it seemed the right thing to do
it seemed the right thing to do
you mean you
went head to head with matter itself
with everything because it seemed right
amazing
because in a sense
that was the only way i could
remain true
to myself
to yourself
to myself – that was the only way
by letting go of whatever it was
whatever it is i’ve been holding onto
all these years letting go
and shifting down into is
the simple truth
0=1
it is i am
0=1
it is i am
one more
time
0=1
it is i jjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjj
am
er
jjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjjj what’s that
sorry zie – i fell asleep with my
finger on that particular key
oh ok – so you’re saying i can shift down into
er...
is
into is – and that’s enough
enough – that’s all there is
all there
is?
all – in truth there’s only is
and what
then?
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you fell
asleep again?
oops – sorry zie
you should
get some rest – take a break
i will – just as soon as i’ve
completed is
completed is
– i don’t see how
in my case it involved leaving my
home casting myself into the arms of
infinity
you mean
coming here to Russia
i mean in accepting the narrative
of is becoming the living legend becoming story itself
don’t you
think you’re somewhat overstating the case
inflating the old ego blowing your own trumpet
there’s that to consider but the
proof as they say is in the pudding so get a load of this
wait a
minute – no – what are you doing – oh my
god’’’’’’’’’’’’’’’iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
you fell asleep
no i just
lost track of things momentarily when you fell over backwards and failed to hit
the deck
ah that – yes it’s somewhat
unnerving wouldn’t you say
unnerving –
it’s downright creepy – my stomach’s all over the place – i’m
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j – you fell asleep
oh dear –
i’m infected by you
would you like to give it a try
to fall over
backwards without hitting my head – no thank you very much – i have better ways
to crack open the nut that is me at odds with infinity
like how
i could try
to breathe – i’m sure you recommended that before sometime
oh wonderful – shall we start
right away
er – bit
busy right now – maybe some other time
ah – it’s like that – here watch
this
stop it – no
–
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff
did you fall asleep again
kind of – er
– how come i was floating alongside you just then
you know – 0=1
0=1?
it is i am
it is? i am?
yes – just without the questioning
tone
but how
merry – how did i float alongside
does it really matter? is it
bothering you?
well frankly
– yes – if i’m gonna float in the air i want to know how it’s taking
palrrr?
oops – i was
gone again – taking place – it’s contrary to the laws of physics
but not the laws of is
the what
the laws of is – the constitution
– so to speak – of physical reality
er...
which state that
oh god let
me guess 0=1 it is i am
yes how did you guess?
i have no
broken records less repetitive than you merry
oh how sweet, thank you mary
mary? i’m
zie
apologies zie – you’re mary in
another incarnation – i get these things confused from time to time
you confuse
me and another person – how
oh you know – surfing the quantum
stream one becomes aware of multiple avenues
multiple
avenues?
parallel realities
parallel or interconnecting –
they’re all much of a much – it is being i am
well, i a
bit huffy about that – i still haven’t accepted your premise on that score
merry
haven’t you? would you like to see
a full demonstration of the interconnectedness of all that is?
no, not if
it involves eating magic mushrooms – like it did last time
no, that was a one off
then what?
this pop
oh my god where did you go
here inside you
oh my god –
stop messing around merry
catch me if you can
i can’t even
see you, where are you for god’s sake
right here presently behind your
nose in the front part of your brain
get out i
never gave you permission to enter my body
now i’m sliding down your spine wheeeeee this is fun
stop merry –
i absolutely refuse to allow you to continue using me this way
coming down to your feet – you’d
be amazed how it looks from inside
do you hear
me merry get out of my private space
oh come on zie loosen up a bit here let me see what happens when i press your funny bone
nooooooooooooooooooo
there you are i thought you’d
never join me
but how can
i join you inside me?
residual imagery in 3D – the
matrix doesn’t let go – it continues generating a version of you
but you
disappeared
yes – i’m rather pleased with
myself – didn’t i do well
but how
it’s a bit like leaning against
the movement of the train on the tube and not falling over
it is?
so here we are – standing astride
the parallel lines – the equals sign – surfing the quantum stream
anything
else?
well yes – time space as opposed
to space time – we simply reversed the flow – so now i is and it am
oh god – i
wish i didn’t know
don’t worry zie – you’re going to
love it – just as soon as you stop insisting that things are set in stone
but they
have to be – otherwise everything’s going to fall apart
just as soon as you start enjoying
the ultimate experiencing in surfing you could possibly wish for
you mean
this? it er... doesn’t seem much to me
oh really – here we go
noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
me thinks she doth protest too
much – lighten up zie – you’re loving it you know
i may be –
but i’m feeling sick and disoriented
then sit yourself down on the
ground over there
ok – good
idea
there how does that feel
wow –
strangely – amazingly good
and what if i told you we’re not
in your room
do you have
to
no – but if i did
er – where
might we be
we might be anywhere – after
surfing the quantum stream of is – place is neither here nor there
still
feeling amazingly good – but there’s a part of me that’s wanting to panic –
still more or less under control
australia, not far from pine gap
oh
nooooooooooooooooo bad – very bad – reverse that merry
ok – we’re at your home
phew
only the curtains are a different
colour
oh
and so is the carpet
oh
and er – it’s night time here
shit
it’s looking suspiciously like we
popped out of the quantum stream in pine gap of all places – i wonder why
you are
kidding – right
here – let’s go outside and take a
look around
no can do
merry – something inside me’s all locked rigid
mm – breathing exercises
won’t work –
this feels way too...
knock
hey – what
did you do that for
do what?
rap me on
the head
oh – i’m sorry – did i
yes – but
don’t worry – it’s no big deal – i’m hungry – let’s go for something to eat
great – there’s a diner round the
block
the block –
which one’s that
you know – 42nd avenue
new york?
apparently so
merry –
what’s going on – i’m not even freaking out any more
good – because you going to have
to get us home – i’m out of juice
oh my god –
you’re kidding right
yes – actually no – but it’ll be
alright – you’re doing fine – just tap your heals together three times and say
tonto – there’s no place like home
that’s it
ok – hang on
– if we’re in new york let’s have a bite to eat – i’d hate to come all this way
for nothing, you know
ok – wear these glasses – you’re
still looking somewhat vaguely defined
i am?
a little – they’ll stop people
from freaking out
you mean i’m
a ghost?
no – ghosts don’t wear glasses do
they
oh no – i
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ah there you are mary
i’ve been meaning to ask you about that dream you keep on having let’s make ourselves comfortable before we
begin what do you think would be the
best harmonic
let’s bring the
33rd century up i feel it
deals with the raw pain and confusion of my zie experiences better than any
other space in time
excellent
choice this is quite a journey you’re
taking us on
who would have
thought that the waking nightmare of those violent years could open up an infinity of depth and
harmony
indeed the perfect harmonic abyss
an almost impenetrable absence of accord yet there in the darkness in the wailing cacophony of dissonance emerges the first note of an entirely new
universe of sound
as merry and
zie are taking a cup of tea in a diner on 42nd Avenue battling with somnolencessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
oh dear i seem
to beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
cut paste
a cup of tea floating in a tree upside down
apparently until i adjust the
frame of perception and bring the
variables back into harmony feeling the
music permeating throughout transforming the image and associated emotions memories
into pure sound
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