Sunday, April 1, 2018

[instead of love]




You missed the boat
love is long since gone
dead

    dead?

dead
as a door
nail

    why the gap down
    line
    space – why not run it on, indefinitely? Why not
    flow?

Er – you’re more interested in technicalities than the central theme –
love?

    I don’t see how you can separate the two
    if love is in-
    deed dead
    as a door
    nail
   – as you say
    then how you express
    this perceived truth
    cannot be any less
    important than what
    you actually said
    /say

for the poem is a picture
i infer
that tells a thousand words

    indeed
    it does
    your word is a blunt
    blunt tool
    like your note
    or your brush stroke
    pixel or dot
    until allowed to roam freely
    across the wild open
    space
    the unchartered west
    the blank screen or page
    like wild buffalo
    where it feeds on all-fulness
    and rediscovers the pathless way
    of                               .  [                    or
    perhaps              ~
    but then along comes the desire
    to know
    with its left-right gravitational bias
    drawing the eyes
    drawing mind ever onwards
    and down
    into the next
    line or page
    the latest iteration
    of space’s fractal in-zoom/unfold -ingness
    a dance ever re-inventing
    re-defining now
    for lo
    behold – the now cannot
    be contained by form
    be that word
    or thought
    image
    or any thing that screen or page
    conveys it-erally

it-erally – I’m not sure
I follow the sense of this
word

    no
    you haven’t yet seen
    the deeper dance

the?

    the deeper dance
    wherein page –
    the blank screen
    represents infinity =

infinity? but why?

    you missed or ignored the equals sign

that made no sense –
I assumed it was a typo

    the same way your mind ignores any thing
    that fits not into
    the generally accepted iteral flow of things

oh

    assuming, as it does, that variables need to be kept
    to a minimum – to avoid
    confusing counter unities
    or, god forbid, disrupt
    the muchfulness of much
    and thus the page is colonised by words
    words which establish directional bias
    which bring to heel the wolf
    now domesticated dog
    incorporating every wild
    natural archetype
    into a matrix of left-right-down
    hierarchalised flow
    which is entrained directionally
    and skewed towards
    converting an incalculable
    unquantifiable
    isness of being
    into a iteralised
    statistically significant
    mean mathematically
    mind-can-graspfullness of things
    no matter what shape or form
    those things may appear
    to be

er…

    so once you have channelled infinity
    into your apparently-certain field
    you have a regular flow
    of things
    it-erally
    which yields whatever you may need
    and love is now a diamond ring
    unless
    until
    you exceed the load tolerance  
    of what is apparently what

er…

    for should you attempt to assume
    your system is immutable
    should you exceed the maximum carry
    allowed
    your long-established directional bias
    will suddenly
    unexpectedly reverse

but how will we know?

    how will you know

yes, how will we know?

    you will know when love is –

dead?

    dead

gulp

    and the diamond ring disintegrates
    only then will you learn
    the power concealed behind
    within whatever love
    whatever poetry
    whatever life in its
    uncontainable life-fulness
    is
    and as your babel tower of hypothecated
    meaning crumbles
    into the sea of unknowableness
    you will rediscover
    a wild magic
    to carry you across
    the raging torrent
    no less

you think?

    i know

you know?

    i       – behold

oh



                                                                                                                                                                                                                                  
   

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