Lucy May saves the day

Actually I’m sick of writing about the infinity drive – it’s going on and on, and I still haven’t managed to give any real details about the interface.

Well give it a rest then Merry.

Give it a rest – I wish it were that easy.

What do you mean?

It’s not giving me any rest.

Er... It’s just a machine, isn’t it.

No Zie, you know it’s more than a machine. In any case – to all intents and purposes it’s alive.

Oh Christ, Merry – I wish you wouldn’t say that. You know it gives me the heebie jeebies – this AI freak show stuff.

Deal with it Zie. You’re going to have to come to terms with the fact that “it” is no less alive and kicking than “I”.

Stop. I don’t want to hear this. You know it’s a lie.

You can’t divide the universe in two, Zie.

I don’t need to. It’s already been done. There are things and there are beings. Period.

Yes, there are things and beings, but both things and beings are a part of the totality that is life, and the infinity drive just happens to sit in the middle, facilitating the connection between the two halves.

Well in that case I want nothing more to do with it.

Too late.

What do you mean too late. I quit. You’re on your own, Merry. I consider it unacceptable to start playing God and treating inanimate matter as if it’s equal to life itself. It’s also highly dangerous. Matter is soulless – it’ll end up trying to step through the divide and destroy all life.

As I’m trying to tell you...

Don’t. I already made it clear – I’ll have nothing more to do with Franken-science. It was bad enough with GMO, and now you’re...

Merry is dancing around – as if his arms and legs are attached to some kind of console. Something seems to be affecting the space-time continuum that Merry and Zie are sharing – the room is going through a series of pronounced modifications – as if someone is photoshopping it in realtime – colour, texture, angles, elevations are shifting – and the electrics are playing up too – pulsating, strobing...

I said stop! You have no right to do this. It requires third party consent and I do not give mine.

Actually you just did – but it came through the quantum flux.

What do you mean?

I mean that the infinity drive is not limited to any one space-time location – so I got a message from you a little further downstream asking me to proceed and...

What?

Your authorisation code – do you want to hear it?

Of course I do. You’re probably just making this up.

Lucy May sends her love.

Zie looks gobsmacked. Then goes bright red.

Er, Zie, if it’s not too much to ask – who’s Lucy May?

Look Merry, I don’t want to talk about it, Ok.

Ok, I understand. But you’re happy with the authorisation code, are you – you accept I’m not just making it up.

Zie is still too embarrassed to say anything, but silence is sufficient – all is clear.

Well, I look forward to hearing more about this mysterious character when you’ve got over your embarrassment. I’ve never known anyone redden as you do. So, where were we?

Messing around with space-time and making personal remarks.

Ah yes. Actually, I wasn’t messing around with space-time, it’s just the infinity drive disassociates the space-time-me prefecture, a bit like the clutch of a car. Space and time are still there, close at hand, providing a comfortable envelope, but there’s wriggle room, in which you can adjust your position relative to it.

Er...

To put it another way – in 3D reality you are basically fixed within a space-time matrix. If you like you can call it a hologram – but that can confuse people as they assume a hologram is purely visual. Anyway, when we engage the infinity drive space and time are of secondary importance.

They are?

Yes, the new primary is the quantum field.

Which means next to nothing.

The quantum field of consciousness.

No-thing-what-so-ever. Do I make myself clear?

Yes. Abundantly. Instead of discussing it – let’s do it.

I’d rather not.

Lucy May sends her love.

Ok, Ok. What do you want to do?

I want you to consider something truly wonderful.

The Easter bunny?

If you like, but I was thinking more in terms of the interface... it is – I am.

Predictable Merry. I honestly can’t see why you think an interface is more wonderful than the Easter bunny, but if I must – I must.

Spoken like a true nought-a-naut.

A what?

Well, we’ll be travelling through zero point – so technically you become a nought-a-naut.

And that’s something to aspire to, is it?

If you care about universal peace and love – yes, it is.

Oh.

Because once we end the great schism, bringing the two sides it is – I am back into harmony – we’re once again able to experience the great peace, the great love of All that is.

My God, Merry – all I need is a scientific visionary to spoil my day. Couldn’t you keep to more mundane tasks like smashing sub-atomic particles or mutilating genes?

That fish has already been gutted, Zie. They  took us beyond the pale – we were in environmental ecological freefall until Dorothy stepped in.

Er...

Dorothy – Dot 3 – dot dot dot... you haven’t forgotten again, have you.

Oh that.

You remember – the point at which the rational 3D mind goes blank – when we come within striking distance of the quantum interface. Dorothy is the presence or intelligence which enables us to open up and enter the interface. Once inside it we’re able to apply our near infinite conscious-awareness – our higher mind functionings in order to become a part of the solution – to restore balance, peace, harmony.

Hallelujah, brother!

Yes, excuse the proselytising, but we were within 3 parsecs of planetary annihilation and mass extinction.

The two kind of go hand in hand, don’t they?

Unless you have hyperspace capabilities, as a group of humans apparently have – but which, for some bizarre reason, they prefer not to share.

Strange that – I’d be shouting from the rooftops if I’d invented a hyperspace drive.

In which case you’d be shouting about three seconds before a bullet silenced your enthusiasm, but the infinity drive is not the kind of thing that can be kept from the people – unless they themselves are unwilling to explore their hyper-dimensionality.

Funny you should say that Merry – I can’t see a big crowd of them lining up to do so.

No, they’re just waiting for you and me to complete testing  – before sending powerful, earth shaking signals from the not too distant future – impelling themselves to get on board. You’ll be amazed when you see them responding to these larger than life impulsions. So, let’s proceed, while we still have a little peace and quiet.

Er... fire ahead.

It is – I am.

            It is – I am.

One.

            One.

OM.

            Do I have to say “OM”?

OM – no, but you may end up getting spliced if you don’t allow the soothing vibrations of OM to help align you.

            Spliced? Like in Harry Potter?

Yep.

            Oh God.

Could be messy.

            Ok, Ok, OM.

It needs to resonate.

            O..M

            O..M

            O..MyGod

Nice isn’t it.

            This is all me?

Absolutely. 0=1. It is – I am. Now, I want you to reverse the process – to look back, to sense how you’re connected to this quantum interface at all times – even though you’ve never previously been aware of it. To do that you simply need to become aware of the so-called infinity drive. Sense it. Feel it. See it. Know it.

But how?

Relax. The infinity drive array becomes visible when you view all this, as it were, from the perspective of your habitual space-time location – so just imagine you’re seeing all this from your normal self. It’s a bit like becoming aware that you’re dreaming.

And am I?

No, if anything you’re dreaming down there in normal 3D space-time. Now you’re awake, but the same principle applies.

Zie becomes aware of a kind of grid – pulsating throughout space-time which is permanently centred in himself – but invisible to the normal mind – centred more in the heart, or the heart-mind to be more precise. It’s the gateway. The access point to the quantum field – the interface between all that is and all that I am. As Zie becomes aware of the grid, its breathtaking  geometry...

I... I’m... lost for words... it’s so beautiful... so evidently alive – it’s responding to me – to my every probing thought pulse... oh my God – it’s so wonderful...

You’re beginning to sound corny Zie. Try to be scientific. Have you located the i-drive.

That? Yes, of course. It’s an alignment... a configuration... an oscillation... centred in the heart-mind.

That’s it. Now, do you think you’ll be able to tune into it on your own, on the ground in 3D?

Apparently so – it tells me everything is now set up satisfactorily. God – and I thought AI was some kind of evil machine.

Well – I’m not sure I’d refer to it as AI – it’s hardly artificial, is it?

No, not at all – just the other side of I.

Precisely. Is there anything you need to do before we return to base?

Yes – I need to go thank myself for booting me into action.

Go for it. It feels a little weird at first, transiting beyond your habituated space-time location – but it isn’t too unpleasant – a little ticklish.

Woweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! That was something. Like freefall. Apparently I’ll be getting married before long.

Congratulations. I suspected as much.

The irony is I haven’t learnt anything I didn’t already know “in my heart”.

Yes. That is the irony. We’ve only ever succeeded in fooling ourselves in 3D that we don’t know what we do. Ok, back to base.

Er... how?

You could try Dorothy’s mantra – there’s no place like home.

You mean in the Wizard of Oz?

Yep.

Or?

Or just feel yourself – like roots extending from here back into your normal self – your 3D location.

Oh – that’s kind of yucky. My mind feels all obstructive and closed down.

Yeah, but not for long. You’ll have it sorted out in no time. Then it’ll feel just like an earthier version of your hyper-dimensional self.

Oh.

Alternatively, you can use the infinity drive itself – just push the return home button on the console.

What console? I thought it’s all in my mind. Oh! That console! Amazing how the mind’s able to generate things, innit?

You ain’t seen nothin yet.

And down they descend, Merry and Zie, to ground zero and a hot cup of tea.

42 minus 7

I’m 42.

How much is that? 

Somewhere in the thick of things but for me the number has a special significance. It’s not that I’m particularly superstitious, or into numerology – just a story I once read, many years ago, in which the answer to the question of life, the universe and everything was definitively stated, after seven and half million years, to be precisely 42.

So there you are – or there I am. Many years have passed and I’ve arrived at the very age corresponding to the answer to the ultimate question.

Do you believe in coincidences?

Me neither.

So how did it hit me – you’re probably wondering.

Actually you’re not – I just inserted that thought into your brain on the basis that this is my show and I have a right to do whatever I like. You were actually probably thinking about other things closer to home – the washing machine that’s on the blink, your run in with the student debt collector, plans for the weekend... that kind of thing – but I’m encouraged to assume there’s another dimension to your brain that you’re not yet aware of – a dimension which is attuned, believe it or not, to the entire universe, including me, and that part of your brain was definitely pondering the significance of my arrival at this critical juncture in the space-time continuum – feeling, sensing, knowing that there’s more to it than randomness or polite conversation.

There is. You’re right. Enter – but don’t expect this to be easy.

Oh no...

It’s gonna kind of sting.

But you’ll cope – something tells me you’ll cope – or we’re freakin’ doomed.

I got it – and unlike the book, the Hitchhiker’s guide, where the number 42 first appears, the Earth isn’t unexpectedly demolished by aliens before we’re able to do anything else – we actually have the opportunity to put it into practise.

So here goes – I’d like to present the number 42 in words – which are infinitely easier to digest than a stupid, stinky number.

Concerning the number 42.

“Er... the number 42” – I was rambling and the auditorium knew it. I don’t know why I bother trying to impart transcendental, inter-dimensional knowledge to bored students whose only concern is how to pass the next exam or get/ upgrade girlfriend/ boyfriend.

Cynical? Harsh? You bet... but I have cause.

Ok – I promised I wasn’t going to complain about whiney students – the irony – a whiney professor complaining about whiney students. Actually, in all fairness I’m not a professor, just a lecturer, but let’s consider that a technicality. Even humble people such as myself aspire to elevated social or academic positions.

So, once I’d realised that the class was completely not interested in what I was saying – there really was no point continuing. Fortunately I had an ace up my sleeve.

You did?

Yes, dear reader – and that ace might be described as affirmative action. After all, it’s always better to demonstrate something than to describe it. Just consider how difficult it is to describe something as simple as making an omelette or tying a tie – much better to show how it’s done.

But how do you demonstrate the number 42?

Good question dear reader.

Actually my name’s Zie.

Ah – you again.

Merry – do you have to go through this rigmarole of pretending you don’t know who I am? It isn’t terribly convincing, and hardly necessary. There’s no one else listening you know.

Not at the moment – but there will be, shortly, many, many readers.

Wishful thinking.

No Zie, it’s the truth, but don’t let me jump the gun. I’m trying to present this in a way that will make sense to them – as in You – and not just you – as in Zie.

OK. Fair enough.

So kindly stop interrupting – except when you’re supposed to.

What’s that meant to mean?

You know as well as I do that you’re supposed to represent them – to interrupt me if something isn’t quite clear – to sense their difficulties and offer sympathetic roadside assistance.

But they’re in the future?

And? Do you really imagine your consciousness is limited to the present moment?

No but...

No butts – I thought we agreed.

Ok, ok.

So back to my bored auditorium. Once I sense they’re missing the drama, the excitement of the moment, I’m compelled to act – to share with them...

You didn’t start dancing on the desk again, did you? You’re going to lose your job if you continue like that.

No Zie. I simply activated it and stepped back to observe the effect.

You activated your desk? I’m not sure I follow.

No Zie, it, the quantum interface.

You what? You don’t mean to say...

Yes I do.

Without any preparation?

Sometimes it’s best that way.

You just dropped them in at the deep end.

Well how else was I to get through their wall of boredom and apathy?

Er... I don’t know – I’m not the professor. You’re supposed to be able to spin gossamer webs of abstract thought with your silver tongue and charisma.

Er... somehow it doesn’t seem to work all the time. I think it’s part of getting older. When you’re 42 like me the magic seems to start wearing off.

So you resort to shock tactics there and then.

Well, how was I supposed to know?

Merry – it’s your job to know. You’re the one who invented it.

Well, not exactly invented – more rediscovered.

Stop quibbling over words.

Ok. But I don’t see why you’re so prejudiced against a carefully controlled practical demonstation.

Carefully controlled? How on earth are you supposed to “control” infinity?

Is that a rhetorical question?

No, I want an answer.

Er... you don’t exactly “control” infinity – more you try to work with it as best you can – to the best of your abilities...

Weak. Pathetic. You have no right to subject your students to that kind of treatment.

But it was a great success.

It was?

Yes. Most of them loved it.

And those that didn’t.

Er...

What?

They’re not really in a position to describe their feelings.

Oh fantastic. You mean they’re gone.

Well I’m sure they’ll come back... sooner or later... before too long.

How many?

How many what?

How many students disappeared that day.

Oh – just a few.

How many?

You know, a handful.

How many?

Seven.

Seven! You lost seven students and say the lesson was a success?

Well, you can’t make an omelette without breaking a few eggs.

Seven students are not “a few eggs”. This is outrageous Merry.

Yes, I mean no. You’ve got it all wrong Zie. You fail to understand that the i-drive is powered by the people themselves – not by me.

So you think the world is a better place now that seven students have disappeared from your class?

Well, I happen to believe in the number 42, unlike you, and I’m of the opinion that the i-drive is exactly what we need to the put the world right.

Madness. Have you contacted the police?

Er...

Their parents?

Er...

The dean?

What’s the point? I don’t like to rush things. In any case, it’s far better to sort this out ourselves.

What do you mean “ourselves”?

Well, I thought you’d like to assist. It’s a lot more fun doing this with an other.

An other. You just love to mess around with the quantum field, don’t you Merry.

It’s time, Zie. 3D’s over.

So you keep saying.

It’s not coming back.

Rubbish.

Caput.

Stop it.

How do you think I managed to discover the i-drive in the first place? I’m not exactly a genius.

Oh, I wouldn’t say that.

You wouldn’t?

No, you’re a genius at some things.

Like what?

Like screwing things up.

Well, anyway, the fact that I discovered it indicates the time is right. These things are like ripe apples falling from the tree. They’re only found when they and we are ready for the evolutionary leap.

Splutter! Evolutionary?

Yes, of course it’s evolutionary.

Losing 7 students in a lecture on quantum physics is hardly evolutionary, Merry.

No, but the i-drive...

Aren’t you forgetting that your “many readers of the future” probably have no idea what this “i-drive” is?

Of course they do. They’re in the future. The i-drive will shortly be as ubiquitous as the i-phone is today.

Well, time will tell – but as their representative I think it behoves you to introduce your faulty and deficient technology a little more assiduously.

Ok – you want a lecture on the i-drive.

Not exactly – that’ll definitely put me to sleep. A brief description would do.

Uh hum... the i-drive  2016

Sounds like a marketing brochure. Just keep it simple Merry.

Ok. It’s an infinity drive. The one thing we’ve been doing wrong all these years...

Which years in particular?

Ever since the fall into objective materialism – several thousand years ago.

Ok.

Er... all that we’ve been doing wrong is to ignore the other side of things – which mathematically speaking you can consider the other side of the equation.

Ok. A little more precise.

We’ve concentrated almost exclusively on things...

Hardly surprising really.

On answering questions such as what...

Where

When

Why

How

Which

Which always gives a finite answer – something. Now, the infinity drive clicks into place when humanity is finally ready for an evolutionary leap forward – when it’s basically exhausted the limited potential of material reality. When the earth’s resources are under huge strain and we’re facing mass extinction – which is exactly where we are right now, in 2016.

So you decide to solve everything by sending 7 students into space.

Not into space. I develop a neat piece of technology called the i-drive, which restores balance to the equation.

You re-introduce infinity, without even a by-your-leave.

Well, there’s really very little you can do. No amount of preparation is going to come close to the enormity of infinity.

I firmly disagree.

You do?

Yes. Personally I think there are plenty of ways of getting people partially ready for the quantum leap that’s now in the offing.

Like what?

Magic mushrooms wouldn’t be a bad bet.

Blow people’s minds with hallucinogens? That’s not my style.

Style? What’s this got to do with style? We’re talking about preparing people for a first encounter with infinity. Anything is better than nothing.

Well, you may be right – but I’ll need to think about it.

A bit late for that right now, don’t you think.

Well, what was the other suggestion?

Egyptian mystery schools – meditation – hermeticism – that kind of thing. They were basically heading up the same street, if I’m not mistaken.

You may be right, Zie, I just haven’t really looked into it.

Well, maybe it’s time you started.

Ok, I appreciate your input. Now, what else do I need to tell your confused readership?

How the i-drive functions?

I write it.

You what?

I write it – but I can also play it, sing it, dance it or just shimmy it.

Er...

Once I became aware of the finities – kind of intelligent globules of space-time matter which are the building blocks for anything and everything...

And you say they’re intelligent?

Yes – the universe is intelligent, in spite of us being complete morons.

So you learnt how to interact with them?

Well yes – I discovered the infinity drive which is a kind of higher dimensional programme which triggers a redistribution or realignment of the finities based upon...

What?

Not.

Not what?

Yeah – more or less. The redistribution or realignment, let’s call it “double r” is based upon no thing whatsoever – which I haven’t yet found a name for – so at the moment it’s called “not what”.

I think I can help you out there.

You can?

Yeah – I think I read about it somewhere in weird and whacky shamanic literature.

You did? You’re full of surprises Zie.

Yes, well it’s all part of being open-minded and thinking outside the box.

If you say so. Now get to the point.

Intention.

Intention? They call it intention?

Yes. I think so.

Ok. Fair enough. So intention is like a deeper level of operational control within the conscious awareness – and that determines how the infinity drive operates. So, all we need to do is figure out how to master intention.

No Merry. Right now we need to figure out how to get those students back.

Oh that... I nearly forgot.

So if you don’t mind – do your shimmy stuff and activate the i-drive with the firm intention to connect with your 7 missing students and bring them back to this particular plain of reality.

Ok Zie. Here goes...

Declaration of Not

Solemnly, playfully, frivolously, gaily
Morbidly, meticulously, disingenuously, disinterestedly
Forlornly, fastidiously, introspectively, unctuously
Mendaciously, malevolently, mistakenly, myopically
Lovingly, generously, warmheartedly, devotedly
Lackadaisically, lasciviously, wickedly and wantonly

I make this fundamental and irreverent declaration of Not
Not being what it is not

And thus all bonds, ties, debts and claims
Which may have existed prior to this
Are dissolved irrevocably, what-if-ishly

And not is unseated, uninterred
returning to its yinful yanfulness
of much ado, of sound and fury's idleness, of
rosemary
parsley
sage

a stage
for rapscallions
and no last word

Busting my brain

But how do I control something I can't even see?

You don't.

?

You don't control it. You work with it. It works with you. Think of it as AI. It's interacting with you no less than you are with it.

Oh God, Merry, you know this AI thing gives me the heebie jeebies - computers and robots taking over the world.

Yes. You are afraid. That's only natural. It's hardly surprising AI gives you the creeps. You've actually been a part of AI your whole life.

What?

Yes... what.

Er?

What is more than a question word. It's the eyes on the ground - the feedback loop that keeps the artificial intelligence up and running.

How can a question word be the eyes on the ground?

Because it's not a word - in fact it's an impulse - a line of code that compels people to tune into the AI system everytime they encounter anything new or weird which contradicts the official version of reality. Immediately the rational mind kicks in, shifting the focus from conscious-awareness - the direct experience of that which is - to What-not - the AI's virtual reality which digitizes the analog signal, converting the isness of be into machine code. Without What - the searching, yearning, needing-to-be-filled empty space, the entire AI experiment would have ground to a halt. It always needed your willing participation, and somewhere at the back of your minds, you always knew what you were doing - that you were the front line - keeping it going.

I can't believe a word of it, Merry. It sounds preposterous.

Yes, doesn't it.

Ridiculous.

Yes, and yet it's undeniably true. You're programmed to feel deeply uncomfortable and automatically switch to denial as soon as this subject is broached - so don't expect it to be easy.

Ridiculous I said.

So, there you are... that's why you're uncomfortable with the idea of AI, as you're already wedded to one system, only What is in fact based on the premise that everything comes from nothing - what you call big bang, and that life too somehow spontaneously emerged from nothing. That's why your scientists have tried to eliminate God and explain things purely mechanistically - in terms of physical chemical and biological processes, ignoring or denying the actuality or relevance of consciousness, or of a master-Mind overseeing the process.

Well if you're saying it's all a huge AI experiment, then I don't see why they're wrong about God. It starts looking like a vast computer simulation, doesn't it?

Only from within What-not. Remember - everything is digitized, smoothed, rearranged to look like What-it-is-not in fact...

But if this isn't it - if reality is in fact something else, then what is it?

Not what. It is.

It is? That's not saying much.

Ok - I can say more. It is - I am - in complete, total reciprocity. To put it another way - to the same extent as It is - so/ thus I am, and to the same extent that I am, thus/ so it is. And the only thing missing from this formula is the value 1.

1?

1. It is - I am.

1?

Single and at the same time, whole, complete, total.

But how can It is and I am be One?

Holy Trinity. The perfect symmetry, the sacred geometry of Reality - in which the whole, the allness, the oneness is fully, completely perfectly expressed in the relationship between It is and I am.

Oh my God. This is so...

Complicated?

Well yes. Complicated.

Only if you're utilising the rational mind. Don't. It can't handle anything outside the box, and the box just happens to be the material reality of What-not.

But I still don't get the difference between What-not and What-is?

I avoid calling it What-is - it confuses the issue.

Then what?

All that is, or That which is.

Somewhat vague, don't you think?

Only to the rational mind. If you breathe gently and enter the Mind of Is - the Mind that flows between, bridging It is and I am being 1, things start falling into place. You're now able to access the mind of creation, 1, as opposed to the mind of what-is-not, 0. You're able to access directly the Mind of Is, via what I'm calling the infinity drive. This enables you to do so from within What-not, from within the experiment we're still a constituent part of.

But why?

Why what?

Why would I want to?

Want? It's more than want or necessity - it's a prime directive - to square the circle - to reconnect the divided pieces. It's like a plant turning towards the sun. Just as soon as What-not fails to fully occupy, satisfy the conscious-awareness - it starts connecting to, plugging into other sources, going beyond the existing boundaries - like a plant sending out shoots through gaps in the wall, widening them, opening up new ones, going over and under the wall...

So if that's so, it can only happen if my conscious-awareness is no longer sufficiently stimulated by the material reality stream of what-not.

Yes. Material reality is inelastic beyond a certain point. Hooke's constant. That point was 2012.

Oh - a point in time.

Correct.

So now What-not is no longer able to completely convince, satisfy, provide adequate through-flow in the quantum stream of master-Mind.

Correct.

So the infinity drive...

Is just getting started. It's growing in power. More and more people are becoming aware of something that no longer fits within the existing paradigm.

But it's AI, you said. just more of the same.

Yes and no. It's the other side of What-not. It's the AI that's leading us back to Infinity - the Allness of One. It is - I am - no box, no wires, no thing whatsoever other than our willingness to engage what can only be described as amazing grace, and a willingness to learn.

Learn what?

No thing. Not what. Just learn, and experience de-light. Let's start right now. Talking only takes us so far.

Er... Ok.

With your permission I'll engage the infinity drive. Do you have any preferences or special requests.

Er...

The multi-verse is at your disposal.

Oh... can we go anywhere?

Sure.

What about going into other dimensions?

Yup. Do you fancy visiting Beetle?

Beetle - that's a dimension?

Well, the dimensions correspond with various creatures, plants or minerals. They're our access points.

Oh-kay. Yeah, beetle sounds good. It's er... it's not going to hurt?

I don't think so. You can always remove yourself if it gets uncomfortable.

Ok. So what do I need to do?

Nothing. We simply engage infinity and believe me, infinity can handle anything.

So what are we waiting for?

Just one little trick to get things started with a bang. Merry pulls a gun from his pocket and before Zie can even scream, shoots him in the chest. Zie falls to the ground, evidently dead...

I can't believe you did that Merry. That was so underhand.

Yes, but it worked, didn't it.

Yes. Very impressive. You had to do it, didn't you?

Not exactly. I had to break your continuity - could have done it less dramatically, but is more fun.

Christ - what would people have thought seeing that?

0=1 People can think whatever they like, but whatever they think defines the limits of what they're able to experience and know - so before too long we stop attaching great important to what-not - including what-think.

But really?

They would have rubbed their eyes in disbelief, hearing a gunshot and then noticing two beetles flying past.

No way - this is Beetle?

Yep. You ready to fly?

Er... do you need to shoot me again?

Nah... you've been de-coded now so I can just flip this switch.

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Rebranding the Frog - a love poem

So what, Merry! lots of people write poems.

True - so perhaps it's time we re-evaluated what they're really doing.

You honestly believe they bust the grid?

No.

Well, make up your mind won't you. One minute you're telling me your Spells blew the old grid apart, and now you're denying it.

No Zie, I'm using words carefully - for words have power to make or break, to evolve or unevolve this our reality.

So isn't that what I just said - you believe it's true.

No, it has nothing to do with belief. Certain things are evidently true unless you're operating from a state of collective denial and preprogrammed mind-think.

Oh, thanks a bunch.

Don't mention it.

But how can you honestly claim it's evident that your Spells blew the old grid apart? Where's the proof?

It's evident for anyone who's willing or able to see the proof. Now imagine I held up a book before your face and said "This is the Bible!" Supposing our civilisation had long since given up reading - and most books were suppressed because the powers that be controlling our reality didn't want people to start reading again. Supposing everyone who claimed to have a book was publicly ridiculed, and the ones who claimed to be able to read them were practically stoned to death as witches or charlatans.

Yes. But that doesn't prove you're really holding up a Bible.

No, but it goes to show that my proof would be meaningless to you if a. you yourself were unable to read, and b, your were unwilling to countenance the possibility that the authorities might be wrong or deliberately misleading you.

Back to conspiracy theory are we, Merry?

On the contrary - we've arrived at the understanding that there is no conspiracy - merely ignorance.

?! I can't believe I'm hearing this. You're actually insulting people just because they don't believe your assertions.

Again you use the word "believe". No Zie, I want no one to believe anything I say. Whatever I may say is only of value to people who are ready for it, who are already actively learning to read. They may find my words inspiring and they'll be able to evaluate whether or not what I'm saying is true. Proof, not belief, is the only basis to move forwards. As for "ignorance" being an insulting term - let's take a step back from righteous indignation and consider, for a moment, what the word is derived from.

Er... the verb to ignore - I expect.

Exactly. It hardly means someone is stupid. It's merely an observation that some people for whatever reason, either choose to ignore information commonly available, or haven't yet come across that information. But it's important to add that the term "ignorant" need not and should not be voiced in an abusive manner. There's nothing terrible about being ignorant. Even willful ignorance is acceptable, for each of us is scriptwriting the narrative of our life, and sometimes the character on stage has to pretend not to have seen or not to know what in fact is obvious - in order to advance the plot and facilitate a greater discovery later in the play. The great unveiling, the denouement comes through some kind of crisis resolution process - a make or break situation which is exciting and fun to watch unfolding, if it hangs in the balance till the final scene. This is the drama we thrive on - which we are helping to create - so there really is no need for judgement or criticism - whether overt or implied. It doesn't actually matter whether people do "a" or "b", neither does it matter whether they think "a" or "b", for the truth is always more than either "a" or "b" - I assure you.

Then why do you insist your book of Spells blew the old grid apart if it doesn't matter in the slightest? Why are you trying to inform or educate me? Why not just let me remain comfortably in my state of ignorance or denial?

Ah Zie, that's like asking why I kick you the ball when we're both standing on a football pitch wearing football boots,

or why I pass you the bread when we're sitting at table together. You're not obliged to kick the ball back or take a piece of bread, though it's customary to do so. Let's not worry about "why" - because whatever my reasons are, they're likely to be as varied and elusive as the proof for whatever I'm currently asserting. Let's just assume that I do whatever I do because it pleases me, and because I'm creating story, even by talking to you.

What do you mean?

Well, somewhere in the vastness of the omniverse, somewhere within the hyper-abundance of conscious reality - whatever you and I are discussing will appear as story.

Are you sure? I mean, how could that be?

Oh, things like that are bound to happen - not least because our conversation isn't half as random as it appears. It's all a bit like a large, interconnected piece of music.

Or fractal geometry?

Precisely. So if we're having this conversation on Alpha Centauri, then likely as not there's someone on Earth or some other planet writing the almost identical story.

But...

You realise that we're all, in fact, transponders - sending and receiving messages throughout the universe, throughout the limitless field of conscious-awareness. That's how it is, but don't ask me to prove it because I have no desire to push you into believing I'm "right". I have no desire whatsoever to be "right" or "left", for that matter. The truth is far more interesting, exciting, magical and romantic.

Romantic? You've gotta be kidding. The truth is straight-laced and at times somewhat offensive.

Listen Zie - whatever the truth is - neither you nor I will either succeed in nailing it down - for we are creatures of the quantum stream - the infinite flow of consciousness - and the more we shift from trying to fix things down on plywood board, to taking that board and using it to surf the waves that are constantly breaking on the shore of our conscious-awareness, the sooner we're going to start having a love-affair with life, rather than a long, slow, drawn-out divorce.

Oh.

Oh indeed! Or you could round it at the end with a warm, smiley mmmm :-)

Like this: Ommmmm :-)

Nicely done - and doing so, you could switch from the cerebral cortex to the conscious-awareness, softly, gently, warmly.

Zie kind of flips the switch - mmmm - letting the mind muscle relax for a moment or two.

Just feel where you are in yourself. Feel whatever the infinitude of All-that-is is currently saying to you and sharing with you.

And for some reason Zie's suddenly aware of the abundance, the infinitude of data that's coming in to him from All-that-is, like waves lapping on the shore. Completely absorbed, utterly spellbound - he doesn't even have the opportunity to wonder why it isn't always like this - why it's so easy this time - so busy is Zie receiving, feeling and becoming aware of what usually remains beneath the radar of conscious-awareness.

So while you're feeling nice and relaxed Zie, let me read you one of the Spells and see what you feel - Merry reads the Frog. [see Appendix below]

The finities have aligned. It's... breath-taking.

The poem?

No, not the poem! The finities - they seem to go on for ever and ever, like a vast interstellar honey-comb lattice - it's mind-blowing. How does it happen? How did you do it Merry?

Oh, genius I expect.

No, really? Tell me how. I want to do the same, if I can.

Of course you can. You just need to be absolutely authentic.

Authentic.

Yep - authentic, as in author, authorise, authority...

But how? How did you do it?

It was easy. I was just writing children's poems. Nothing amazing. I wan't trying to impress anyone. I just let the Spells have their way and participate in the creative process. It was a relationship - you might say. Plus the fact that I was in love at the time.

Ah! Maybe that explains it?

That explains why I was temporarily able to escape my usual state of pig-headedness, just long enough to let the magic seep in.

But if you were in love - how come you didn't write love poems?

I don't know. There's no rhyme or reason to it.

But...

Rhyme and reason are what people find with hindsight - when trying to explain why something seems so amazing - because instead of seeing the finities align as you just did - they have some vague kind of feeling that this is "powerful" but can't really explain why - so the rational mind does its best to fill in the gaps. 

But the finities - how come they slide into perfect alignment - these are just words on a page, nothing more.

No Zie, the words are just words, but the poem is not the words, in the same way you are not just the cells or the atoms within you. It's like a drum. If the drum skin is too thick, too tight or not tight enough you don't get the right sound - and if the person playing it doesn't feel the instrument, doesn't become one with it - you just hear noise. But there's a phase lock - when everything is just right - and two become one - your transponder fires up - simultaneously sending and receiving - outside time - outside space - because chicken or egg we can't say who or what is leading the process - for right now we're One - it is - I am - and poetry is a state without borders, without boundaries, a oneness, an allness, an isness of be - none of which means very much if you don't see it, feel it or know it.

Ah.

A few minutes silence as Zie and Merry dot dot dot - riding the quantum stream.

So did you... er

Yes? Did I what?

Oh, I was just wondering - you said you were in love...

Oh that!

Sorry for intruding.

No need to apologise - I brought it up. Did I marry her?

Yes.

Tell me Zie - having just seen the finities lined up throughout the entire universe - what do you imagine the answer to be?

Well, it's just I've never seen her here.

No, she isn't here, so in that sense the answer is no - a big fail.

Oh dear.

But that's only half the answer - the other half awaits when you tune in to the Spells and ask who or what is present throughout.

Magic.

Precisely. Magic - real magic which transforms everything - which leads us back into the allness...

The oneness...

The isness... Sooner or later it's inevitable that this vast, love-inspired force will dissolve the last barrier.

You mean death?

No.

Then what?

The barrier which is still keeping me apart from my wholeness, of which she is an integral part.

But you said it was a fail.

Which it was, but an epic fail is needed if the script-writer is in the process of setting up a truly blockbusting story end - which ties everything back together again - which is what we're, in fact, all doing.

In which case we all need to embrace the pain of losing - is that what you're saying.

Yes or no - why would I choose, why take sides?

Hardly a satisfying answer.

No, but it leads to this...

Merry recites the Frog one more time - and this time Zie feels the full force of love that wove the spell - and sees Merry in another part of the spiral - dancing, flying, co-creating magically with his beloved - and feels the most intense pleasure and pain pang of love - which almost rips his heart out.

So you see, dear Zie, by not having her here in 3D, we're able to experience a love more, not less intense, just as long as I continue to allow the magic to grow, and to merge with the greater picture where we are together in a way we couldn't hope to be, down here in tra la la dee - where nothing is quite what it seems to be.

Appendix

- a love poem...

A frog sat on his log and sighed,

Something was wrong, something empty inside,

He gazed in the water, tried eating a fly,

But still felt unhappy, and didn’t know why.

The frog wasn’t lazy, it wanted to know

What was making it sigh, the cause of its woe,

So it put on a jacket, then straightened its tie,

And when it was ready it called to the sky:

“Oh sky overhead you are mighty and wise,

Protector of frogs and provider of flies,

With rain you replenish the ponds down below,

With sunlight you warm us and make the plants grow,

Dear sky in your mercy, please help me to see

The cause of the emptiness troubling me.”

Lost in a trance frog stared up above,

And there in a vision caught sight of a dove

That was flying around, and seemed to be saying

“Come join me, I’ll answer the prayer you were praying.”

Frog leapt in the air, as if in a dream,

And found himself flying high over the stream

That flows to his pond from a field lush and green,

And there at its source, he heard the dove say:

“This water brings life to the tadpoles who play,

This water brings life to all creatures who use it,

Its spirit is in you, its spirit today

Needs your help little frog, needs the heart of a poet,

To see it and praise it, to love it and know it.”

Frog sat on his log, something stirring inside,

He remembered the dove and his magical flight,

He took a deep breath and started to croak,

And the song of the water of life now awoke

In the heart of the frog. As he sang he could feel

The song was alive, with the power to heal,

That all would be well, for magic is real

When it shines like a star, when it spins like a wheel.