Monday, March 28, 2016

Baikal speaks three

Day three
23/03



















     1
Draping my face
Across the page
Of Baikal’s
Wordlessness
I take the bait


     2
A penny for your thoughts
A gap big enough
To hold abysmal
Screams
and fathomless fears


     3
Despite the light
Despite reflective sight
Baikal’s darkness penetrates
My mind
And inter-plays


     4
Failing to see
Failing to breathe eternity 
My very own Baikal 
Beauty  
O















     5
Baikal sits astride my heart
A tart legs open wide
Lasciviously
Angel wings beat my brow 
Blue 


     6
Tossed into nullity 
Queen B
Reverses me 
Umbilically 
Out of lifelong woe


     7
Anger stirs the surface one last time
Cutting deep
Slashing tearing splicing
Line on line
Frown on frown


     8
Stepping out I dance
Across the lake
Feel me go
Feel the fallacies
Of things I think  I know













     9
Green the glass
Of bukhta-bay
Brimming story full 
Elves  fairies of Baikal
Sing well-a-day


     10
Baikal bleeds across the snow
Seal clubbed for pelt
                 broken thread
Things come and go
Humankind


     11
Mountains rim my drum
Baikal’s skin drawn tight
Flexing my utter resolve
I crow foot the tale
And beat sinewy time


     12
The world of things
Stars and night
Baikal’s fish eye
Rings them round
Girl widow bride


Friday, March 25, 2016

Baikal speaks two

Day two

22/03














     1
Dreaming of Baikal
I fail to see
The purpose
Of me
Being me


     2
Between worlds
Between waves
Between words
Is that space
That is  free


     3
See the shoreline curve
The rocks
Glance at them
Sky  water  stone
Everything else is tone


     4
Bird swoops down into sea
Grabs fish
Flying over poem
Scratching around for words
Unashamedly












    

     5
Never the twain shall meet
And yet horizon squeezes
Infinity to a single point
Of blurred intensity
For me


     6
Boat on Baikal’s endless
Skyfulness
Count the waves
Count the clouds
Stretch credibility


     7
Never the ice comes too soon
Never the water too deep
Never the gods of Baikal
Dally with our destiny
Needlessly


     8
Did the wind tell you
What I want to say
Did the omul rise
Slap its tail
And win your heart’s gaze



















     9
If I drown all sorrow
In the deepest hollow
Of this lake
If I drum all night
What then


     10
Skimming o’er the waters
I was loath to part
With spirit
Loath to leap
Into fragile form


     11
Night falls and now
You’ll not know
Where I start or end
I’ll take you through
The veil   beyond


     12
If the teeming life of summers
Too short
The biomass of
Concern and thought
Is not enough 




Baikal speaks

Day one
21/03

     










     1
Calling across the ages of eternity
I sign my name
With a song
On the cover page
Of Baikal


     2
Clapping my hands
I snap time in two
Syncopating time and space
Writing lines
Of intent


     3
Across the waters of Baikal
A world awaits
Not yet born
Not yet ready
To assume place


    4
Did I tell you
How Baikal holds
The memories of
The human race
Did I tell you


     5
The morning breaks
Cold and clear
No morning ever spoke
My name
As you do


     6
Baikal shrugs as hail
Spickles its surface
When will you remember
Me
When will you


   











     7
Rising with the moon
I lay my hand upon
The night
And draw the empty
Star light


     8
If Baikal won’t say
How the world
Goes around
If Baikal won’t say
Baikal’s mood


     9
Dropping bombs of rain
Dropping bombs I rain
The waters of the world
Back into submission
Guilelessly


     10
Standing astride Baikal
The sky in my hair
The Earth in my bowels
Reaching along her shoreline
Tenderly


     11
Drumming my fingers
On the edge of eternity
Reaching into the depths
Of Blue
I hear you back


     12
Fizzing waters slide across
The wake
As glide and slop
The suck and skim
Of tuneful slake


Monday, March 7, 2016

The hero hyperlink

OK guys - I call this thing infinity drive. It's a pretty neat piece of hardware, only it's neither hardware nor software - as it works on the reverse principle.

Er... Merry - what's the reverse principle?

Well as you can guess, it's the opposite of what you're expecting it to be. So, for example, you're used to propulsion systems moving trains, plains and automobiles forwards by pushing. The opposite would be an impulsion system moving your vehicle or your self back into balance - drawing it forwards not by pushing but the opposite.

By pulling?

Yes, in a way. Instead of pushing with a big plus, a bang of some sorts, we can tune into infinity and minus our vehicle to the extent that it will move forwards of its own volition in order to reach neutrality - to arrive back at nought.

But why? What's wrong with pushing?

Ineffective. Inefficient. The impulsion drive starts with infinity so the vehicle isn't actually moving at all, though it appears to do so.

How so?

Because as we electron it, making it negative, it simply wishes to balance its electric equation but this doesn't happen in a thingful sense.

Er...

It's not a thing action or movement. When you start with infinity things happen, but only as a result of nothing or nought - so your vehicle can move across the universe, or down the road, but only because the universe or the road have to reconfigure themselves spatially as the vehicle balances itself energetically. I call this the infinity drive - though you could call it anything else you like.

So it's a mind bender?

Well, yes, unless you meditate or get out of the old way of thinking, and the old way of thinging.

Er...

You've been programmed in terms of doing things - like kicking a ball or riding a bike. These are thingful actions. They're a way of reaffirming your attachment to the 3D paradigm. They're a way of avoiding infinity and the quantum field which, in fact, permeate everything and anything.

Oh.

Once you realise that the quantum field and infinity are present throughout - you're dealing instead with a continuum, a oneness, and at the heart of the oneness is nought.

Que?

Well, you can't really have one, can you? Where would it come from. But we experience it as one - one of the tricks of our conscious awareness, or our perception. So, that means that the entire physical universe is held in its oneness, in its positivity and thingfulness by an equal and opposite that you represent.

Me? I what?

You represent the counter balance to all matter. Crazy isn't it. This is why you're wasting your time trying to fly around the universe using propulsion. We need something simpler - simpler even than a knife through butter.

We do? What?

Not what. It's not a thing issue. It's not a matter of thing at all.

Then what?

Think about it logically.

Er...

All these things in the universe - all of them are for the sake of argument plus one - or a series of plus ones - but we can just treat them as plus one, in parallel if you like.

Er...

Well, for them to be plus one - I mean - how's it possible? Where did it come from?

Er... not really sure.

Well don't try to complicate things. It has to be amazingly simple if it's anything at all.

It does?

Yes, so the plus oneness of all that is requires you to hold an opposite charge - a minus oneness for each and every object in the universe - for each and every thing that is.

My God.

Even for God - you have to hold a minus one. That's what you do. That's how your consciousness works.

It is?

Obviously. How else could things, even abstract non-material things - how else could they be something or other - how else could they be discernible, recongisable or tangible, bearing in mind that everything has to come from nothing.

But...

Because the universe is a zero sum game. So we can have plus one - we can create a bend in the line pushing it up a little about zero point as long as we allow the opposite to happen - for it to push down a corresponding amount before or after. That's where time comes into play - because the pushing up involves movement forwards and backwards - like a wave going simultaneously in different directions when you throw a stone in a pond.

So my thing - my plus one - can't stay still - you're saying?

Precisely.

But?

But things do stay still?

Yes - buildings - a road - a table...

Correct. Spatially they can stay still for a while, but the wave is still moving in time, but even the spatial plus one will decay with time and the building will fall down... because time and space are just ways of representing and then perceiving something or other. The essence - of course - is quite different.

It is?

Of course.

How so?

The essence is that the plus one and minus one are nothing more than a fluctuation, a feeling, a nothing much in the quantum field which is, by its very nature infinite.

And?

Being infinite means that all matter that you perceive - all things, people, whatever you like - these things nevertheless amount to nought.

?

And so they're not actually real - when you consider their totality.

Sorry - you lost me there.

Well, take your universe for instance - a nice big fat juicy plus one, wouldn't you say?

Well, yes - it's big isn't it.

So it appears to be... but at the quantum level it's neither big nor small - it's merely plus one - and it's only plus one as long as you're holding a minus one. Space and time then expand or contract to fit the bill - to produce the desired effect.

Oh God. You're saying that the universe is something like an optical illusion?

Not really. As long as you're glued to the 3D reality of space and time - what could be more real than the universe?

Oh. But are you implying that I could unglue myself from 3D reality?

Evidently, because you hold the balance, and you are a channel of consciousness - which is by its very nature, infinite. So as soon as you start becoming aware of how you hold the balance - how you're a part of a magical mysterious process of plus and minus oneing - this awareness is enough to change everything.

In what way?

In the reverse.

Oh that again.

Yes. Instead of always pushing forwards - to boldly go where no man has gone before, as they said in Star Trek, you become aware that things are tidal.

Er?

That waves have to go both ways at the very least.

Er...

Into you as well as from you. And the best way to catch the departing wave is not to chase it like a madman.

No?

But to feel it's minus oneness in your quantum field of conscious awareness. That does away with the need to smash endlessly through space and time.

Oh.

There's no need. Everything is infinitely close at hand - just as soon as you're ready to start dealing with infinity.

But how? How am I supposed to deal with infinity?

By realising your own nature - that you are the balance - you are the point at which infinity meets things, no matter how big or small. Your consciousness can zoom in and out ad infinitum - from the sub-atomic scale up to the entire universe. It's a wonderful piece of equipment.

Piece of equipment?

Yes. It's actually the most perfect technology in existence. That's why I refer to it as "infinity drive". There's nothing, quite literally, that it can't do.

But...

Yes?

There must be something impossible. There have to be some limits.

Oh there are plenty of limits, but these all dissolve once you engage the quantum field. The limit is your willingness to accept and embrace infinity.

Well there you go. How many people are willing to do that?

More and more - now that we're rushing headlong back into the quantum age.

Oh.

There's little alternative. The old pathlines are now defunct or imploding.

Oh.

We have to switch back to the infinity drive if we're to survive. The ice, you see, is melting.

Global warming?

Global awakening. So, instead of talking mathematically - let's get some real practice.

Er... ok.

I was reading an amazing book the other day.

Er... ok.

Flying bats, talking rats - all kinds of weird and wonderful stuff.

Oh - I'm not a fan of fantasy literature.

Understandably. Anyway, regardless of whether you're a fan or not, the book shifted my field lines outside and beyond 3D.

It did?

Yes. And while I was there I engaged infinity drive.

Yes?

I connected with another reality.

Oh come on - it's just a book - it's imaginary.

Absolutely - in 3D space and time it's imaginary, but in terms of plus and minus one - in terms of the quantum field - it's just as real as anything else - more so, in fact, because it was full of strong emotions, strong stuff.

If you say so.

Instead of telling myself it was just a book - I engaged infinity drive and breathed it, meditated it, embraced it - because it had colour and passion that seems to be lacking in this 3D reality.

And?

And now I've linked it in.

You've what?

Linked it in. I've created a kind of hyperlink... a bridge. It's now an integral part of this reality - and I've accepted it as a part of my Self, my meness, my allness, my oneness, my isness.

Any more nesses you want to introduce?

They're all much of a much, are they not?

If you say so.

So now I have a point of reference outside 3D which means I can start looping stuff around that hyper-point. I can reconnect the hero inside.

Oh that's what you're after is it? You want to satisfy your childish urges to be the messiah - to save the world.

There is no world to save. There is the hero who can lift you out of 3D dull normalcy back into a living, vibrant experience of...

Of what?

Not of what.

Then what? It's got to be something.

Reverse that.

It's not got to be something.

That's better. Now you're getting closer to impulsion. Now you're learning how to activate infinity drive, how to access the quantum field.

But...

Reverse that - your mind's trying to slow things down, trying to clip your wings, and drag you down into the whatness of 3D reality.

Oh God Merry, can't you be more normal for a change.

Time is up. Normalcy is yesterday's dream - yesterday's fashion. It's time to rediscover story - the drama of your life, your magic, your passion, your isness.

Oh God - this is so weird. Can't you....

Reverse that. Catch this.

Merry throws Zie a ball of green.

What is it?

It's green.

Green what?

Not what. Just green. Play with it. See what you can do with it.

Zie is like a child again - playing with this green - like it's a computer game - making it fly around - learning how he can control it with his thoughts, with his mind...

It's amazing.

Isn't it just.

It's... hey - where did it go?

Where did what go?

The green.

Green what?

I don't know what - what I was playing with.

Oh that... it went back where it came from. It was merely a training tool to get you to play around with the quantum field - to learn how to activate your conscious awareness. Call it back.

How?

It matters not how. Call it back. You know what it felt like... you can get it back by impulsion. Minus one it.

Oh. Why didn't you say?

Zie minus ones it. Almost immediately the green not-what reappears, and Zie spends another ? no idea how long playing with it.

It's like time stood still.

Isn't it just.

What else can I play with?

Anything you like. You just need to see what excites you most. What would you like to experience? Why not recollect one of your dreams - something you experienced long ago - remember anything?

Oh - you mean the bubbles?

Yes, why not.

Zie recalls how he'd experienced bubbles - as if he became one - a dualistic sense of getting smaller and smaller, while at the same time being huge - and a certain sense, or taste, a feeling of bubbleness. Almost immediately it comes back - and Zie is reliving the dream - this time in 3D - so it would seem.

But how's this going to change the world? How's it going to make my life any better?

Ah... you haven't noticed how your conscious awareness is now more fully activated, sharper?

Actually yes...

And that you are now feeling people and things from both sides, so to speak - from within as well as out there. There's a kind of drum skin - the balance of nought running right through you and you can be aware of both sides, if you choose to.

Oh my God - you're right. What does it mean?

It means the game has commenced. Training time is over. Welcome to the quantum age of nought.

Er...

And you assumed nought was nothing whatsoever... If that were the case - how can things seem so real, how can you be sure that you're alive - if it's all just a zero sum - if zero truly amounts to nothing whatsoever...

Er...

Reversing things doesn't actually destroy them, does it Zie... there seems to be something more - something else in play... but what that is I cannot say.

Er...

But I'm willing to give you back the one thing you've been deprived of, the one thing you need to make your way back to infinity and beyond.

Er...

Story. Myth. The epic tale. To be the living legend. To discover the hero - that you cannot be contained within a plus one projection - a thinged-up representation of that which is - no matter how hard you try. Feel the space within opening up. Allow the silence to grow fuller. It isn't what you imagined it to be. It isn't dark and lonely at all - quite the reverse in fact. It brings everything back together again - and you just happen to be the centre.

Sounds like a big ego trip to me.

Not when you experience the two sides of conscious awareness and feel yourself the missing link - the balance. It's mathematical. We're opening up the magic of nought between plus and minus 1. We are cosmonauts, each one of us discovering the totality of what we truly are - the missing link in the equation matter is not alive. We can no longer deny the simple truth - the hero hyperlink, and the force of impulsion now draws us ever faster, ever further and deeper back into infinity - the isness of be where mathematically 0=1
and cuckoo la la
it is    I am

Er...

the quantum field concealed within nought - what Tesla considered the ether, Einstein the vacuum but which, if anything, is closer to the dance of Shiva and Shakti - two indeterminacies - neither of which amounts to ought individually, yet from which all that is emerges as the constant what of creation, of which I is an integral part.

OMG

Or simply OM

Dance, if you wish to step behind reality, to sense what's really going on, or use your breath in meditation to do the same, in reverse. However you choose to engage it - the allness, the isness, the oneness is your friend and will reveal itself just as soon as you're ready to step out of your noughtless infancy into your noughtful Self and noughtical Mind, just as soon as you're ready to be hero, to let the power of story shift you beyond your little fears and fallacies, back into the epic tale of Is, in which...

dot dot dot

only you can tell

only you can decide

only you can be

in totality

in entirety

all that you are

all that you be

all that is

all

capstone and consummator of infinity

epic hero and cosmo-nought