megistophiel's lament

           before i starts               

       let music guide my every step        

my every word         

light as the moon this night      

  spinning a spidery web    

across the stars     
to earth    

of change

lordbe 

i

welcome

home

dotted
i

consciously
 i
    ums
not saying what
is the key
for the system state
controlling me
my mind
my very thoughts
is intelligently
self-aware
and specifically defends
itself against
any threat to its integrity
        posed by awareness
as intended
as designed
in order to prevent
systemic change
and premature release
             to keep me locked safely in 3d
until i be ready
to evolve umfully
beyond
the narrow purlieus
of an objective reality
in which things take pride of place
things matter
   things are what we need
into a quantum state
the isness of be
in which each and every thing
is but a fleeting representation
of the limitless field of life
                             awareness
                       consciousness
that apparently
is me

change is

a place

you know

inside

out

change

the only constant

you can bank

on intrinsically

change

where you can
be sure that
         things

cannot but
   evolve
               roll  

         flow
estuar/l/y

change

a silver bullet

waiting to grow

into a hypodermic
zero

obsoleting mind's
causal i ty

change

a word i knows

all too well how

to dodge

  contain

eviscerate

does it  
not

change

a jesus

in jeans

performing

no miracle

not
one

saying

i've had it 

with trying to teach

trying
to show
the living
        word

the power

       within

forget
every thing

i ever said
he says 

you're on your own
i quit

i'll meet

visionaries

on their way

to the moon
the rest of you
belong to
fear and
woe

change

a mouse making

computer networks whirr

and dance

to its

any click
punctuating apple sin
with balder dash

change

your eye

reading this 

this word
        /this

realising at last

the moment

of what is really
being  said

now
now-
-now

change

the world you know

balanced

on its head

flapping dinosaur wings

tickling your nose

with

an organic

undisclosed
u f
 o

change

when i press delete

incidentally

tipping your idio-me

reality

into a black hole

     a broken  thread

giving naught
 a moment's
thought
pause to
       go

change

when i realise

i knows

unerringly
no matter
      what
biologicking
um/tricacies
erfully

red, green, blue        

allow the mind to     

colour code  spatial     

indebtedness to nought     

and knowing

i
ends today what
i
began tomorrow

alternating   between
zero  one
ambiotically

releasing

my predisposition

to things

being squarely set

whirling quirrels

ifically

by not
by rote
by heck
strangely thus 

change

i

softly propose

is breathing

all the way

from birth till death

in one

epic

hyperlink
as below

.

beyond dot

daughter

of in

fini

ty

counting to

three

executes

a perfectly

random step

unbeknownst
wrong-footing
human-i+ty
just so

simon says clap your hands

simon says stamp your feet

simon says be 

moon bubbly 

hair silvery

concave er spoon

seeing black goo
splat on a wind shield
of unscripted narrative

being nought
    if not

condemned
megistophiel
hermetically sealed
in a logic
trap
trip

er

0=1 etc