I’m…
Holy smoke.
’m…
Merry – you’re…
’m…f
–ading
–ading
…
Help!
…
Er… Merry –
can you hear me?
…
…hear me?
…
…can you?
…
Merry?
…
Er…?
…
Help?
…
…fading?
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Done
Done?
Well done
Phi.
Huh?
You did it.
I did?
Yes. You
saved the day.
I did?
Yes. Well
done! You’re a hero.
I am?
Yes, well
done!
Er… great… I’m
delighted…
…
Er…
Yes?
What exactly
did I do?
You dotted
my i
I did?
Yesss
Hey – what’s
with the snakey voice
Oh – there’s
always a serpent present in moments like this.
There is?
Yesss
Yikes!
Be not
afraid.
Hey – isn't that what the angels say?
Yes –
bizarre, isn’t it.
I guess so. You’d
imagine an angel’s the last thing to be afraid of.
Unless…
Is this one
of those “joining the dots” moments?
Yesss, I
guessss
Yikes.
Be not
afraid.
You mean to
say that angels are snakey?
No, I don’t.
Oh. I guess
I’m not too good at joining the dotssss
Ah ha –
there it is.
Yikessss –
now I’m getting all sssnakey.
Yes – it’s
your turn. Just let it pass through.
Er...
Breathe – be
calm – peace is your natural state – be yourself
Be at peace?
Be the peace
you are
I – er…
Yes?
I think you’ve
got the wrong person.
You do
I’m not the
peaceful type – I’m full of internal conflicts.
Yes – until you
decide to be yourself – and just allow the real you to shine through.
Oh – sounds nice,
if it were only true.
Let the
snake be your guide.
Yikes – don’t
go on about it – you know how that snakeyness freaks me out.
Yes – I know
– and more than that – i know why
You know why
what?
…why you’re
afraid of your “snakeyness”.
Who wouldn’t
be? It’s evil, isn’t it? It’s an abomination… like the devil within.
I wouldn’t
know.
Oh come on
Merry – your dissembling.
I wouldn’t
know unless I could test, prove and verify what is what.
And you can?
Only if I
can deal with the things that make me most afraid.
Like the
snakey thing? I’d er… rather not.
Yesss.
Oh no – here
it comes again.
Yesss – you prefer
to deny the ess – the y ess.
The y ess?
The ess wave
– the essence – the whole – the truth – the one and all – the zero one – the dotted
i – the serpent within
Oh Christ –
leave out the ssserpent stuff – i…
Yes?
i want
nothing to do with that sssatanic stuff
Me neither
Then why are
you promoting the serpent within, like it’s your ally?
1 – 2 – 3
Ouch, what
was that?
That’s
better – now we can have a sensible conversation.
Darn – that hurt.
Yes – it does
a little – but now you’re back in your right mind – are you not, Phi.
Phi? I’m not…
…
Oh – I was
Phi a minute ago. How's that possible?
…
How can I be
two different people?
…
How on earth
could I think I’m Phi when I’m not?
…
Come on
Merry – give me a break – I need answers.
Start with
ess.
Oh – oh –
ess – oh – i see… that makes sense.
To you it
does – but not to them.
Them? Oh…
yes… funny how i fail to notice them most the time.
Funny, isn’t
it.
The
listeners.
You can call
them that if you like – but that’s only how you see them right now – in this
particular moment.
Ok. So, you’re
able to knock me onto the other side of things…
Yesss
And the
serpent kind of describes the dividing line, or the force that both
separates and unites one and not one.
Yesss – more
or lesss
And we fear
the serpent because we’re terrified of facing infinity. We seem to like our
box, our halfness.
Yes.
Why?
y
Yes y?
y ess
Y ess?
Peace… be…
breathe… y esss
y ess
let your
awareness widen, widen, expand across the abysss
No!
know
Know?
know that
you are both – you cannot fall – you cannot fail – cannot
Cannot?
cannot – if you
will esss your sssself
my sss
elf
oh that!
y ess
You mean
there’s an ess elf within
yes
and it’s not
a demon?
might be –
that depends
It does?
y ess
How do you
mean?
i mean not
You mean not
– as in nought – as in dotted i – and the s lurking in the background – off screen
y ess – the equals
sign – if you like
if i like? equals
sine? or sin?
questions
questions – all leading back to the mind that minds
the…
mean that
means
the…
thing that
things
the…
thought that
thinks
the…
until, that
is
is what?
unless i ess
thing and rediscover meaningful, thoughtful, sineful nought
Sineful
nought?
As opposed
to sinful one…
…
feeling the all
…
the all that
is
…
i am
…
is i not
…
is i nought
question
mark
dot dot dot
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