Thursday, October 24, 2019

whistling

So if your so called quantum field is real, then how come you’re still messing around doing stuff Newtonian style – bricks and mortar, so to speak: force, mass and physical space?

Good question.

Er… thanks.

[whistling]



[still whistling]



[continuing to whistle as if the matter was resolved]

[coughing politely]

[no longer whistling – sniffing the air like a rabbit or a fox, checking what’s out there]

Er…

[calmly expectant – in no way keen to break the tranquillity of this moment]

Merry –

yes?

aren’t you going to answer the question?

the question?

Yes. Aren’t you going to answer it?

Answer the question?

Yes, if it’s not too much trouble.

Well, I thought i was doing as much when I switched from speaking to melody.

You mean whistling?

Yes, I suppose i do – though it didn’t have to be whistling, did it?

?

It could have been song, humming, percussion – hand clapping, almost anything whatsoever.

If you, er, say so, but I’m not sure i understood the meaning you were trying to convey by whistling.

Oh, I’m sure you did. You’re far too modest.

No Merry, I’m only human you know. I can cope with regular language passably well, but whistling’s a bit beyond me.

So you say – but let’s test your uncertainty.

Test it?

Yes, we just need to get you out of the way.

Me? You want me to leave the room?

No, you need to be here to answer my questions.

Oh, then i fail to see how I can be out of the way if i'm here at the same time.

Naturally, but fortunately the quantum field comes to our assistance yet again.

It does?

Yes, and you don’t even notice it.

Er…

There you go again.

?!

Your innocent little “er”.

What about it?

Wasn’t so innocent after all.

No?

No.

How do you mean?

Well, apart from conveying your confusion and irresolution at the 3D level, at the same time it carried a quite different message at the quantum level.

It did?

Yes, absolutely.

And?

Which you appear to be unable to hear – is that not so?

Well, yes, obviously – otherwise I wouldn’t be asking.

That’s not because you're stupid, or lack specific psychic abilities.

No?

No, it’s much more mundane.

It is?

Yes.

[whistling contentedly]

[coughing politiely] Merry, I’m still very much in the dark and feeling not a little excluded from this evidently fascinating dialogue.

Yes, i remember it well.

Remember what?

The feeling of being excluded. Getting really annoyed with... [whistling again]

With whom? Your teacher?

Look! [whistling some more]

Really – I think you might…

Ssh – not now.

[somewhat stung] I fail to see…

Time. Stop doing it.

Doing what?

Time. This is instantaneous, or not at all.

it is?

[whistling]

Well honestly – [getting spikey]

Good – now part of you is feeling annoyed – but another part simply doesn’t give a damn – and all you need do is feel the two simultaneously – allow the entire curve to be present and represented as an awareness of opposing states – like fire and water – co-habiting the field that you represent.

Fire and water?

You heard.

The fire seems to dominate at this precise moment in time.

Because you’re annoyed – yet the other side is no less present – but you’re doing as all nerds do – attaching inordinate importance to your upper right quadrant –

?

wounded pride. Now if i deftly do this [ s-l-a-p! ] Yes, that seemed to do the trick.

[Zie is temporarily stunned by the powerful, well-aimed slap on his left cheek – cannot yet react.]

You see – now the ego wants to escalate – but the watcher within is intrigued and over-powering your programmed response mechanism with hyper-charged expectancy. Either could win. It would be satisfying, would it not, to start yelling indignantly, but then, doing so you’d miss the moment – something much more interesting – a dim awareness of another centre, or a non-centre to your self – outside the normal bounds – which is, in fact, amused by all this – and almost, dare i say it, keen to get on, to grow up, to move beyond the triviality and mind-numbing boredom of being a fully programmed idiot.

[fire: fully programmed idiot – no – that’s going too far! You’ll rue the day you took advantage of my good faith and trust// water: fully programmed idiot – that’s priceless – we’re finally cracking this nut – finally opening a channel of awareness outside the narcissistic, self-validating egg world of egg-o]

nnnggggurrrrdvvviboiboibohhhickez

hold – you’re doing beautifully Zie – take your time – feel the two sides as a breathing in and out – as an energy circulating within – as a field shifting into seemingly incompatible areas of self and awareness… feel the bigger-than-either, the beyond-idiot neither fire nor water, the un-expressible, un-representable 0=1, and though it feels like an agony of mutual-exclusions, a dementing dichotomy... POP!  nature abhors a vacuum, the quantum field cannot help but manifest unexpectedly, unnoticeably to the idiot itself, as sudden packets of knowledge awareness [whistling] as islands of lucidity which turn out to be beads on a string [whirring] stars in a constellation, recognisably related, somehow resonant with an unheard tune, the hum of life itself, which is felt as soon as we allow awareness to sense ineffable beauty, un-it-y

Unity?

un-it-y   un-thinging every representation, restoring timelessly the impossible-it-y, the necess-it-y, the incomputable-it-y

0=1?

correct, which to apprehend is to short-circuit, to melt, to de-egg-o-tise the mind-matter matrix supporting the fragile me – unless the me has been stripped bare, cleared of all clutter, superfluity and compressed egg-o-ic tensions, unless...

i be ready to fly

to leave me an empty shell, to fl-ow

to fl-y

to fl-ow-er into the geo-me-try of sky

Sky being

ess – snaking-y through different frequencies of 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8 to name the most common polygonal forms, orders or degrees of not-what-is

C?

c  b-fully

[whistling]

y-wist

y-tr-ee

ay?

for aye




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