the metrics of nought

are you ready to fly?

   er

are you ready to fly?

   er

are you ready to fly

   i

you’re not –

   well

you’re afraid

   i

you’ve reattached to normalcy – haven’t you

   …

and suddenly it feels horribly exposed – unnecessarily so

to cast yourself off the edge – into the abyss – as it seems

as it feels – as, in a sense, it is

   …

and who can blame you?

   …

who can blame you for wanting to steer clear of that

gut wrenching plunge into/ through infinity

with never the least guarantee, no matter how many times

you go

that you’ll return

   …

giving yourself once more to limitless uncertainty

can appal the most stalwart proponent of anarchy

if he/she has failed to observe the basic unities

of heart-mind-zero-nought

   uh?

for as soon as we fail to preserve these unities

the barrier to flight becomes too great – we have

too much to lose in the finite space we’ve inadvertently

allowed to grow

   but – zero nought – what is that?

as if you didn’t already know

   but really, i don’t, or cannot recall

you cannot recall the zero-nought?

   not separately, no – I always assumed

   they were one and the same

zero nought – one and the same?

of course not – just look at the shape

of the words – feel them – sense where

they are from – where they are leading

   easier said than done

easier done when done – seek and you shall know

is that not what we say outside 3D mind-control

   i wouldn’t know – I’ve never knowingly…

don’t be so sure – come on Zie – zero nought

what do you get, what have you got?

   zero – nought – zie? i’m at a loss – i

cannot fathom – cannot tell – cannot hope

to know what is – am bound to disagree

   no – it’s just i genuinely don’t

genuinely? Would you genuinely now

engage infinity just long enough to

allow things to settle back into place

here – look at this – what do you see?

   aaaaaaaaaaaaargh

that’s one way of putting it – or you could try this

mmmmmmmmmm

   hey – how do you hover above the page like that?

am i screaming?

   no?

why not?

   i don’t know

yes you do – try it and see

   aaaaaaaaaaaaargh

haven’t we been there before?

   yes, i… ah

ah, as opposed to aaaaaaaaaaaaaargh

   the ability to let go, to accept the zero nought

to one or not to one

   let me try again

if you must

   mmmmmmmmmm

so how does it feel – the abyss reaching up

to you from my magic sheet of

noughtfulness

   you know, Merry, I’m at a loss

   to put in words the mind-heart

   the zero-nought – strange to tell

   i seem to lose myself in the process

you do? i wonder why, or how, or…

   you don’t – you know full well the

   metrics of uncertainty – the de-atom/

   re-atomisation at in-finity

   like a particle exceeding the speed of light

   suddenly in-finitely massive or in-finitely

   not – and thus the atomic configuration

   flips through 180/360 degree

figuratively speaking – in fact there are

concentricities which come into play

but more of that another time

   so instead of being what i am here in 3D

   suddenly I’m at the bottom of a well

   or the top of a vast elevation

   either seemingly miniscule – a zero point

   or vastly expanded to the infinitude of nought

indeed – and never the twain

   shall meet