fearsome beauty is
chapter i
so you're ready to let weird
back into your life
to rescind the rigid protocols of mind
put in place long
long ago
protocols that filtered out all
manifestations of
weird
no matter what
no matter how
manifestations
which otherwise would have
compelled us
to look at things
in
different light
askance no
less
had we seen
had we known
the true nature of things
the nature of what simply
i s
the e s s
the fundamental interbreathe
interbreath_
interbreed
between things that are matter
and
things that are nought
had we seen
don’t rush
had we known
nice and slow
what is what
this polarising mechanism
separating
differentiating
making matter
matter
how what
enables us to thing
things
to lend them gravity
and mass
borrowing from what is not
from nought
from what seems to be
null and void
what 3D mind cannot perceive
what 3D mind cannot perceive
and i needs
must ignore
or else collapse the house of cards
that is material reality
yet all the
while unknowingly
we draw forth
e s s from nought
from not-what the conscious mind
not what me
not what i
not what my
mind gap mine
not
what thing
not
what thought
in short by
bridging the i s divide
the seemingly innocuous equals sign
by
engaging infinity drive
by
revealing the wheel in line
the
space in time
the
matter in nought
the
moment-um in thought
and thus we convert
thus we
transduce
we meld e s s
into a
moment in form on the scrolling
page of consciousness
activating 3D the holographic
screen of what seems to be
materially
and elicit other
the
dark side
and
alleged enemy
the
not-what cryptically me thinks
breathe it i
s
an all pervasive paradox
demon
dance of inertial gravity
shadow of
any thing or any thought
no
matter what
inside-out 3D
essing e s s
the subtextual bubbliness
of i s the quantum stream
chapter ii
but how you rightly
ask
how can things
be borrowed into existence
how can things matter massively and with gravitas
if they are based
on nought that
is null and void
this cannot be done except by sleight of hand
or sleight of mind
by wilfully turning a
wondrously blind eye to all that
is
by radar jamming infinity with a constant stream of
what is not
and thus engineering a version
or vision of things
a spellbinding narrative perceived to be
material reality
spatially termed 3D
utterly convincing utterly real
yet
nought
how you ask
could this be achieved
in
truth dear friends
you already know
but i shall act as wet nurse to
your deep memories
turning the wheel to help you feel your way home
how did we arrive here you asked
by weaving
interlacing threads of feeling and thought
by knitting things from nought
by
knotting myself emotionally into the fabric of what
seems
to be though is not
how
you asked
have you ever
wondered how you breathe
have you ever
stopped long enough to feel
to
experience to know the breath that is i
am
of course you have
and yet of course have always turned back as agreed
back towards the thing the great what not the machine we’ve
been working on digging
building encrypting
encoding
the machine that is mind that is matter that is 3D what
seems to be
rejoice
it is complete
ah me
ah me
what a wondrous work it is been
what a wondrous
journey into the tangled confusion
of split infinity
chapter iii
dear
friends of weird and wonderful
in which fearsome beauty is revealed
it is time to declare the simple truth
at first
anti-climactically
0 = 1
it is i am
the change is in the road through dark the night
of the soul
complete
naturally
mind finds this hard to grasp
and continues to turn away as if things are still things
as if i is still me
as if we
are bound to trudge eternally
round
are bound to trudge eternally
round
yoked to an insatiable reality
and yet i cannot deny truth
the change is in
and though seemingly incomprehensible to you
i gladly repeat
0 = 1
it is i am
in little or no time
you will see you
will know but whilst you wait
let me quote from the handbook of what is paradoxically not
to give your busy minds a taste of nought to revive the ess within
dot
dot dot a
this 0=1 cannot be
grasped by thinking it
must
be breathed
directly experienced no less
must
be i s-ed be
e s s-ed
by full immersion in the conscious stream
nothing less will do
0=1
calmly
it is patiently
i am
no matter how far
apart
the two seem
the commonality of
be
voids all distance or space between
as does the equals sign in math
it is i am
spread them out and let ess work its wonders
observe the magic of
in finity no less
and as i breathe
and breath sustains
maintains
my field of consciousness
try it and see experiment
for instance
it is i am tree
experience the tri
as in three
it is i am bird
it is i am that person what’s been upsetting you
ah do you see
try it dear
friend in truth
feel the resistance
the frothy
indignation
the no you don’t understand
it’s not what you think
and let it go back and forth across the tennis court of
consciousness
o'er the mind's dividing net
its equals sign
like a tennis ball
in flight
delighting in this motion
as two sides battle it out
as two sides battle it out
indefatigably interminably
as your mind
struggles to play by the old rules
inadvertently taking sides
yet now becoming
strangely aware
it starts to
feel to sense
the field
the quantum stream metaphors abound of consciousness
until i finally knows
softly
knows
that every thing
cancels
out numerically
the precise amount
of what and what
is not
the zero sum
one and glorious nought
with me inconceivably in between
chapter iv
with me inconceivably in between
chapter iv
let us follow breath
down
through matter
to source code itself
now free to fly on wings
of consciousness
to let go of things
that held me back
held me down
that trapped
me in 3D machine of my own
making
here goes
release breath breathe
shift breath breathe
flight i ee
as wheels
within wheels
worlds within worlds
minds gap mind
whirr
coalesce
unfold e s s
the
nature of breath
the 0 = 1
that lies
beyond word
number
thought or thing
ssh
deathly interlude
fiercely caught between
but oh
tell
out my soul
a fearsome beauty is
i s
wait for it
i s
reach for it
i s
yearn for it
i s
pray for it
i s
weep for it
i s
live for it
i s
sing for it
i s
if need be even
die
for it
i s
in finity
expire inspire ing
uncontainably
...
So this is just like computer code? Is that what you're saying?
ReplyDeleteYou bet, reinserting in-finity back into the equation to ensure things revert to their proper position in our operating system.
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