I do not.
No?
No – I do
not.
In that case
Zie, I was mistaken.
Mistaken?
When have you ever been mistaken?
Well...
Impossible.
If you say
so.
I do, but
that still doesn’t mean that I actually...
And thus Zie continues, hour upon hour, day upon day,
endlessly attempting to work things out in his head, in his mind, in his
reason, endlessly attempting to square the circle – to reconcile appearances
and reality – which no matter how closely aligned they may seem, ultimately
come apart at the seams, revealing a yawning gulf, which no amount of
fidgeting, rearranging or reasoning can reconnect. In short, a complete
disaster in the making, for once the Irish terrier mind catches this particular
scent – it will not, cannot let go. Unless, that is, we open a new embassy, a
new chapter in the book of mind craft – introducing it to something so
compelling it cannot resist. But surely that, was it not, was always the plan –
to take the rational mind to the very limit of square mindedness in order to
catch a whiff, or a glimpse of something else.
Ah, there you
are Zie.
Uh?
Here, over here
– don’t you see?
Er...
Any grunt will
do. Apparently I don’t fit into your frame of mind – so to all intents and
purposes I do not, therefore, exist.
But...
You were over
there.
Over where?
There, over
there – over there – look. Isn’t that...
You mean
that tree? Oh dear Merry. You don’t mean to tell me you were talking to a tree,
as if it were me?
I...
Oh
It was you over
there a minute ago – but your clothes.
What
clothes?
Your clothes
were different. How did you manage to change from jeans to such an elaborate
costume – you look positively – where did you get them from?
Red phase re-enters the fray, once more casting a
semblance of sense in an anchorless dream sequence of ungrounded conscious
ness.
Commentating. Pontificating. Man handling, molly
coddling, patronising me, the reader of distinction that I be.
Ah, there you are Sebastian. Finally you step out of the
shadows. Honestly – the lengths we have to go to, these days, to draw you into
conversation. It’s positively absurd.
You mean to say all this was a charade – nothing more
than an elaborate snare?
Oh – I wouldn’t go that far. A reawakening of old ties. An
unravelling of biases. A long due respite from your self-imposed ministry of
aloofness.
How utterly
utterly
How utterly
utterly
No matter – what’s done is done. Peace be with you red
phase. You can hardly be held accountable for the wheels and gears we are
caught up in. Personally I find the purple sufficient to sustain me through
the...
Indeed, indeed, indeed
Have we got
rid of them yet?
Absolutely –
well done Zie.
Well done
you too Merry.
What an
excellent scheme – not unlike Hamlet’s purported madness.
So we have
to wade through pages of verbal excrescences in order to create a little breathing space...
Excrescence –
I’d hardly call it that.
No?
On no
account. It’s full of treasure which people will come and mine generations from
now.
You’re
kidding!
Only if you
assume things are as they seem.
Oh – so
that’s the game is it? And to what end, if I may inquire, does all this lead?
End? Why on
earth would it end when we haven’t yet begun. Surely you're placing the cart before
the horse.
But...
But inspite
of all appearances, if we can but perfect our conscious awareness
No – not
another word – I will not hear such things said – not now – not never
Perfectly
understandable, Sigismund, and yet it had to be done – someone had to step on
your toes, an egg had to be cracked, and now, if
Perfectly
understandable, Sigismund, and yet it had to be done – someone had to step on
your toes, an egg had to be cracked, and now, if you listen closely, you’ll
hear an omelette sizzling away on the range.
Oh – indeed
I do.
Take my hand
– let me draw
Oh – indeed
I do.
Take my hand
– let me draw you back into the broken thread
Don’t you
mean the staggered debate?
Perhaps I do
– but unless you take the hand proffered you’ll never know.
Fear –
something in me is afraid.
There be
fear – there be fear at root.
And yet...
And yet he
says
And yet – if
I don’t I’ll never know, will I – I’ll never know.
And thus the hydrogen atoms start to fuse in a chain
reaction of incredible beauty, power and strength, scattering all atoms of lesser
energies from their path.
Except those which choose purple phase, going beyond colour codes, to embrace i say not what, for words can only stain or even perforate the delicate skin of this celestial child, this beating heart betwixt, between the very fabric of space and time
For once
and for
all
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