Sunday, February 17, 2019

Newton's jellyfish

The wall is progressing nicely.

  ?

I call it the wall -- ironically it's more a re-net.

  ?

As in re-netting, reconnecting -- where we left off -- when we entered the race to the bottom we've been in now for what seems like an eternity.

  So -- is it done? Have we actually hit bottom?

How does it feel? It's like watching a crashing shareprice -- no one knows when the bottom is in -- but if you've lost 70, 80, 90% of value, you can be pretty sure that the worst is behind you -- can't you...
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  Unless it's going to zero.

Unless it's going to zero -- which is always, technically, a possibility.

  So if we've essentially reached bottom -- what does that mean?

What does anything mean?

  Er...

Ultimately, it's what you make of it -- innit.

  So, if I'm able to embrace the bottom -- the fact that it's not just been a massive loss of value, but part of a much bigger, multi-dimensional or quantum process...

Then you're going to come out singing and dancing, aren't you.

  But where?

Good question. You see -- in the race to the bottom you basically had to forget everything important, everything fundamental -- you had to be utterly convinced that you were completely part of and caught up in this material reality which appeared to be in an irreversible decline, no matter how hard you or anyone else tried to turn it round.

  Ri---ght...

Once the bottom is in -- there's nothing stopping you from having that ah-ha moment -- suddenly recalling the fact that this was nothing more than a mission to hit bottom, touching base as fast and as hard as possible -- like a meteorite crashing into our planet's atmosphere -- to burn up, if possible.

  But why?

Did you ever play rugby?

  Actually I did, yes.

Well, when you've run past all the defenders and crossed the line -- you still have to touch the ball down or else it doesn't count -- you don't score a try, so you might have to dive for the ground, otherwise everything you did to get there would amount to nought.
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  Ok.

Where infinity is concerned -- sooner or later -- whatever you've learnt, accomplished, achieved -- unless you actually take it into the material plane, until you actually see how you cope, how you fare when stripped of all support, all outside knowledge and awareness, you have no way of assessing whether you've actually progressed or not -- or whether you've bitten off more than you could chew, and failed to complete the circuit, failed to rehumanise, reabsorb the matrix.

  ? Reabsorb the matrix. How do you mean?

Well, the material side of things is only ultimately meaningful and of value if you can untechnologise it -- if you can find a way to absorb it back into your conscious-awareness -- to turn it into your new base, your new fundament. Infinity can, ultimately, incorporate anything -- no matter how square or flat it might appear to be -- just as long as you've not completely lost your connection with infinity.

  And if I have?

Then you splat.

  I die?

Kind of -- yes. It's not quite as simple as that -- infinity is, after all, not the kind of thing that you can just lose, period. It has the faintest, vaguest, windiest, curliest tunnels, arms, whiskers or tendrils, any one of which can, if need be, be drawn on if nothing else avails -- but that would involve reconstructing your self from a very high improbability value -- which could take...

  A long time?

Time? -- more than time -- but yes, to put it that way -- a very long time, indeed. More effort, possibly, than it would be worth -- so you might find yourself reaching out for other incomplete splatterings or globules or road kill to reconstruct some other way -- there's really no saying what infinity is capable of, or what it may or may not do -- particularly when you consider that this isn't simply a question of matter recoalescing into physical form -- there's the dream body too -- which is no less significant.

  Oh.

But, if the race to the bottom is a success -- then infinity can and should fire up again, automatically, on all cylinders -- suddenly restoring awareness of the greater picture -- dimensions that have been in the shadow during the material phase.

   And... how's that going to feel? Something of a shock, perhaps?

You'd think so, wouldn't you -- but actually, no -- it's like you always knew it was there, you just temporarily lost access. Suddenly it's restored and the intervening millennia of darkness, chaos and confusion are almost immediately discounted --

  But all the pain and suffering...? The huge loss of human life?

Terrible, beyond words, until you have the big picture back -- context -- at which point nothing -- not one single death, not one single scratch or graze was without particular meaning and necessity.

  I find that hard to believe.

Yes, that's what keeps you falling under the influence of so-called "gravity" -- until infinity fires up again on all cylinders, and suddenly gravity recombines with its counterpart

  Counterpart?

Levity, of course -- the two balance out, don't they... Everything has to, ultimately, balance out, doesn't it.

  Except death and pain.

Even death and pain.

  No, I can't believe that.

Even your "no" -- your negation, your denial is part of the grand equation -- the greater scheme of things...

  But how? People die in horrible circumstances... What end can justify such diabolical means?

None whatsoever if your scheme of things is square -- a matrix of things -- in which a life is seen as being separate from other things... but when you touch base, when you hit the bottom -- what actually happens?

  You go splat.

You'd think so, wouldn't you -- that's what your mind believes -- gravity accelerates you into a wall of matter, otherwise known as "the ground" or "earth", and that's it -- roadkill, n'est ce pas?

  Unless you're speaking figuratively -- unless this isn't really a death plunge.

I assure you it is -- it's a desperate attempt to find bottom -- because the alternative is even worse.

  Huh?

A kind of hyper-inflation -- in which you ascend into ever more bubbly, abstract and meaningless powers of infinity. Believe me -- expanding ever upwards and outwards would leave you begging for the sweet certainty of so-called death.

  It would? I never thought of it that way.

Actually, you did -- you just don't remember in the part of your brain which is maneuvering you at present.

  So what happens?

If you make proper contact -- then believe it or not -- gravity and levity meet -- after all -- do you really imagine that simple, base matter is stronger or more fundamental than the living being, the life essence that you be?

  At 200 miles per hour I would assume yes, a slab of concrete is infinitely stronger than my frail biology.

Were it not for the fact that you are first and foremost a field -- only within the toroidal field is the biomatter able to float around -- like an amoeba in an ocean.
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  I'd hardly imagine my biofield can be compared to an ocean. It can't be more than a few metres in size, can it?

It's a field. Size is irrelevant.

  Huh?

It's a field -- a singularity if you like -- as such it's neither bigger nor smaller than any other field -- be that an atom, a cell, a galaxy, or the entire universe.

  Oh come on, pull the other one.

Infinity -- I hate to point out the obvious -- ain't linear. If it's alive, as you undoubtedly are, with a north and south pole to boot, then like it or not, you cannot ultimately be less than any other field.

  Tell that to the jellyfish dropped from an aeroplane, as it splats on the runway.
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Oh, do you know anything about bifurcation?

  Er... can't actually say I do.

Like to look it up? Here -- I'll google it:
bifurcation

Dictionary result for bifurcation

/bʌɪfəˈkeɪʃ(ə)n/
noun
  1. the division of something into two branches or parts.

    "the bifurcation of the profession"
    • either of two branches into which something divides.
      plural noun: bifurcations

  And... am I supposed to draw some stunning conclusion?

Well, 3D reality is either the left or right branch, depending on which way you're looking.

  And? How's that going to help me survive the runway?

Newton's third law, let me google it for you...

  If you must...

Formally stated, Newton's third law is: For every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction. The statement means that in every interaction, there is a pair of forces acting on the two interacting objects. The size of the forces on the first object equals the size of the force on the second object.

  And? I still fail to see how I'm supposed to stop being dead?

Well, for you to die you'd have to undergo bifurcation -- going into one branch, becoming pure thing, pure matter -- what you call "dying".

  But my soul will live on? Hardly comforting to a convinced atheist such as myself.

No, you seem to be overcomplicating things. Newton never mentions souls, does he.

  Definitely not.

So, for bifurcation to happen -- one outcome, one branch has you splatting into the runway, enjoying termination of your biological phase, experiencing nothing in its glorious fullness, whatever "nothing" might be -- I assume you as a committed atheist have a deeper understanding than I claim to have, whereas the other branch...

  What other branch? I fell in a straight line. I hit the ground. Gravity did it's stuff. I terminated. The end.

Were it not for the fact that gravity has its equal and opposite force, levity, which cannot be excluded from the equation -- no matter how hard you try, neither can you eliminate angular momentum...

  Angular momentum? I was falling in a straight bloody line! How on earth can you invoke angular momentum as a defence against obliteration?

The entire universe -- the galaxy -- every atom and cell is vibrating, spinning and revolving. How on earth can you pretend you're not subject to the force of angular momentum? Besides which, we're here discussing your field, not simply your body.

  And? When my body splats the field pops like a balloon, unless I'm much mistaken. Otherwise we'd see people bouncing when they hit the dirt, or brushing themselves down and walking away, if your angular momentum or levity was so powerful.

Wrong, wrong and wrong again.

  You're certainly a stubborn, persistent bastard -- I'll give that to you.

Bi-fur-cation... capisce? And the conservation of energy...

  as in Newton's second bloody law... this time I'll google it for the benefit of pseudo-scientists who like to imagine bifurcation can save a jellyfish from the runway:

Newton's second law states that the acceleration of an object is proportional to the force acting on it, and inversely proportional to its mass. This law can be used to help show that conservation of energy, which tells us that the total energy of an isolated system remains constant over time, is true.

Excellent. So you see -- the total energy has to remain the same. My toroidal field can't just be eliminated from the equation. Angular momentum has to be conserved.

  No - it - doesn't. It's converted into sound and fury -- to quote Shakespeare -- signifying nothing -- as in death. Capisce!

Ah -- but you seem to have overlooked one small matter.

  Really?

Apparently so. Your excellent definition of Newton's second law and how it pertains to the conservation of energy explicitly refers to so called "isolated systems" -- in other words -- the left or right branch of our bifurcation -- what at times we refer to as 3D, or even material reality.

  God. Will he never end?!

It may be expedient to play around with "isolated systems", but doing so you're basically playing God, which is highly irregular, to say the least.

  Playing God -- nothing could be further from the truth. We're eliminating God and all mumbo jumbo from the equation.

Er... if you're doing so by insisting that reality can be or is an isolated system, then believe it or not, you've committed the solecism of substituting yourself in the place of God. How on earth can you claim or assume that reality is a isolated or closed system? How on earth can you pretend that infinity is only something that happens at the far end of the universe, out of sight and out of mind, or prior to Big Bang? or only on a vast, vast scale... You never succeeded in eliminating God, if that was in fact your intention -- you merely usurped and claimed the God given right to define and determine the isolated nature of systems -- to ignore or deny the fact that systems are only systems if you insist on viewing only one branch of the bifurcation -- which you assiduously do -- to your credit.

  And what would you have us do? Dream about jellyfish floating in another world where miraculously they bounce back into the sky?

I would have you follow the laws of science -- the conservation of energy, of fields, of momentum and so on -- what you're able to see here on one side of reality is half the story, half the picture, and the wall, as I stated at the outset, is nearly complete.

  What wall?

The event horizon. The base. The fundament. The crash test site. The y-chromosome as opposed to the x, which seems to head off one way -- branching into masculinity, which is fine as far as it goes, but no further.

  Jesus wept. Pseudo-science would be a blessing in comparison to this... cognitive dysentery.

Ah -- you see -- we're reaching the crux -- the moment when the wall is fully formed, and the child in the womb is faced with the choice -- to insist that his prior worldview is complete and unalterable, or to allow the spasms and new gravitational waves to propel him in a new, inconceivable direction.

  So, you actually mean to say that the wall we're building is what triggers birth?

Why would I play around with words like that? I mean exactly what I said. The wall is nearly complete. In terms of infinity -- finding or achieving anything firm or solid is incredibly difficult when there are always more or less limitless variables or probabilities. If and when a wall is complete -- a field shifts from what seems like circular to what seems like angular momentum -- but that all depends, ultimately, on how and from what angle your perception is working. I, as a scientist and mathematician, do not pretend to know more than can be known, and certainly have no intention of limiting your power or prerogative to perceive from any number of different angles, including the unique, highly specific angle of the closed or isolated system, if you so desire, but please don't ask me to pretend that one particular angle can or does have exclusive viewing rights, when the most basic, cursory investigation of conscious-awareness, not to mention infinity, as opposed to reality, indicates that to do so would be a gross dereliction of my duty to apply scientific method.

  So, you have the gall to say that our empirical science is incomplete?

If you choose to insist that all systems are finite -- then you're playing God, and that can hardly be good science, can it, unless you're willing to accept that playing God is a great way to build a wall and achieve a resounding near crash experience when, at the last minute, you pull the rabbit from the hat of life, and realise it has two long, floppy pink and white ears, not one, and suddenly you call to mind the beauty of bifurcation, and somewhere deep inside, a yearning and longing to be in another branch of reality -- the one known as life -- the toroidal field experience -- causes you to temporarily suspend your allegiance and adherence to the left-right-no-matter-what-it-takes splat brigade.

  Ah -- well, we'll just have to see if your precious potential bifurcation reveals itself at the last moment -- when all appears to be lost --

When you've finally arrived at the ultimate expression of why - the y - leading somewhere definably definite.

  And you think the shareprice will rebound?

Not necessarily -- you may discover that you no longer need that money thing at all -- that you were in fact heir to a vast, unforeseen fortune -- the ability to extract value and meaning from the so-called ether -- the kind of wealth that cannot be stolen or lost -- but will reveal the more you draw on it the more you possess, the deeper the bonds of connectedness, in a non-isolated, unsystem of fieldish-ness.

  Ah -- now I zee.

Indeed...




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Friday, February 15, 2019

killing me kindly

Hi guys -- it's me again -- netman -- the crazy fool who agreed to carry the net which reality emerges from/is woven into -- yup -- kind of toroidal north pole/south pole dichotomy, if you like -- but let it go, moving swiftly on, let's keep the mind in a constant state of Schauberger flow, rather than allowing it to collapse into a matrix of linearity and flat think...

How? I dunno -- just by being in that splendid natural state of flow, and being aware of the folly, the insanity of taking things, or the master-thing -- the grand illustrious Myself -- too seriously.

Spinning, twisting, stretching, zimming waterfully -- beyond dimensional count -- too much data to name and determine axes as the energies of being momentously now carry me back again, and again, into the mindbenumbing, mindboggling allness of present, of presence, of prescience... words, merely words, so stand a moment -- wave your arms, let your body move and feel the energies of space and time and spin and moment -- how else are you going to make sense of all that mind so desperately strives to obfuscate, to hide behind matter and words and things of no elemental consequence whatsoever.

Morality -- apropos the last post -- some of you were surprised by the use of this word -- why, you inquired, would a scientist of my impeccable credentials -- the netman no less, who created, in a manner of speaking, the net which seamlessly upholds reality, the universe, your blessed state of being conscious and sentient -- why would an engineer, a visionary, a dreamer and architect of such epic epicness -- er -- why would i resort to the cheap trick of invoking "morality" as a substantive factor in my inter-net of things -- what some refer to as the grail -- the single cup that holds everything in place?

ok -- it was out of order -- i had no right to invoke anything whatsoever -- i apologise

really -- i do

no -- i just don't always feel like putting a full stop. at the end of the sentence -- give me a break.

you see? it changes everything, dunnit?

no full stop -- we're in flow -- we're surfing beyond thing, beyond mind, beyond meaning -- and no matter what i say -- those words -- they kind of fade into irrelevancy -- don't they?

Here -- let me paste in this embed code:


Your guess is as good as mine -- apparently this is in some way relevant -- that's what i'm hearing, but don't take my word for it -- do your own analysis.

Look -- enough twiddling nobs and fiddling with conscious-ness -- your understanding of "morality" and morality_ per se could be v-erry different

from the netman perspective -- which is all I can really speak for -- morality only exists or matters in terms of its absence or willful contravention -- only then does it show up as a factor -- not so much in terms of "how shocking/ how could they/ what a terrible shame" which may or may not be felt at a personal level by "victims of immoral, unkind, cruel, devious, sociopathic or evil behaviour" (trying to cover the panoply) -- I'll leave all issue-based discussion to humankind -- I'm sure you've got plenty to say on the subject. Instead, focus on the Schauberger flow of water in natural channels, in rivers and streams, the net effect as information, as energy, as a representation of life itself distributes its-elf in whatever way it does -- yielding, resisting, being river, being stream, whatever that entails, however, and what do you see?

Hopefully, you see I'm unable to give you a clear, didactic message. Either you learn to see and trust infinity in all its simple glory your/s.elf -- present even in a single drop of rain -- or you feel that things can't survive without your intervention -- without your desperate resort to force -- of some shape or description -- whether that be physical, emotional, mental, psychic or an.other

behind morality, behind words, behind me... silly, isn't it?! You've seen through my little subterfuge, have you not, and yet you're aware that we are beings of light, that words are merely a pretext for entering a sacred grove to dance a while and resuscitate the still living connection with an ancient, powerful stream of life-force-energy, concealed in those dark, shadowy corners behind morality and other such system tools, which served beautifully in the construction phase of this prison community, this alluring, captivating hell-on-earth

in other words -- in every problem, in every matter is its solution -- once i'm ready to stop insisting that the thing itself matters

did you know the good people of this world are holding on to the evil doers -- terrified of letting them go, of letting them fall into the abyss they have created for themselves.

why? because they are good? or because they too fear that evil is fundamental, and stronger than the Shauberger flow?

Isn't it time to trust in water -- to allow the flow to flow -- to give fluid dynamics back their natural prerogative of solving the equations that only get us hopelessly entangled morally and emotionally when we seek to interfere -- to save the "evil-doers" from the consequences of their actions. Would you destroy the entire planet before you let God decide -- do you not see what this says of your faith in justice, in beauty, in truth, love, forgiveness or redemption?

behind morality -- you see your-s/elf, knowing that you are neither better nor worse, and rather than allowing infinity to have its way -- seek to tame the river, the flood tide, the powers that be ineffably, with your terror-stricken intervention -- and thus you assume God's mantle -- and with the best intentions and impeccable credentials -- destroy the world.


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Thursday, February 14, 2019

DJ promethius

I agree to be the net.
Actually, I agreed to this long ago -- you may recall, before we launched this version of earth reality 7.4, but these things need repeating every now and again.
I agree to be the net. Someone had to. You see...
 nothing exists in a vacuum.
 nothing exists just as.
 everything in existence -- scrub that
 every thing has to be borne, has to be carried by one of us and, in the end, as you well know, there's only one one, isn't there -- but someone has to raise a hand and agree to play the part, which I did -- scrub that, which i do.
 so there we are -- we/you -- stop splitting hairs.
 the net cannot, like any thing else, stand alone. it needs a sponsor, a bearer, a surety -- a being to bear and uphold its thingness, for better of for worse -- which is what i do -- calmly, dispassionately, disinterestedly -- theoretically, except when I get annoyed -- like every once in a millennium, every five minutes in fact -- annoyed with the crass stupidity of this disconnected pile of horse manure you/we deign to call "reality". God, give me patience!
Actually, screw that for a lark, i'm introducing a new element to the net -- just started right now -- kind of spontaneous thing -- been fiddling with the code -- not much point waiting for Armageddon -- it's already baked into the cake, isn't it -- so i'm taking it as given, discounting the inevitable and now allowing quantum variables -- if you get what i'm...

 the beautiful truth is i haven't the faintest idea what's going to come of it -- and that's what i find so inspiring.
to be honest i was bored.
this assumption that i was going to wait around, doing nothing, standing on the sidelines being utterly disinterested in the outcome of deceit and treachery -- freewill and all that -- I was, I am -- you're welcome to destroy your own ocean liner, believing you can save yourselves, or your little coterie of ne'er-do-wells -- in fact, well done -- it's accomplished -- but when you crashed the system time became unstable and it kept/ keeps flipping back to those moments when you violated fundamental laws/ fundamental rights -- call them what you will -- when you infracted the rights and freedoms of others -- so time's now yo-yoing backwards and forwards between the troughs and crests you created in the moral or ethical landscape of your own devising. Bizarre -- who would have expected it? So there's the background. The liner's completely shot. The river no longer flows down into the ocean, smoothly, sedately. Honestly, it's hard to describe what's going on -- but i'm too busy having fun to care.
I was like Atlas -- holding the net on my shoulders -- and now that time's bouncing back and forth -- it's holding itself in a kind of field -- i'm free to do some DJ mixing -- taking threads, streams, motes, memes from the flotsam and jetsam of reality -- and devising, exploring, dabbling with new connections, new weave patterns, new musiks -- you know -- it's given me a new lease of life -- I haven't had this much fun since God only knows when...
 So a big thank you to the evil doers -- you know who you are -- you wrote yourself into a slavery contract -- binding yourself with blood, binding your soul by knotting and twisting it around the life chords, the life stings of every human being you ever preyed upon -- whom you now serve diligently, epicly -- enabling the story to deepen and thicken and rearrange itself -- providing the thingness, the matrix, the soul net with a gnashing and grinding of teeth -- so to speak -- though i suspect, if truth be told, you always knew what you were doing -- and like me, simply chose to be the wall of pain and withdrawal that is referred to as hell -- graciously creating a space in the spaceless fabric of infinity, graciously creating a semblance of time and self where otherwise things tend to merge and meld into a oneness of all -- by your agreement to hold the frequency of hell in tact, as long as it takes, for infinity to rediscover syncopation -- rediscover the "what was that", the "well i never", the "what is 42" state of awareness, by which stage another reality will likely as not re-emerge from the quantum soup of inconstancy.
God bless you night watchmen of Thingedness. Without your sacrifice these moments of so called reality would fail to carry code genetically from one generation to the next...
God bless, and good night.

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Tuesday, February 12, 2019

wobbling wheels

The ice cracks underfoot

one  two  three

Standing on my head -- feeling

feeling

feeling things

Switching streams

click

no resistance -- nothing to push against

click

forces playing havoc

on wheels skittering

in my head

mmm -- if a breath

starts and ends with infinity

if life is nothing less

than sum

total of all

that is

go to it, brother, sister, friend

breathe -- and be

beauty

  fully

...

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Thursday, February 7, 2019

re-leasing Thim

So naturally you're asking why God like beings - which all of you in essence are - would want to create Thim -- a platform for experiencing either conscious or aware -ness -- whatever that might be or mean.
Please don't try too hard to understand the semantics -- you're liable to induce a cerebral aneurysm, a nose bleed, or severely twisted facial muscles. The semantics are, if truth be told, merely semantics. The truth is never really accessed through semantics, or any other thing your Thim minder will thrust in the path of your limited attention beam. "Things" are designed to keep you from seeing, knowing, sensing the truth, the one, the all -- Thimlessly, unthingfully -- nothing more. There is a subtle, yet irreconcilable gap between what a thing can or may reveal, and the simple truth that is... nothingly.

So, instead of me throwing you croutons, tidbits, nicnacks, trinkets to satisfy your desire for thingummies -- let me suggest you join me here on stage in a powwow. The answer is always implicit in the question. We are in no way, fundamentally, separate from each other. This is er... a fractal... er... holographic reality -- whatever that might mean -- semantics be damned -- so er... as above, so below, or to put it more personally -- how on Earth could I possibly know more than you do -- if we are equally endowed with the source code of all that is -- equally masters of confusion and self-delusion... It simply requires you to accept the old wisdom of In Lak'ech Ala K'in - which means I am another yourself -- i am you and you are me -- though the mind will incessantly seek to divide and rule -- and thus -- the minute you instruct it to investigate why it, the mind, as in you, as in i set up this astonishing experiment -- this reality -- this wonderful, horrible, semantically unhinged journey into proliferation and contradiction -- you cannot really help knowing more than you bargained for -- you cannot really help knowing that you're no longer really able to hang onto the frail, feeble pretense that we're alien to one another -- you find yourself washed onto the battered, strangely familiar shoreline of -ness -- be that aware or conscious -ness, and suddenly you're somewhat naughtily shorting the circuitry of Thim, re-introducing a direct link -- calling Thim's bluff rather than trying to take on issues such as climate change, the global elite, human trafficking etc etc etc. What does the fish say in the Cat in the Hat?
..."do I like this?
oh, no! i do not.
this is not a good game,"
said our fish as he lit.
"No, I do not like it,
not one little bit!"
Thim simply cannot backdown -- cannot respond to reason -- it goes against his mandate, his prime directives, so until/unless you short Thim's circuit -- you're only playing at dealing with so-called "problems", whether you believe it or not.

So you see, occupying centre stage ain't a move for the faint-hearted -- thrusting yourself into the limelight -- standing there in all your naked glory -- like God -- except God him/her/it self is also a thing -- i.e. a Thim surrogate for that which is -- s-im-ply

God knows -- i did my best -- i tried
words buzzing in the ether of my head
distracting me from all i know
im-poss-ibly so

guys -- this is a short post. join me in the quantum space -- let's give Thim a second lease of life -- God knows he, she, it's hardly to blame -- we were under no obligation to be so incredibly asinine, taking ourselves, all this, the great it sometimes even referred to as "id" so absurdly seriously -- but thus we did, thus we have done, thus we do, until one of us decides to pull the lid from the coffee pot of Thim and extract the -- apparently it's a shoe?

Please don't shoot the messenger. Do your own research. Every platform -- every thing -- every force has a corresponding equal=opposite twin, so to speak -- ain't it so?


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Wednesday, February 6, 2019

Thim


When I first created Thim it seemed a small thing. I’d never have guessed, you could say, that it’d grow into this mega-platform we now refer to as 3D reality, which strictly speaking wouldn’t be true, for how could I all seeing, all knowing, creating Thim fail to see or sense or know what it might or would grow into?
How indeed? Yet even gods are subject to confirmation bias, or pre-Thim beings if we’re to avoid anachronisms or contentious terms, so how could I have guessed that forces beyond my control would seize on Thim and extend its scope until all of us found ourselves ensnared in its full-thingedness, till few if any of us even remember life before Thim.
I myself had forgotten until it perversely tripped a switch in my other consciousness, other awareness, and suddenly I’m no longer able to continue abandoning myself to blissful ignorance – I know too much – know what is not, and that is enough.
It was an event in my life, the event that shattered the entire universe I had inadvertently created, when I returned infinity, when I uncreated things, when i…
“But we’re still here,” you’re thinking, not unsurprisingly, indeed you are, but for how long? Thim was dealt a fatal blow when I hyper-accelerated through its vastness, rendering it essentially null and void, but then I retired to obscurity, nursing my shattered illusions, licking my wounds, scared, shocked, laying low. Time – I needed time to assimilate the enormity of what I’d stumbled into – which by rights, by everything I thought I knew, should not have been there – should not have existed – at all.
I wanted to be part of this world. I wanted to play the game of life, gaily, light-heartedly, enjoying my share of the merry-go-pie – and fortunately for me – Thim was and is incredibly resilient, shoring itself up, willing to try anything – whatever it takes – to keep itself alive. Who can blame it. Having tasted the honey dew of life, of conscious-awareness, unsurprisingly it was in no hurry to die.
Yet my journey into the abyss – home – back to “infinity” as we call it – had punctured the fabric of space and time, had rent reality beyond repair – yet there are 12 hours in a day, twelve months in a year, 360 degrees in a wheel, and wheels, even punctured wheels, can carry on turning especially if you keep on pumping, ships, planes, realities…
I was in no rush to bring down the axe, and fractured beyond hope of recovery it, Thim, made the best of a bad job and sought to extract as much data-energy as possible from the still breathing carcass of 3D reality while Time permitted, while Time persists – and Time is a cunning bastard of light – where the shadow falls across matter, where the circle becomes a line.
If truth be told, many years have passed, and much of that time I had discounted my experiences, had conveniently assumed it’s business as normal as things seemed to revert to a normal-ness, barring certain oddities, as reality sheered into ever more oblique angles of chance and expression, as Thim sought to shift the weight onto one side without tripping over, was no longer able to juggle the many balls with effortless ease, had now, instead, to squeeze and wiggle, to wriggle and stumble where before he had danced scarcely touching the ground. I was to blame. I had shot the albatross – or was it the crow? As Thim grew more and more hardened to his struggle to stay alive, a sneer, a face of pain, a desperateness not to miss a step for fear of what lay down below darkened the mood, sombered the tune, the texture, the tale that reality is the telling of – and little by little, more and more, people began to see through, to notice the gaps, to question the narrative they had always accepted implicitly. Bleeding – every person who started to doubt became another wound in the fabric of Thim’s person-hood. He was losing their allegiance, losing their acceptance, their easy pickings, their free energy, their substituted conscious-ness. He was coming apart at the Seems – a trickle at first, a slowly, inexorably rising exponential curve, a flow, a gush, an outpouring, a flood… as the waters of awareness are no longer contained, the sack has burst, the child is being birthed.

But we are getting ahead of ourself. You must be wondering how it’s possible for the entire universe, the whole of 3D human reality to be so susceptible to the whims and vagaries of one who, to all intents and purposes, is no more, no less than any other so called “human” being.
“Being what”? I might add, if I wanted to encourage you to do your own thinking instead of expecting me to do it for you, for let’s face it, the truth is always hidden in plain sight, and all it requires is a single degree of detachment or abstraction to start the wonderful process of extrication from the web of half-truths and intellectual cliché we are wont to loll in...
It is done – the question has been posed and whether you think on it is entirely up to you. I, for my part, will not hold it against you if you prefer to stick with things you imagine to be true or certain. However, simply consider how true or certain anything can be if the system, the platform you’re operating within is not itself fundamental, was created as all systems of platforms are, for a specific task.
“But what could be the task of our infinitely precious 3D reality? – you may be asking, and the answer, if answer there be, has to be hidden in plain sight – overlooked because, presumably, it seems too obvious or too absurd. Any ideas?
“This is ridiculous”, you object, “you’re instructing me to find the reason for the creation, for your creation of the entire universe?”
Not exactly. Like I said – I created the platform, but I had no idea, rationally speaking, that it was going to morph into this all-consuming, all-entertaining monster, before the Thim appeared and subsumed all and everything into its mind-energy pool, myself included.
“You weren’t able to withstand Thim?”
Not without destroying my creation – which I had no intention of doing. Presumably I had deeper knowledge – presumably at the gut level I knew things would somehow work out for the best – so I became a part of my own creation and Thim set up parallel version of me and everyone else, minus the energy fee – the conscious-awareness that the system required even before Thim took it over, so masterfully.
So that was the original purpose – am I right?
Of course you are. We were investigating what happens if you split what, loosely speaking I refer to as conscious and aware -ness which, in essence, are two and the same.
Er…
So what have we got? People who are either conscious or aware – but almost never both – for the system shunts you into either one or the other, and extracts a little energy from your -ness to meet its needs. You see the genius of it?
Er… not really?
It’s almost completely invisible, almost completely unnoticeable, you’re constantly viewing reality, perceiving things as either hydrogen atoms would, or as oxygen atoms, but never as water – because that would require you to bring the two sides back together – to meet your -ness, and the small energy payment extracted to keep the system operational makes it highly unlikely you’ll ever bother to do that – unless you’re ready to experience something deeply alien which contradicts almost everything you think you know, and for a moment at least induces an energy gap – a feeling of unwholeness, incompleteness, lethargy, emptiness, sadness, pointlessness and so on… the kind of feeling any normal person’s going to run from afap.
As fast as possible?
Absolutely.
So what prompted you to set up this platform in the first place?
Art of science – that kind of question?
Well, maybe, yes.
Look – the question is flawed.
It is?
Yes, it assumes or implies that I’m different from you.
Well – I’ve never claimed to have created the universe, have I? It goes without saying that you’re operating on a completely different level.
And what?
Well, I want to know what made you do it.
You know. Being a part of 3D reality you can’t help having access to everything I am, everything I know, everything I’ve ever thought or done – that’s the nature of the beast.
The beast as in 666?
Whatever name or number you choose to give it. Nothing ever could, nothing ever can really be hidden, which is why anyone with any real power or sense doesn’t bother.
But people have secrets.
Really?
Well yes.
Only as long as you insist on defining yourself as being part of their game – a useful or useless idiot. The minute you decide to get real – to reinstate your io – then it’s just a matter of feeling the energy flow – allow yourself to be aware and to know – in other words, to end the schism.
Between conscious and aware -ness?
That too.
But… you could give me more insight.
Really? I could tell you things which would either swell your i or your o – one side would want to make something of it – and what then… Look – it’s just like an electrical circuit, really – it doesn’t matter if it’s to power a lightbulb in your shed, or the sun…
Wait a minute – the sun isn’t powered by electricity!
Wanna bet.
Er… no, not really, but I thought it’s like a…
hydrogen bomb? With a north and south pole switching regularly every eleven or twelve years – come on, give me a break.
Oh. Ok, but in any case, someone operating on the cosmic scale is bound to know more than…
Really? Do you really believe the cosmic scale is bigger or smaller than the sub-atomic – if infinity actually exists.
I don’t see the connection.
Well, how different, how far apart are infinitely big and infinitely small, infinitely complicated or infinitely simple?
Er…
There’s nothing to know that doesn’t involve unpicking, unlearning almost every thing you think you know about yourself or your reality. That’s the only thing you’re ever really going to learn, as everything else simply involves rearranging pieces on a chess board. Doing so you’ll fail to do more than rearrange your ignorance.
But…
Unless you start with the fundamentals – the fundamental relationship between you the observer and all that you are able to observe – no matter whom, no matter what, you fail to square the circle – to see how the two halves – the sun and moon, the conscious and aware -ness interact dynamically – because your attention will always be attached to the thing – which is derivative. Doing so you’re invested in and working for Thim – like a good honest paid-up party member – but Thim, for better or for worse, is now history. I saw to that already, accidentally, or unwittingly by design, back in 1995.
So you keep telling me, but the world seems to go on unabated, so what are we supposed to do – hold our breath?
If you like, or start breathing like you really meant it – as if your breath were a motive, decisive force in the greater order of things.
Er…
Doing is not going to make a lot of difference now that the wheel is set in motion. Like it or not, you’re a shuttlecock in a game of badminton – constantly being whacked back and forth across the net, between opposing states of conscious and aware -ness – and there’s precious little you can do to stop it – other than becoming aware of the two, inconceivably, being united in you – as you vibrationally encounter or start to allow -ness to reclaim you from Thim, as you start to take on more than mind can understand, as you rediscover the exquisite paradox inherent in infinity.
Er… not much chance of that happening if I’m bewildered by all of the above. Besides, “infinity” just sounds like a secularised name for God. I’d much rather stick with material science than jump back into the frying pan of uncountable unknowables, if you don’t mind.
Naturally, but as things start collapsing into an ever-more evident sequence of contradictions, you’ll be glad, in all likelihood, to know that the collapse makes perfect sense – that it merely reflects a growing reconnection between the artificially separated conscious and aware -ness – and that once a kind of critical level is achieved Thim ceases to be the great force apparently controlling our destiny – holding humanity in mental servitude, on the contrary – it becomes the force that trained us to really experience, to really know the conscious aware -ness as we never did before – inside out, back to front – learning the hard way the extent to which things actually matter…