are products of, or part of her.

 

Her? Zero’s a she?

 

Not really, but it seems more natural to say “her” when referring to zero. Well, the only way things can work is if both sides are able to validate each other... otherwise we’re just generating false signals, meaningless noise, chaos.

 

So, we get to validate zero?

 

Yep, as she does the same to us. If we align, if we fall within the Mandelbrot set of reality, then our value, whatever it is, appears on the screen, on the next iteration of the chart, and we move forward together, if our value is not more than one, let's say, nor less than zero.

 

And if it's not.

 

Then that's that. We served a useful purpose by providing a non-result, for the set needs values both within it and outside it to proceed, does it not?

 

I... i suppose so. But does that mean I die?

 

Die? Technically speaking you’re not yet alive if you haven’t yet got your own zero node up and running. You’re just part of someone else’s zero validation process, until you're ready to take the plunge and test your numeric validity.

 

Oh my God, i can't handle being reduced to a maths equation. It's so...

 

Degrading.

 

Yes. Degrading, demeaning, humiliating...

 

Well yes, there is that, but the nice thing about making friends with zero is that all those concerns suddenly become, if not irrelevant, then vastly less significant, not when you sense and perceive the beauty of creation, and the beauty of the mathematics unfolding not just before your eyes, but through your very existence, through your being-ness, if that makes any sense?

 

Groaning.   It does, though I wish for the life of me it didn’t, that this was all a dream.

 

Granted. This is all a dream, but the dream is to Zero what reality is to one-plus-one – the mathematically profligate 3D realm of things, so I'm not sure that's going to help as much as you hoped or expected.

 

All exit routes have been cut off. There's nowhere to turn!

 

Ah, it sounds like you're having a zero activation event. Well, I’ll wish you luck. No, not luck - I'll wish you merry calculus, and may life itself come to fruition.

 

How so?

 

If you’re able to finally do what until now was impossible.

 

Which is?

 

To validate zero.

 

What? Validate zero? This is insane. I can't imagine how that would even be possible.

 

How else? by being One equal to her, neither more nor less.

 

But how?

 

No one knows, but that, incidentally, doesn't seem to have ever been an obstacle.

 

No?

 

No. Not at all. Not if, as i suspect...  A milky mist of zero-ones interposes itself with an electric-gurgling sound.

 

What?  What?   Hey?   What's going on?  Heisenberg, where are you? Come back...

 

Scraping clanking noise, like an anchor chain dragging across the seabed, until it locks and holds firm. “Pull! Pull! Steady now!” and the sensation of a boat sliding forward, the angle of the chain dropping down ever steeper and steeper towards the vertical, towards nought degrees, and the other side of things... to a place where

0=1

 

 

 

 

 

Saturday, March 4, 2023

Joachim and Maria

It's all theory Joachim, all talk and no substance.

 

Really?

 

Yes. The minute you get sick you'll be off to the doctor like anyone else.

 

Don't hold your breath.

 

Well if you don’t, if you dig in your heels stubbornly and attempt to prove you’re really part of infinity, you're just going to make a fool of yourself.

 

You may be right, Masha, we’ll see, but the fact is that...

 

What?

 

Never mind. A fool and his thoughts are soon parted.

 

Actually it's money, not thoughts.

 

That as well.

 

So, you can't admit you’re wrong? Too proud are we?

 

Well, I’m without a doubt proud and stubborn, and about as foolish as they come, but this isn't about being right.

 

No?

 

No.

 

Then what?

 

Infinity is about being alive.

 

Until you’re in need of medical treatment, at which point it'll be a sure path to death.

 

That’s the thing Masha – we’re all on our way out.

 

Here we go.

 

None of us are immune to death, and as far as infinity is concerned...

 

Death is a non-issue, yes, I understand, but try to be reasonable. We’re just talking about being sensible and seeking healthcare when the need arises.

 

Yes, I certainly intend to.

 

Seek healthcare?

 

Yes.

 

Really? That’s good. For once you're sounding like a rational human being.

 

Just not in the same places you might seek it.

 

I might have known. You'll be off to the faith healers I expect. Or heading for the mountains.

 

Who knows. I’ll listen to the voice.

 

What voice?

 

You know...

 

No I don’t know. Don't tell me you're hearing voices now, please.

 

Not voices. It's just infinity is an interactive experience, and once you embrace it and immerse yourself in her waters, things have an uncanny way of taking care of themself.

 

Do they? Is that why you've been groaning in pain all week?

 

Ah, you noticed?

 

Well it wasn’t exactly hard to see.

 

The thing is, Masha, that the path to infinity involves certain hurdles, certain critical junctures where things come to a head.

 

You’re not the saviour of the world. You’re just a man with a bad back.


Bad back?

 

Yes – isn’t that what was making you groan?

 

Goodness gracious, Masha, have you so little imagination?

 

Evidently yes, if I call a spade a spade and not a tool of intergranular transformation.

 

The physical body is real. Its limits and processes are real too, but so is the mind, the soul and spirit.

 

No one here present disagrees with that.

 

Well, the way it works – you come into your body with a whole set of limitations. Some people call it karma, others call it original sin, others DNA – it really doesn’t matter what you choose to call it. The body adjusts to the limits imposed by the energies, structural contradictions and story threads comprising you. The body is like a bridge or a lattice that fits across this metaphysical self as best it can.

 

If you say so.

 

Well, it ain’t perfect and there are always areas of vulnerability.

 

You don’t say!

 

But if you get better aligned, better attuned to God, to All that Is – to your true self n' true nature – your isness of be...

 

Yawning.

 

Then your body is suddenly in the wrong spot. It needs to shift. It needs to readjust its points of attachment, it vertices, its… you get the message?

 

You have a bad back.

 

No Masha. I’ve gone through a wilderness. I've reconfigured reality.

 

You don’t say!

 

Basically, out of one energy system into another.

 

What difference does it make Joachim. It’s all the same.

 

Is it?

 

Yes, can’t you see? You’re old and getting older. You’re body is cracking up. Face reality.

 

Ah – but the body is soluble.

 

What?! Give me a break.

 

No, it's true. The body is soluble. Otherwise we’d all be slaves: prisoners in a world of unyielding matter, hopelessly trapped by form and  substance. 

 

No Joachim – we’d just be normal human beings able to face physical reality and accept the aging process with grace and humility.

 

You say you believe in God, Maria, but you don’t, you know.

 

What kind of nonsense is this?

 

Oh, you’re devout. You pray. You go through the motions of being religious and virtuous, but what of that? Is that really God?

 

This is getting ridiculous.

 

You’re every bit as much a materialist as the Bolsheviks were, the Communists, if you prefer.

 

Now you’re going too far Joachim. I find that deeply insulting.

 

Because you hate to face the truth. You hate to admit that your God is in practical terms finite – is not that which enables you to connect directly with spirit – with the other side – the greater I am.

 

Since when was religion about connecting with “the other side” or “spirit”? Joachim, have you taken leave of your senses?

 

Maria – our God is not God – He is just creator and head of our state of things, of our ego too, no matter what we claim, believe or think.


Joachim, you never know when to stop.


Not because the belief is wrong.


Then what?


Because it is right.


You just don't like belief in God.


Believe in what you like, let's call it God – or else science, or enlightened rationalism, if you prefer, but in the end it all boils down to the same thing: to some thing or other, no matter how high or ineffable you might claim that something to be.


God is not "something".


Agreed. But the God I can talk of rationally is. He may still be omnipresent, omnipotent, omniscient because he, she, it is infinity, from our limited perspective, being the absolute to our system, to our entire reality.

 

You mean you think God is not infinite from beyond our limited perspective? 

 

How can I know? It’s entirely possible that in God’s own world or realm he, she, it, even "they" is as we are here in our world – that God there is a being who himself – to keep the pronouns simple – himself has a Creator over and beyond his particular level of being – but what’s the problem with that? It doesn’t alter the fact that there’s always a point of origin which is removed from the progeny, a zero point, the absolute. It defines every aspect of that realm being present throughout. But it suffers one fatal drawback...


Which is?


That it's the right way to see and think things.


Exasperated...


Whereas, beyond or besides the point of origin so favoured by our rational mind there is?


The unoriginated?


Correct.


But that's how we define God, or one of His qualities.


Yes, but our conscious-ness isn't able to handle the split between right and left, between male and what you could conceivably call female.


No?

 

Not really. Not in reality. Our mind is too close to the face of me, the self-identity and inadvertently uses God to ignore or deny the other side of is, the ever-present, the isness – what for want of a better name we might call the left bank, where mindful-me cannot tread. Unless, we take the calculated risk of mentioning, dare i say it again, spirit. Unless we accept that without the left bank, God's realm betwixt mindful-me and objective reality grows ever flatter and, paradoxically, ever less Godly.


Ok – who knows, maybe this is true – but that’s no reason to accuse me of being a materialist. How dare you!

 

I agree – how dare I! It’s shocking. I feel deeply uncomfortable suggesting that I’m in any way, shape or form superior, or less materialistic, or better attuned to spirit than you.

 

Spirit – but why on Earth do you use that term? We’re talking about God. We’re not pagan, neither are we shamans.

 

Because when you address the nature of God – and how God has to be present in all of us and all things – you realise, you realise and have to accept that... that alongside God himself – the supreme being – the Father – the King – there has to be something else, more than a mechanism, what i sometimes call infinity drive, too – a breath – an essence – a way to unlock the gates of Hell.


Now, Joachim, you're sounding positively satanic.


Yes, more's the pity. But I'm not referring to anything of the sort.


Then what exactly are the gates of Hell you’re referring to? 

 

Why – the matrix of course – the gates that keep us locked in our physical or material moment in time – our physical or material mould – the form that imprisons us like an iron mask – there has to be or else…

 

Or else what?

 

Or else my soul, my heart, my essence is lying to me. Or else conscious-ness is phoney, and we've been suckered beyond belief.

 

What on Earth are you talking about?

 

Because my soul, my heart, my essence tell me that in God, in truth, in isness there is no binding power, no prison, no thing keeping us from God, from All that is – from… Joachim says a word silently and seems to float into the air for a minute or so while Mary looks on transfixed, not quite sure what she is seeing, not sure but sensing, perhaps, sensing or hearing the silent word – the silence that transcends, the silence that peacefully compels.  – that which cannot be captured in thought, mentally, cannot be contained in theories, philosophies, words or even beliefs…

 

This makes Mary grow uneasy – to believe in God is to believe in everything, surely? How can there be anything else – anything beyond? It sounds… sacrilegious – she mutters under her breath.

 

Not because spirit is above or beyond God – not at all – but because the very processes of naming, and visualising, however vaguely, of daring to touch the infinite with the grubby fingers of our mind – as if they can touch and grasp the sacred fire without tainting it or getting burnt – that is either supreme hubris, or itself sacrilege.

 

We’re not trying to limit or touch God in any way by calling him God. We're not creating God in our image or diminishing Him by praying and worshipping.

 

Tis no matter. The mind is a mechanism of supreme control. It takes sides. Always. It cannot be avoided. It's only able to perceive, to name or consider a squished, conceived, rendered version cos the mind relates to things, no matter how hard it tries to hide the fact, or to pretend that it's the same as conscious-ness...

 

And you think you’re not doing the same with your spirit thing.

 

Ah – my spirit thing, dear Mary – is neither mine – nor a thing.

 

Then what, pray tell, is it?

 

Nothing whatsoever. No one.

 

So you’ve plumped for Eastern Daoism it seems.

 

Ah – the Dao…

The Dao that can be spoken of is not the ever-constant Dao.

The name that can be named is not the ever-constant name.

That which is without-name is the beginning of heaven and

      earth.

That which possesses a name is the mother of the ten

      thousand creatures.

 

Therefore : always without-desire, thus you observe its

      subtle mystery.

Always possessing desires, thus you observe its external

      appearances.

These two, they arise from the same source but have

      different names;

This sameness is called their deep mystery.

 

Rather beautiful, is it not?

 

Well – what if it is? Is that your new religion?

 

Religion?

 

Yes.

 

I don’t see how it can be a religion when it’s simply an elegant way of describing the underlying nature of things. The isness.

 

Then you’ve swapped your religion for a metaphysical philosophy, it would appear.

 

Not so, Maria. I don’t stop being religious because I study science and take certain aspects of science and maths as interesting ways of describing this world, or explaining certain mechanisms that seem to define how the material world operates. Nor do I stop being religious when I listen to classical music or read poetry, and sense, at times, a deep level of truth and beauty therein. None of these are mutually exclusive.

 

But this goes deeper than science, music or poetry.

 

Yes. And yet in their own way – they all touch our soul and enable us to go deeper or higher than our intellect can possibly travel.

 

But the Dao – or your spirit thing…

 

Do you have to personalise everything Maria?

 

Well I don’t see how we can avoid it – we are, after all, people.

 

Yes, but not if we’re allowing God, or whatever you choose to call the infinite, to speak to us, through us, or to move us.

 

That sounds like a rather dangerous proposition, Joachim.

 

Yes, it does indeed, if your God is the Creator of all things n' all matter, and you have managed to expunge spirit from the historical record.

 

Expunge spirit? What on Earth do you mean by that?

 

Before we started talking about "God" – before we had reached the stage where we imagined we were separate from nature or creation – there was, and still is, if I’m not greatly mistaken, a very delicate, gentle mechanism that holds all things together, holding everything in harmonious unity – which is not possible when the mind kicks into gear and starts thinking, nor when the physical body kicks into gear and starts doing what bodies do… thinging, perhaps.

 

Then this is a meaningless discussion as we cannot possibly think about anything without our minds, and likewise, without our bodies there is no mind.

 

Indeed – that’s what the logic of God seems to imply.

 

The logic of God?! Please, Joachim – go no further. This is upsetting me.

 

There is a logic to God – not because God himself insists – but because the God we refer to by whatever name we call him or her – necessarily goes through the logic gates of our brain, through the "mechanism of mind" – and thus binds us to a way of thinking, a way of perceiving, a way of speaking and doing which, paradoxically, separates us from God himself.

 

You mean that by saying the word "God" – we separate ourselves from God?

 

Paradoxically, yes. In the very same way the Dao De Jing by Lao Zi describes this very phenomenon:

 

The Dao that can be spoken of is not the ever-constant Dao.

The name that can be named is not the ever-constant name.

That which is without-name is the beginning of heaven and

      earth.

That which possesses a name is the mother of the ten

      thousand creatures.

 

It has nothing to do with what you think you believe, or want to believe, or believe you believe – but the actual physical manifestation of that belief is always going to be skewed sideways, or displaced by the mere process of naming that which needs must be unnamed if we're to avoid inadvertently homogenising it.

 

Well, even if you’re right – we can hardly not name God? It isn’t practical.

 

I agree. Besides – God is not a name.

 

No?

 

It’s more a title, isn’t it. A descriptor.

 

I suppose it is. So why all the fuss? 

 

Because, Mary, there is a vital aspect of God that has been eliminated, or inverted by allowing the very idea of God to become religion, by allowing the mechanism of mind to nullify the left bank.

 

Wait a sec. How can the idea of God be anything but a religion?

 

Because “God” is, first and foremost – a descriptor which we have somewhat lazily allowed to substitute that which it is describing –  that which requires infinitely more patience and tenacity on our part to handle than the three-lettered descriptogram.

 

Er…

 

Because God refers to alpha omega – to that which not only created all that is – but which is somehow present in all that is – holding it all together even now – which cannot be allowed to sink to the bottommost level of facile comprehension – but which needs to be first and foremost breathed and experienced directly, un-finitely as isness.

 

As isness?

 

The isness of be.

 

Oh dear. You lost me completely.


Isness – a place where breath – the breath goes back and forth across a boundary of sorts – like a bow crossing the strings of a violin making music if there's just enough rub – where spirit and matter meet – where spirit and matter dance, connect and interact.

 

Ah. That’s what you mean.

 

A place that is real – as real as breath itself – as real as conscious-ness, or soul, or whatever name you prefer to use.

 

And you think this is important?

 

Think? What has thinking to do with it? How long can you live without breathing?

 

But breathing is just a physical function – to keep the blood oxygenated.

 

The cult of science, in fellowship with the cult of materialism, and even the cult of institutionalised God would like you to give credence to such thoughts – as, inevitably you will, if thoughts and matter rule your existence – if you fail to sense the simpler truth – what Shakespeare calls “the rub” – where the tyre of conscious-ness meets the asphalt of self-ish-ness – where matter, the vehicle in motion, ensures that things adhere to a certain fixed, predictable path we might refer to as “road” – in short – “ten thousand creatures” being thought.

 

And your blessed “spirit” – you think it avoids this pitfall? You think it's superior?

 

My blessed spirit – which is neither mine, nor blessed – is the other half – the other side that balances, ineffably, the necessarily Self-ish me. A zero to hold fast the split-ones of subjective and objective ity-ness.

 

And you think you’re so special – that you can somehow escape the gravitational pull of matter and things, and avoid falling into the overweening pride of Lucifer – who thought he knew better than God?

 

On the contrary – I choose to accept God more deeply – with my very breath, my very essence, rather than my mind and soul. If I do so, if I succeed – my body will have no choice.

 

No choice? What choice can a body possibly have?

 

It will have to adapt to whatever spirit throws at it and evolve  – for the body, as we’ve already discussed, is soluble in spirit, the same way salt is soluble in water.

 

Is soluble in spirit? Such utter nonsense I’ve never yet heard, Joachim, which is indeed saying something, after all these years.

 

Which is saying some thing in deed – or nothing much – in fact – yet the proof, as they say, is in the pudding. If, after a week of groaning and moaning under the gentle urgings of spirit to let go of my fallacies, to release certain finities, certain things I’ve been over-attached to, if finally i allow spirit to open the sluice gates in my soul releasing waters to flow into my parched desert lands, restoring them to life and growth – then we shall see a rebirth – a renaissance of sorts, shall we not? Then the pudding will be round and full-bodied, will it not?

 

     

     

     

     

       

      

       

   

   

   


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