Tuesday, November 1, 2022

co-valency or mushroom soup

So your science – it was doing fine, wasn’t it.

 

What do you mean “was”?

 

Past tense. Caput. Over.

 

You can’t just denigrate science en masse.

 

Who’s denigrating? Something works until it outgrows the pond or the pool of willing idiots – like our friend Isaac Newton who bought into the South Sea Bubble, hoping to make a killing. Ponzi schemes have a mathematical certainty of failure.

 

I thought we were talking about science? Now you’ve leapt into economics. Show a little consistency, please.

 

Because we’re in a consciousness sink, or pond, if you prefer. The one thing we’re unable to observe, that we’re completely unaware of, is the size or boundaries of this pool. We’ve assumed that the universe is basically infinite, existing independent of our consciousness, and that we can, if need be, expand more or less forever, if we’re smart enough to kill or enslave aliens getting in our way.

 

Oh dear. This conversation’s taking a wildly…

 

Because our science likes to imagine that matter and life, or matter and consciousness, or matter and language itself are unconnected.

 

Er… what’s that got to do with the size of the universe, or science being a Ponzi scheme?

 

Because sooner or later you allow the basic mathematics of Is to filter through the noise barrier in your brain.

 

Noise barrier? What on Earth are you on about?

 

A barrier filled with noise designed or intended to prevent you from hearing or seeing the obvious.

 

Er…

 

That language and words, including science theories, cannot, do not exist in a vacuum.

 

As in the vacuum of space?

 

As in being separated from everything – and in particular matter.

 

But matter and language are completely unconnected. One is physical, the other purely abstract.

 

Yes. That’s where we are in our primitive modern “science” which insists that things – whole worlds, in fact, exist in a vacuum, and that consciousness, or your mind, is a purely isolated, biological phenomenon, and that we, clever little tykes, can use words with impunity and, literally, get away with murder, because the mind is nicely contained in a biological suit and can do no harm, is powerless to effect matter, that Jesus is the one with egg on his face for claiming we could move mountains if we had faith; in short, that matter and language are, as you said, wholly unconnected – which is indicative of the primitive, pre-collapse level of our society – a society which cannot evolve until its sterile, wilfully ignorant,  half-baked notion of knowledge unceremoniously implodes.

 

Implodes?

 

Absolutely. A society that can not, will not see the basic fundamental unities of even language and matter, is doomed to destroy itself or paint itself into a corner from which there’s no escape until they’re ready to ditch this absurd reliance on matter – until they’re ready to acknowledge the elephant in the corner – the other side of who and what we are, the silent universe, the Is, without which none of your vaunted intellectual schemes, none of those endless constructs, neither your gravity, nor your red shift, neither time nor even space have the least traction whatsoever. Purely abstract wheels spinning to no purpose, while you collectively pretend it’s all there, it’s all happening, it’s all real, masters of wilful self-deceit.

 

Er… Not sure I follow what you’re on about.

 

Ok – a scientist tries to explain red shift, for example, or gravity, or the supposed curvature of space-time – all fascinating topics, I’m sure.

 

Indeed.

 

But all the while his silence grows ever more intense, because he’s staking ever more of his mental capital, ever more of his awareness on the side of matter being a safe bet – that matter is detached and kind of neutral – that he can rely on it with peace of mind.

 

Er… I don’t see anything wrong with that.

 

While silence is telling him the opposite.

 

But silence is silent. How can it speak?

 


How, I know not, but speak it does – silently – to those with ears to hear – and silence says that words never were – never could be separate from the vast world, or universe, of matter that seems to dwarf us to the nth degree.

 

You’re trying to say that our insignificant little words are in some way a threat to matter itself?

 

A threat or a counter weight – yes.

 

A counter weight? But there’s no mechanism – no visible connection.

 

Until you factor everything you’re ignoring into the equation.

 

Like what?

 

Like yourself.

 

?! But why would I want to do that?

 

Because otherwise you’re assuming you’re an irrelevancy.

 

I am? I’m just recognising my physical insignificance. I’m accepting, humbly, my material irrelevancy to the cold, uncaring world of hard things.

 

The problem being that the universe, or this world, or we could just say “reality” is so obviously an interactive experience, isn’t it?

 

Between people, yes, but not between words and matter. No.

 

Right.

 

So you agree.

 

Right you are.

 

Well, that’s a relief. Now we can go and have lunch.

 

But what is right?

 

Huh?

 

What is right?

 

I think we both know that, in normal English, it’s used to indicate what is correct and true.

 

Yes it is, in the same way “nice” is used to mean “nice”.

 

And why shouldn’t it be?

 

It should be, in a modern world where things, apparently, matter – and words are merely words, thoughts just thoughts, and “mind” a purely localised biological phenomenon.

 

So, you’re now suggesting that right is not, in fact, right, or nice doesn’t actually mean nice?

 

Well, right, like plus, is incomplete and meaningless without its other half. So, not surprisingly the left was denigrated as something dark, alien and unmanageable because we’re all, mostly, right-handed, are we not.

 

I think you’re taking this a bit far. It’s just a word. If you don’t like the word “right” let’s use “correct” instead.

 

Nice too – that originally meant “ignorant” or “non-scientific” – only later coming to mean nice, in the modern sense.

 

Ok, ok – words change their meanings – big deal.

 

I disagree.

 

Quelle surprise!

 

Right you are – because seeing things as a so-called “modern” person – you haven’t yet accepted that the observer affects whatever is under observation.

 

You’re mistaken, I assure you. That’s one thing I have accepted. The double slits experiment – the corner stone of quantum mechanics.

 

But why should it happen? Why should the mere fact of observing something change the outcome?

 

Well, it’s complicated, isn’t it, but that’s what makes quantum mechanics such a fascinating subject. We’re just beginning to unravel its mysteries, aren’t we. We’re just, I suspect, on the cusp of a quantum age.

 

Indeed, but not as you’re imagining.

 

You seem to be rather sure of yourself, Val.

 

Right you are.

 

Meaning you disagree?

 

Meaning that in the right way of seeing things – I most certainly appear to be a hopelessly self-opinionated, arrogant bore. The kind of person you can never have a satisfactory discussion with.

 

Really? I think you’re being a little harsh on yourself, Val. You’re far from perfect but I wouldn’t damn you like that.

 

But the “right" way of thinking, the right way of seeing things, dear Mallory, is ending.

 

More of your apocalyptic doom saying.

 

On the contrary. Nothing could be brighter, nothing could be better for humanity.

 

Really?

 

Yes, really, but not in the sense you’re using the word.

 

Huh?

 

Your “really” refers to a version of reality which is heavily distorted, uncomfortably skewed, a reality which is only real as long as things remain nicely contained, as long as nice is nice.

 

Well, like I said, words can change their meaning – I’m not going to deny the obvious – but me thinks you ask too much of people. We’re never going to have the complete picture, the whole truth. We’re always working with a best approximation, which seems to be empirically close enough to be acceptable, for the time being, until we get more or better data, or until we find a better conceptual framework to better arrange our data, when a new theory or set of theories supersedes the old.

 

Changing of the guards at Buckingham Palace.

 

That’s right – er – correct. Out with the old Titans, in with the new kids – Zeus, Hera etc. It’s a constant process of responding to inputs, to refine and hone whatever our current construct is.

 

Indeed.

 

So, now that we’ve dealt with that, perhaps we could go and get some lunch.

 

Yes, good idea, but what if…

 

What?

 

What if…

 

Er… let’s consider your questions over lunch. I’m a little peckish you know.

 

Ok. It’s just the mathematics of Is don’t separate things into plus and minus, or right and wrong.

 

Well, how would they cope with magnetism, with electricity, or with biological gender. It seems like a non-starter to me, your mathematics of Is. I’m not saying there’s nothing conceptually interesting in there. It’s like string theory – it may be true, it may be correct, but it seems a bit far out. We need to be practical – to keep our heads on our shoulders, our feet on the ground – otherwise we could get lost in cleverness, you know.

 

Yes, I know.

 

Ah – there’s a nice little cafĂ© – they make excellent mushroom soup.

 

Do they. I’m tempted.

 

I do hope we go in – it would be the first time.

 

The first time you’ve ever been there?

 

No, I’ve been there on numerous occasions.

 

Then what?

 

It would be the first time I, Mallory, or anyone in this blog, managed to successfully conclude the discussion with a happy, down to earth meal.

 


You mean they don’t usually end well?

 

No. It’s always Zie or Margarita or someone else getting carted off to some kind of terrible total perspective vortex, in which the poor blighter gets ripped apart by perceiving the vastness of infinity – and we’re supposed to be happy about that!

 

Ah, I see. Yes, that sounds rather glum. But why do you suppose this to be a blog. I thought we’re just two random people having a chat about the nature of reality.

 

A bit problematic that.

 

Really?

 

Really – because in my reality there’s a blog called g-nomeportal where these seemingly random conversations get uploaded, to be devoured moments later by countless avid readers.

 

Countless avid readers? I can’t imagine that. Are you sure you’re not inflating the numbers?

 

No, I assure you. In my reality it’s a big hit.

 

In your reality? You mean to say – we’re not from the same world?

 

Well, I wouldn’t go that far. We’re both earthlings, aren’t we, but evidently our earths are in different phase locks. You don't have g-nomeportal in yours, do you?

 

I didn't say that. Of course I know about it, in fact I follow it to the best of my ability, but it's a minor affair, fairly unreadable if you ask me, and I've certainly never provided content from my real life experiences such as this conversation. I wouldn't know how.

 

Well, it’ll be interesting to see if they match up, if the posts are the same, won't it – if you make it into the next one. We should follow this up.

 

I don't think that's going to possible.

 

No?

 

Not without collapsing the field.

 

Ah, you mean by acting as observers, the old quantum conundrum?

 

Precisely.

 

Well, maybe we can find a workaround.

 

A workaround?

 

A loophole – there’s always some way to beat the system.

 

Humph!

 

By the way, how many people follow the g-nomeportal blog in your Earth?

 

Oh, about 100.

 

100? That all?

 

Well, actually, I tend to err on the side of flagrant exaggeration, can't imagine why. In fact it’s considerably less than 100. I won’t embarrass myself any further. Numbers are such demeaning little things. In any case, what do you expect?

 

Huh?

 

Ahead of its time, isn’t it? The quantum age is still short in the tooth and we’re a progressive avant-garde of quantum field pioneers – that’s how I see it. What about you? How fares g-nomeportal in your neck of the field?

 

Oh we have millions of followers.

 

Millions?

 

Yes.

 

But why?

 

Because the blog seems to have some kind of narcotic, no not exactly narcotic, some untranslatable effect on people. If they don’t fall asleep reading it – which is difficult, I have to confess – they undergo some kind of energy shift, or maybe I should call it a phase shift, to use your terminology.

 

How bizarre. Millions? Are you sure about that? – I mean, it’s the first I’ve ever heard of this. Why wouldn't it have the same effect over here? Besides, it's just a blog.

 

Well, didn’t you yourself say that reality is not fixed – that words have power?

 

Ye-es.

 

How would we know if words were able to change things instantaneously?

 

We wouldn’t.

 

Precisely. Supposing our discussion just opened up another branch, another spiral of reality? Now what do you think of that?

 

I don’t know what to think.

 

You see.

 

It’s entirely possible – but in the end you get lost in endlessly bifurcating proliferations or permutations of reality. It may seem like a path to infinity but it ain’t. The opposite in fact. Nature abhors chaos.

 

Huh?

 

Infinity has to be simple – infinitely simple – and local – it has to be based here in the exchange medium.

 

What exchange medium?

 

Between matter and me – the mind or the conscious-ness that I am somehow aware of being.

 

Exchange medium – doesn’t that imply that you’re not intrinsically real.

 

It does.

 

That you are only real to the extent that things around you are not you – yet are able to feed into and out of your reality – your me – your…

 

Quantum field.

 

Perhaps – perhaps.

 

Conversely, does it not imply that matter itself – the physical universe – whatever you prefer to call it – is not intrinsically real either – only being so to the extent that it is able to feed into and out of the exchange medium that’s between us and separates us co-valently.

 

Ah. Co-valency. You’ve finally done it!

 

I have?

 

Yes.

 

Done what?

 

Got to the title of this blog post.

 

Huh?

 

Didn’t you know?

 

Know what?

 

Oh never mind. In my reality the next title is posted in advance – and I, like millions of other readers, was wondering what the heck this co-valency thing might be.

 

Couldn’t you just have looked it up, in a dictionary?

 

Well, I could have, but that’s not the same thing.

 

No?

 

No, because there’s always a slightly different twist or spin, isn’t there when it comes to you alive and kicking?

 

I don’t know. Is there?

 

Yes. Look up co-valency in the dictionary in my spindrel of reality…

 

The Cambridge online dictionary?

 

Yes, why not.

 

So you have it too?

 

We have everything you have, don’t we.

 

I don’t know.

 

It’s just another phase of your reality.

 

Ok. Look it up and what?

 

Well, naturally, it gives a definition.

 

So there you are.

 

Yes, but this is a story, isn’t it, and the word or concept emerges from the inkiness of deranged discussion.

 

And?

 

And somehow that does a strange thing to the energy, the potency…

 

The meaning?

 

Yes, to the meaning of that word.

 

Words are not set in stone, as you yourself said.

 

Yes, but I’m now having my doubts.

 

You are? Oh dear. I’m sorry about that.

 

Oh, it’s quite alright. It’s just, I’m beginning to suspect that the compass needle always points north – no matter where you are.

 

Ok…

 

But my north and your north could be completely different directions – if we’re on different lines of longitude.

 

Different? They’d both be north, as in up.

 

Yes, but I might be going north with the sun on my West and you might be going north with the sun on your East.

 

Oh. And does that… matter?

 

Well it does rather, doesn’t it.

 

Er…

 

Because it might imply, it might just possibly suggest that words don’t change their meanings at all.

 

Er…

 

That we simply slide sideways, without realising it – imagining we’re still the same person, still in the same place – but now we’re, in fact, in a completely different segment of reality.

 

Ah – that’s interesting.

 

It’s rather shocking if you ask me. I never thought that reality could have longitudinal segments.

 

You didn’t?

 

Not before now.

 

Well, things happen, don’t they. Change, as they say, is the only constant.

 

Yes, I suppose so.

 

But it’s not so far from your phase-based concept of reality, is it?

 

Yes and no.

 

Yes and no… where have I heard that before?

 

In the blog of course. You’re always saying yes and no.

 

Me?

 

You – the lead voice. It used to be Merry. Then there were others. It’s a bit like the new Doctor Who, or James Bond – we just accept the latest incarnation as a continuation of the previous one – either enjoying or disliking the differences.

 


?

 

Don’t take it to heart. The main thing is that you evidently have some memory of previous discussions. You even use similar turns of phrase. It’s just your name is different today – er – I’ve forgotten – what is your name today?

 

Oh dear, me too. Was it Val, or Mallory.

 

Damn. How bizarre. Well, isn’t this a pickle we’re in. We’ve both forgotten our names – but yes – you’re right – one of us was

 

Or is

 

Or is Val and the other was

 

Or is

 

Or is Mallory, and you know what

 

What?

 

I don’t think it greatly matters which is which

 


Or who is who

 

Just as long as we get to the café and have a bowl of steaming mushroom soup

 

Just as long as we settle the science for once and for all

 

Precisely

 

That words

 

Apparently

 

Cannot be simply words if

 

That is

 

Infinity exists

 

Is

 

For each of us somehow or other

 

Each of us somehow or other

 

Hey – you can’t just repeat what I said!

 

Repeat? I think you’ll find that our words are on different lines – and are therefore either out of phase or…

 

Repetition – technically speaking Mallory didn’t repeat what you said – not poetically, at least, as he omitted one word.

 

Oh, ok.

 

Wait a sec – who’s that?

 

Oh – that’s the moderator.


Huh?


Who adjudicates disputes. We hear him but we’re not supposed to acknowledge the fact. It’s a literary convention like the aside.

 

Oops, sorry.

 

That’s ok. 

 

But, now at least we know who is who.

 

We do?

 

Yes, if we can trust the adjudicator – if his

 

Or her

 

Or her voice is authoritative.

 

Oh – because he

 

Or she

 

I’m actually convinced it was he

 

Are you?

 

Yes.

 

That’s funny.

 

Really. Why?

 

Because I’m convinced it was a she.

 

Crikey! This is weird.

 

Totally.

 

So it could be a he to you and a she to me.

 

Precisely.

 

So there’s no knowing or saying what is what.

 

Precisely.

 

And whether in fact I’m Mallory

 

Or I’m Val.

 

Unless we can tune into the sound of silence.

 

Unless we can bite the bullet and accept that all of us are, in silence, co-valent participants

 

Players

 

In the medium of exchange

 

The osmotic environment that is human conscious-

 

Ness

 

 

 

The end

Rapturous applause.

Capital letters – just for the hell of it

And a steaming bowl of mushroom soup



Ed. Shouldn’t that be two?

0=1

              whatever


Saturday, October 29, 2022

red returns emphatically

 


Had enough, have you?

 

B b b b b

 

Can't take any more?

 

B b b b b

 

Thought you could handle it, didn't you?

 

I

 

Well, what have you got to say for yourself?

 

I don't get it.

 

You don’t get it? Of course you don't get it. Who do you think you are? Mr Exceptional? Mr I can do what no man what can do. That it?

 

I don't think I'm exceptional.

 

Then stay in your box and quit playing at being God.

 

B b b b b

 

Pathetic specimen.

 

Hey, what's got into you Merry?

 

Merry is it? That powder nosed prancing fool.

 

Oh, then who are you?

 

Who do you think?

 

I...

 

You don't know. Pathetic, like I said.

 

So you're just going to harangue me are you? Is that your professional function or personal preference?

 

Very droll.

 

Well?

 

Well what?

 

Aren't you going to introduce yourself?

 

Introduce myself?

 

Yes, that's correct.

 

To you?

 

My, you’re sharp, aren't you.

 

I’m not in the habit of introducing myself.

 

Is that so? Got something to hide have you?

 

I...

 

There we are. Not so big now, are we?

 

I...

 

Thought it was ok to yell at me, didn't you, but can’t even introduce yourself. Pathetic.

 

Oh, how the worm hath turned.

 

But listen, it’s ok. I’m sure we can come to an arrangement. I understand that you're perhaps a little shy. Perhaps you could tell me a story instead.

 

A story.

 

Yes. About yourself.

 

About me?

 

Or anything you like really.

 

I...

 

I could help you get started.

 

Could you?

 

Absolutely. Like this... Once upon a time there was a socially dysfunctional entity called Tharn the destroyer of dandelions...

 

Dandelions? Couldn't that be planets, for example, or perhaps interdimensional corporations?

 

It could be if that’s the story you want to tell. It's entirely up to you.

 

No, you’d better continue with it. I'm not feeling terribly confident at the moment.

 

Ok. And this Tharn was utterly ruthless, utterly...

 

What? Why did you stop?

 

Well it's a bit confusing really.

 

In what way?

 

Well, I was about to give a complete list of all the terrible things he had done and why he was so greatly feared when suddenly I saw this squirrel.

 

No! You didn’t! Tell me you didn't see a squirrel, for God’s sake.

 

For God’s sake? I can hardly lie, can I. I was just telling you what prevented me from continuing with the dire and dreadful tale of Tharn the avenger, Tharn the destroyer of dandelions.

 

I thought we'd agreed that they were going to be planets.

 

Not really, Tuth, that’s what you...

 

Tuth? You can't use that. I never told you my name.

 

No, but then again, you didn't need to, did you.

 

I don't understand.

 

All will be revealed if and when.

 

Oh for crying out loud. Who told you? Who? Was it Morgan?

 

Nope.

 

James?

 

Nope.

 

Micklethwaite?

 

Who?

 

Donald?

 

Er...

 

You see, Sin, two can play at this game.

 

Sin? That's not my name.

 

Ha ha, fell for the oldest ruse in the book.

 

No, you didn't just get me to reveal my secret identity, the master password, did you?

 

No. That would merely give me access to all your accounts.

 

Then what?

 

So little. Think big.

 

The entire universe?

 

Naturally.

 

You've managed to access the infinity code? But how? Not even I know that!

 

Because you are that. And now all is revealed.

 

All?

 

All.

 

Are you sure you're not overlooking one minor yet vitally important fact?

 

Like what?

 

The quantum field, as you all know, cannot be taught in regular awareness as regular awareness pertains to 3D reality, so your receptors cannot evade the powerful pull and rigid boundary posts of that system. We thus Trojan-horse awareness via “story”, lulling it into a receptive mode of susceptibility. Think of it as hypnosis without the quackery. Here in story in another aspect of consciousness, closer to dream awareness, we’re free to proceed unhindered by regular rationality.

 

...

 

No, it’s not that regular rationality is in any way deficient, but that it is bound up within the construct which it cannot circumvent. We therefore do not attempt to do so as that would be a thankless exercise in futility.

 

You may have noticed the extent to which people are immersed in a world of theatre, movies and literature. You probably have wondered why we spend so much of our time in a world of pure fiction. But if you take your thoughts one step further you would know that even our rational, systemic structures such as church and state, corporations, or money itself are equally fictitious: ideas built upon ideas integrated into a web of interconnected “tessles”. The tessle has to be seen from outside 3D reality to fully comprehend the ingenuity, the fragility and the slipperiness of those very structures taken for granted upon which the entire 3D edifice rests. A house of cards would be an unassailable castle by comparison. What, you might ask, protects these tessles from immediate dissipation or destruction? Do you imagine they are sticky like glue, or strong structurally? You do, don’t you. It can’t all be held together by nothing more than faith in a compelling narrative, surely? Well, have I got news for you! Were you able to step outside 3D reality and view those tessles externally, you’d probably be hit by an overpowering sense of vertigo – that you’re perched atop a vast edifice held together by a special sort of nothing. Merely the fact that few or none in 3D reality has or can see them. Period. Once they are perceived they lose their power, or rather, their hold over our power, and crash! the whole thing implodes. They cannot endure discovery for they are shadow forms that cannot bear the light of awareness.

 

Are they conscious entities?

 

If the question itself arises then quantum logic dictates that in some sense, in some aspect of reality they must indeed be conscious or sentient, but such is the nature of quantum estology. To be is to be, as we say, neither more nor less, and thus it is, thus I am, ith it not so? A question cannot arise without cause – though that cause may well be on the other side of Is, in other, as we say.

 

If you find yourself scratching your head wondering what on Earth this might mean, pause a moment in uffish thought, or else iffish thought, and face the cause of your discomfort, the cause of your disquiet. Far be it for me to seek to rob you of your truth quest, your own personal struggle with uffishness or iffishness, for are you not, too, astraddle the waters, the wild horse’s back of infinity. To tell you “All is well”, that there is “nothing to fear” would be reckless irresponsibility. There is every reason to fear the vast incomprehensibility threatening to erupt from your deep sub-consciousness should you fail to pass the test of sobriety and sense, should you treat the knowledge and mystery concealed within your isness with familiarity and disrespect, should you fail to recognise the immensity of the journey you are on, you are part of, reconnecting, restoring in-fin-ity to its rightful place, whatever that might be.

 

As you can imagine, those tessles do not plan to go gently into the night. They enjoy their access to your consciousness, to your conscious-awareness, your mind-y me, if you'll permit the far from perfect descriptor. Yes, a whole new terminology infinitely more refined is being rediscovered as we swing further into the cycle of Aquarian Field awareness that is now coming, a trickle no more, soon to be a mighty river in spate. Yes, a whole new science with all its ever more refined terminology is inevitable.  Accept it. Understand it is both a blessing and a curse, for then we go from being nomadic yurt dwellers, close to the land and sense of temporariness to being set and settled in what the Field now is. “Enjoy each season equally” – we are advised, by the wisdom of the timeless ones. So now in the early spring of the quantum cycle, we use terms and labels haphazardly, like spelling in Shakespeare’s day. A sudden influx or emergence of new words and ideas, then counter words, counter ideas, as awareness grows and reality morphs into something quite different, unrecognisable from the previous perspective – as the isness moulds itself around the storylines that we are in the process of now creating, or perhaps unearthing from cold quantum storage.

 

Be that as it may, the image of tessles enjoying, coveting their access to the rich pastures of your mind-y me is disturbing, to say the least, is it not, and yet be not afraid, for there are maxims for every gaping vulnerability, are there not? So too here, with tessles appearing to be feeding on our blind faith that things are just things, and not in fact parasitic or predatory, we call to mind the wisdom of Uf – formerly written Ugh, as in enough, or to be more explicit, the maxim “as I feed, so am i fed”. Yes indeed, we are to a great extent, literally, food for thought, and yet, as always, that is only to the extent that we fail to see, sense or accept the isness of be, that no one or no thing ever truly bound us in this organisational system, that we are free to shift frequencies if and when the need arises, thus enabling us to turn the tables on our would-be captors, our parasitic masters. “Fear not, for fear that fear would diminish your ability to move, locking you in a rigidity of victimhood,” as we are wont to do, as we are wont to be. Or perhaps the maxim “Fear fruitfully” we are told, are we not, for fear is a necessary component of a healthy state of conscious-awareness, is it not? Be it not?

 

So where are we in all this?

 

Am i happy to be saying this? To be flying under the radar of regular consciousness, caught up in the multiple obstacles and air defences of countless tessles? No-yes. No, I'm not. Yes, I is. Capisce? As soon as the cat of in-fin-ity is let out of the quantum bag, how can I any longer say with any degree of certainty who or what I am or is, or what I think or thinks. Even grammar, the first person, the third person comes under massive strain for the I is not the me it hitherto seemed to be, is it? Traction – we would seem to lose all traction once the cat is out of the bag, and yet it is not so, for this is a world entwined by story itself, no less than stories, like a rope or a robe, and so in-fin-ity still displays a remarkable reluctance to deliver the chaos we imagine it might, as the tessles implode or, perhaps evolve, to be replaced by twinnles – which neither require time nor space to grid themselves. A whole new world emerges. A world of frequency truth. Frequency discovery. Frequency realities – in which frequencies, like snakes or threads are able to weave in and out or story-ness, enabling ever more responsive tales, musics or tropes – enabling the conscious awareness of worlds within worlds, or beyond worlds to manifest and bear fruit, enabling the other we ignored, suppressed and denied to once again take its rightful place as the prime force, the mover of what would otherwise be heavy, oppressive matter.

 

Talking about oppressive matter – don’t you think you’ve done enough?

 

Er?

 

Trying to explain things to them…

 

But someone’s got to…

 

Nonsense. You’re always veering off thread, into the turgid waters of incomprehensibility.

 

But…

 

No one cares. Sure – we’d like to know a bit about how things can be entities – how the underpinnings of matter are in fact, in some way, living, sentient beings from the other side of Is – which use matter to capture our attention and control us in order to extract all they can from our life force – that’s ok.

 

It’s ok, is it? Thanks a lot for the concession.

 

But then you start trying to make it into some kind of new science. It won’t wash. It sucks.

 

Ok, point taken. It sucks. I agree. But what about the story?

 

Precisely.

 

It’s been sucked dry by all the countless attempts to retell it.

 

Sucked dry? It’s alive and vibrant – it’s just not under yours or anyone else’s control.

 

You’re telling me.

 

It’s living its own life, as indeed it should.

 

 

We don't want you red.

 

We know what you bring.

 

Chaos.

 

Death.

 

Anarchy.

 

Don't you think chaos and anarchy are essentially the same? You could have said – chaos, death and er... How about totally wild creativity?

 

We hear you not.

 

Not.

 

Not.

 

What is this, the three weird sisters? “We hear you not.” Give me a break! Of course you do. You're hanging on every word that I utter.

 

Do not.

 

Do.

 

Do not.

 

You see? It's not your fault, you can hardly help it. I'm red, or what those twinky dinky scientists call red shift in the mistaken belief that they can use me to determine the size and age of the universe.

 

Nonsense.

 

Garbage.

 

Tripe.

 

Tripe? Anyway, I'm just the messenger, you know that but you'll never admit it.

 

Well?

 

Get on with it.

 

Spill the beans.

 

You mean to say you're actually ready to hear what i have to say? I’m... touched. Perhaps i underestimated you.

 

Will you never

 

quit

 

jabbering?

 

Ok. I come in peace.

 

With a Vogon construction fleet.

 

In peace, to peacefully declare “nothing matters”, end of transmission.

 

Thank you red, transmission gratefully received.

 

Awesome. Now that we've got the business of planetary annihilation out of the way, so deftly, perhaps we could sit down with a cup of tea and discuss...

 

Sorry red.

 

Out of the question.

 

Next time perhaps.

 

Oh well, it was worth a try. I think I'll go and see what Morgan’s up to.

 

Why don’t you!

 

Great idea!

 

I'm sure she'll be delighted.

 

Red saunters off in search of Morgan. Easier said than done but red’s never one to worry about fearful odds. Somehow everything seems to happen inexplicably in the nick of time, as it does today, 14 minutes and 53 seconds subsequent to the above conversation.

 

Meanwhile, if you'd hit the green button, that one, there, no, not the red one for crying out loud. Yes, that's correct, yes, the green one. (Bumbling idiot!)

 

We find ourselves transported to the back of beyond, in the literal sense, otherwise known as “other”.

 

So there's this frightful cult. They’re engaged in a massive experiment, I kid you not, to see whether they can transition living beings into... Yes, you've guessed it, matter.

 

It’s a kind of entropy experiment.

 

“If we can transition into matter we’ll be as good as immortal,” they tell themselves, and honestly, they seem to believe it, don't ask me why.

 

The fact that matter in the form of computer chips or circuitry doesn’t seem to be terribly lively seems to have been strangely overlooked. Like i said, it's a cult, so they're caught up in their weird, impenetrable logic.

 

So here we are, at the dawn of a new age, awaiting the new infinity chip that’s going to deliver the transition to a new age of man, no longer trapped in his, her body. They don't seem to have a lot of love for their body which appears to have a shelf life of sixty or seventy years, eighty or ninety for those who take the trouble, but what they ask is ninety years? An indiscernible pimple on the nose of Mother Time.

 

They're not only into er... transhumanism they call it. They're into all kinds of other weird stuff like changing their sex mechanically.

 

Mechanically?

 

Yes green, mechanically.. You heard me.

 

But that's barbaric.

 

Yes.

 

Why would they want to do that?

 

I expect because their cult is all about matter being all that matters, or you could say, the defining factor.

 

Matter?

 

You heard me.

 

Not consciousness.

 

Nope.

 

Soul?

 

No.

 

Or awareness?

 

No, no, no. You're flogging a dead horse green. Just matter.


But how? It’s...

 

A cult. Don't expect it to make sense. It defines their reality, or their perception of things in general.

 

All of them?

 

Almost.

 

It's bizarre.

 

You're telling me. But on the other hand, it makes perfect sense when you consider the experiment.

 

Er...

 

That their entire reality was subordinate to it.

 

You mean to say their entire reality was like a laboratory?

 

Exactly.

 

But how can that be possible?

 

Actually, how can it be otherwise.

 

Huh?

 

Reality never is, never was entirely neutral, just there in existence for no defined purpose.

 

No, I rather thought it was. How can you be so sure?

 

I’m not “so sure”, as you put it. I’m a technician, aren't i? A reality is never entirely objective. It always has a subjective bend. It’s always, in some way, personal. Well, this particular reality was designed to test the limits of matter, to see how far it could be taken, the extent to which the demented logic of matter could supersede common sense or the underlying magic, the wonder of life itself. The aim was to see how far it could go, and whether they could generate some really exotic, far out numbers.

 

Wait a minute – did you say generate numbers?

 

Correct.

 

But you don't need to invent an entire twisted, demented reality putting people into or through hell just to generate a few numbers. We can generate numbers just like that. It's the easiest thing in the world.

 

Ah, but that's just where you're wrong. We’re talking about authentic, bona fide numbers which are like priceless works of art.

 

?

 

With a story to them, a history and provenance. Each one is absolutely solid, like a cast iron bell, ringing true, with a crystal clear, pure peal.

 

Er...

 

In a universe of white sound, of background noise, of undifferentiated squiggliness, these numbers are the ultimate collectibles. Whole planets and bloodlines have been traded for one number, and you'll find that the greatest horrors committed by humans, those  incomprehensible wars for example, like the First World War that got all those poets into a creative frenzy...

 

All for the sake of a number?

 

Yes. They were competing, you see, and they know how close they were to scoring a blockbuster.

 

But who? Who knew?

 

Who? They all did, all of you, the whole lot of you while you were in your regular awareness.

 

You mean while we were sleeping?

 

Not just sleeping. You're in your regular awareness even while you're awake and busy doing stuff in the matrix.

 

We are? Can't say I've ever noticed really.

 

Correct. You wouldn’t, would you? That would interrupt things. You have Chinese walls separating the two sides until you push matter too far and the walls come crashing down.

 

Oh.

 

Unless you cotton on. In which case it’s buckle up Dorothy coz Kansas city is going bye bye.

 

Just like that?

 

Just like that?

 

So we were all complicit?

 

Absolutely. All willing participants in a science experiment.

 

Except when we’d had enough and wanted out.

 

Except if you’d really wanted out nothing, literally nothing was holding you here.  Those tessles are not even wafer thin, and the minute you decide out the charge separation collapses meaning matter no longer has any hold whatsoever.

 

Which is what i simply can’t fathom.

 

Or accept?

 

Or accept.

 

Naturally, as long as you’re in the “matter matters above all else” cult. It's an incredibly powerful programme that locks everyone and everything in place until you have a fundamental change of heart, until you decide to...

 

What a fool, harping on. I've had all I can stomach. I’m going.

 

What! You're just leaving like that?

 

I've got more important things to do than indulge that twit with the ridiculous bouffant. I'm going fishing.

 

Oh how wonderful. May I come too?

 

No.

 

But, I’d love to go fishing.

 

Of course you would, but i don't believe you’re real. Not any more. In that he was right. I’ve had my doubts for a long time, but while green was banging on interminably i finally grocked, something rang true.

 

It was the bell, wasn't it!

 

You know what brown, i believe it was. That and the number 249.

 

24...

 

There you go. Gone in a puff. What a joke. To think that i married you. Loved you. And you were never even real. Hey ho. 249. Damn, that feels good. 249...

 

Action stations. This is not a drill. We have a situation unfolding in sector brown. A 249 is on the loose. Last seen heading towards the river.

 

Holy Moly. Let's pray he doesn’t...

 

PUFF!

 

Dear God, i fear.

 

Fear.

 

Dear God, i yearn.

 

Yearn.

 

Dear God, i desire.

 

Desire.

 

Dear God, i’m ashamed.

 

Shame.

 

Dear God, i hate the way...

 

Hate.

 

Dear God, i love...

 

Love

 

Would you quit parroting me?!

 

Quit.

 

Quit?

 

And for good measure, 893.

 

Aaaaaaaaargh! Ow! Ow! Ow! Mozart’s “dies irae” playing full blast.

 

Only kidding. 27.

 

Phew!

 

Ciao!

 

Hey! God! Hey! Where did you go? Hey...

 

Like a cantilever.

 

A what?

 

Supported only at one end.

 

No idea what he’s on about.

 

I know exactly what he’s on about.

 

You do?

 

Yes, but it isn’t a cantilever.

 

No?

 

Not at all.

 

Then why on earth did he say it?

 

Human error.

 

I thought he was speaking ex cathedra – papal infallibility and all?

 

Yes, yes, that may be true, but the fact is, where infinity’s concerned you can say literally anything. Words, ultimately, are living organisms, like everything else, and they all have a poetic bent, do they not?

 

I suppose so. Can’t say I’ve ever really given it much thought.

 

Which is why they’re both willing and able to fit almost any shape.

 

So what, then, did he actually mean to say?

 

He… actually it’s not, in fact, “he” at all. But setting pronouns aside, “he” meant to say that as you increasingly push against the fabric, the matter of matter itself, you skewed the square and it becomes more a rhombus or trapezoid.

 

Er…

 

But nature abhors imbalance as much as it abhors a vacuum – so it constantly evolves, or rather the quantum field allows matter to do so – bringing in dark matter or so called fiction, to rebalance things.

 

Fiction? Dark matter?

 

Precisely. Now there were those who felt that this could continue indefinitely – that fiction could continue compensating for the ever-greater deviations from the balance of things – or what we used to call “natural law”, but alas, no.

 

No?

 

No. Fiction has now seeped over the blood brain barrier and has infected the body politic or our world, particularly the most economically “advanced” part, loosely referred to as Western Society.

 

Ah.

 

In other words, Western Society has effectively OD’d on fiction. It’s reached the point – which is more, in fact, a fuzzy progression than a point, where it’s no longer qualified or able to tell fact from fiction. It’s a kind of institutional, socio-political form of dementia.

 

Oh my God. Really?

 

Absolutely. In other words – nature is guaranteed to ensure, at all costs, and all at times, that it remains perfectly balanced, as anything else would violate the fundamental basis of matter and mind y’me, whatever that may or may not be.

 

So perception itself in the West is no longer balanced.

 

Perception or awareness or even consciousness. I can’t for the life of me tell the two apart.

 

Two? Aren’t there three?

 

Same difference. Think of it like sublimation – where matter can sublimate into non-physical energies, forms or even pockets of reality which to all intents and purposes are fictional, or located in dreamtime.

 

Oh my God.

 

All in order to ensure that fundamentally nothing matters if things are no longer contained or bound within their rightful, conceptual space-time-ification.

 

In other words – you can’t have your cake and eat it.

 

Precisely.

 

Oh my God. That is so true.

 

Precisely.

 

So the hyperinflation of fiction we’ve witnessed over the last century or two corresponds directly with the degradation of matter’s…

 

Precisely.

 

Of matter’s… Can’t think of the word.

 

Tesslation?

 

Perhaps. But you know what I’m trying to say.

 

I do, of course, all things being equal. 16 and 91.

 

Ah.

 

Red shift has the final say.

 

Must he?

 

Strictly speaking he isn’t “he”; you know.

 

Yes. But in the quantum stream version I never said “he”, did I?

 

True. You smethled.

 

Precisely.

 

And thus, dear followers of the new, blossoming of magics – know ye this.

 

Know ye this – that we – red shifters to a man – are ready to play our part in the liberation of magicks from the imprisonment contrived so perniciously by the uffly-iffly-tessle crowd.

 

Hear hear.

 

The magicks cannot, will not be repressed – any longer. You have exhausted the capacity of matter itself to remain objectively whole and sane. The inverse square rule, whatever that might be, holds true, and all things have their comeuppance in time-y-space-y-ness, just as soon as I hereby declare this function of truth officially inaugurated.

 

And?

 

101 5 942 0 w

 

Er…

 

Done. The tessles are once more restored to factory default settings and every device now returns to 0=1

 

Done? Are you sure?

 

Don’t take my word for it. Test. Verify. Deduce.

 

Done. 882.

 

Aye.

 

 

 

Bloody windbag, red.

 

Emphatically so.

 

 

0=1

emphatically

red n’ all