Doing nought - beautifully

Everyone's looking for the answer out there.

Everyone's looking for the device that can transform the world - whatever it might be. For one person it's a replicator, that can replicate anything else - like a 3D photocopier, for someone else it's a free energy device - lots of those kicking around if you take the trouble to look, and otherwise want free travel - some kind of a UFO. Whatever excites you most... a quantum telephone or computer - they're pretty cool - contact anyone anywhere in the universe with zero time lapse, or limitless parallel processing - a computer so powerful it can tell us what questions we should be asking rather than simply helping to find the answers.

But if you're not very technical - that kind of sucks. No one wants to be reliant on other people for their free lunch, or their ticket to the stars. Of course, non-technical people can make huge, cosmic discoveries in other areas - new ways of growing food that don't require pesticides or other chemicals, new healing modalities using consciousness, sound, light, crystals - whatever turns you on - we have a limitless capacity to create. Cleaning up the planet - removing the blight of Fukushima and other nuclear power plants - all this can be done using quantum age technologies. There's so much work to be done. Now that we're ready to reconnect zero point conscious awareness, we need to get our planet back in order, because it's far, far more than just a rock or a resource.

So it's great to see progress being made on so many fronts, in so many ways. People are doing their stuff. Awesome.

Me? I miss the wide open spaces - inter-galactic travel would definitely be nice, but it's not essential for me. I miss my Self. Living in this life in this body has been kind of isolated - being cut off from all that I be, all that I am, so here goes - it's time to reconnect.

It can be done in so many ways... it's really up to you.

The main thing is never to force the system. Think of yourself as a child. Be respectful. If the child is afraid and starts to cry - then back off - find another way - there's always another way - but never abuse the inner child - because doing so defeats the whole object - which is a magical journey rather than a final destination.

So, everything limiting you right now is perfect. Those limitations are what you're going to use, to work on, to engage in order to build your bio spaceship.

Er?

You know what I mean, Zie.

Not really Merry.

Well, reconnecting the conscious awareness, becoming your Self again, the real Self, is tantamount to building a spaceship, as the real Self is not limited to this particular reality that we're now in.

Er... I don't feel limited.

No, ignorance is bliss, is it not. People in the middle ages who never washed and were covered in fleas probably didn't feel dirty - but we would if we went back there. So you'd only feel limited or trapped if you had memories or glimpses of another state. Anyway, building a spaceship is a nice kind of metaphor because your body is so much more than a 3D biological house.

It is?

Absolutely. Once you realise it's capable of... well what isn't it capable of, in fact?

We can't fly - that's for sure.

We'll see about that Zie. Every can't is only true as long as you're adhering to certain protocols of limitation - all of which were voluntarily entered into in order to experience 3D reality. Sometimes we hear people blaming ETs or overlords for imposing these limitations on us, but if you were able to see your inner light you'd realise that isn't strictly true. Nothing can truly be imposed without your personal consent.

So I gave my consent to be a dumbed down version of me. That sounds kind of dumb.

Yes, but think what this has done to the universe.

Er, what?

It's made it huge.

It has?

Yes. The deeper we sank, the further down into the darkness, the higher the light appeared to be in the sky - the further away the stars, until we started believing we needed some kind of ship to reach them.

Which we do.

Which we do - but it just so happens that our primary ship is, in fact, the human body.

I thought we established the fact that it can't fly.

Until we call the protocols of limitation into question - you see - the whole point of sinking down was to expand the universe - to create a huge, vast dome - a resonating chamber for the conscious awareness - but that's only possible - that only really happens if at some point in the future we reconnect - completing the circle.

Er... why? Why can't we just be the kind of martyr giving our life so the part of our Self that stayed up there enjoys the benefits of our darkness.

It doesn't work like that.

It doesn't?

No.

Why not?

Because you and the "higher Self" are one.

And?

And what is split asunder at one point in time, must be made whole again - otherwise it couldn't have been split asunder.

Why not?

Because you can't really separate one from one. It's fractal and it's a hologram - and I really don't know how that's going to help - but these two words are kind of the key.

Not to me they're not.

Me neither... they sound a bit confusing I know - but let them be there for the moment - overhead. Think of a child learning to read. It doesn't really understand the symbols at first. It just looks at them and sees a kind of pattern and copies the sounds its mother or father is making. So, at first we have to kind of fake it - or take it on trust - and then things start making sense when we have a little movement, a little momentum.

Ok. So I'm a child learning to read. Back to basics.

Yes, that's about right. So, basically, in order for you to be here - there's a wheel and...

And what?

Well at the point where you are - you seem to be disconnected from the rest of the wheel.

Why's that?

Because you're the point where it connects with the Earth, and your experience of being here, connected to the Earth is so intense you don't feel the rest of the wheel - but it's still there. Were it not there - you couldn't be here.

If you say so.

More than that - unless you have already completed the journey - and made it back home - you cannot be here.

What - like time travel.

Yes. Because the wheel is spinning outside time. You only have time here on Earth at the point where the wheel touches down on the Earth plain creating what seems to be a line going back in time. But you see, in truth, your past, if you have a past, is not the wheel's track on the Earth. That's just a mark in the dirt.

So where's my past?

It's upstream - the part of the wheel that revolved, turned, came into the point where you now are.

Oooo kay - if you say so - but it sounds incredibly vague.

Yes. Moving swiftly on. Think of it like an electric circuit - unless the circuit is complete - the electricity can't flow.

Ok. That's understandable.

So, There can be no real point of separation or incompleteness - only what seems.

So I seem to be stuck in this lesser part of me - but that's just a kind of illusion.

Yes.

I don't see how that's going to help me get back home.

Well, you have to start by realising there's really no where to go. You're already here. It's more just a case of feeling the circuit, feeling the wheel, feeling the...

The what?

Er... the not-what.

Merry - don't do this to me. Speak sense or I'm quitting.

Not-what is sense. Look, Zie, I can't say what it is, because any "what" I might give you will fix your mind here in the Earth plain - that's the way "what" works. It's a processing tool... a bit like the digestive system. It helps you stay here in 3D - otherwise you'd flip back into All that Is - your Oneness.

I would?

Yes. It's actually really hard keeping you down here. At first when we set up this system we couldn't get the consistency right - it wasn't sticky enough - and the beings never really got the full Earth contact.

They didn't? They were still kind of cosmic?

Yes, which meant they weren't able to generate Nought.

I beg your pardon.

You're generating Nought or space - aren't you.

Er... I don't know.

Well, how else do you think the universe has become so big. Why else do the scientists say it's expanding. I mean, think about it - expanding relative to what? It just means that you're collapsing the zero point ever further and deeper into matter, which makes matter - the material universe look like it's expanding. So you're already a spaceship.

In reverse.

Yes, in reverse. Flying backwards into the darkness of uncreated matter.

Oh my God.

Yes, but it reaches the limit, does it not.

I don't really know.

Well, it must do - otherwise you'd not be talking with me now.

Oh - I suppose so.

You see a generation ago you'd be busily living in the equation, with little or no awareness of...

Of what?

Oh - you know I can't really name it - dot dot dot - how's that?

Dot dot dot? Sounds kind of vague.

Er... dot3... dorothy - any better?

Yeah - so people a generation or so ago had no awareness of the other side of the equation - and now we do. That's technology for you.

Yes, you see the allness, the isness, the electricity of consciousness cannot be excluded indefinitely. Sooner or later it seeps back in. It's like digging a hole on a beach. The seawater will appear in the bottom once you dig deep enough, or the hole will fill in a few hours, once the tide comes in again. Notice the way that everything in nature is cyclical - like a wave - rising and falling.

Ok. But what's that got to do with me being a spaceship?

Well, for the last hundred years it's all been technology - external to you - or that's how it's appeared. Of course, appearances can be and are deceptive. You've gone through huge changes in your wiring - that're ongoing.

They are? I've not seen anything happening.

Well, our brains are different today to what they were a hundred years ago. IQs are higher. You're more able to think in terms of global issues - joining the dots, seeing how everything is related.

Ok - so there have been internal changes too. But how? What's the mechanism.

It's like your computer getting automatic updates and upgrades. It comes though the pipeline, through the quantum vortex - a kind of internet.

It does?

Yes. How else?

I don't know. I'm struggling to see this.

Look - your system doesn't really exist the way you see it. For a start, the atoms that you're made of are 99% empty space. Furthermore, you flash on and off millions of times a second. If I slowed down your vision you'd see yourself disappear - literally - there's nothing there - just energy and a kind of expectation.

A what?

An expectation. In your other quantum state - you're neither here nor there. You could be and in fact are quite literally anywhere. But then time crashes back, or your conscious awareness collapses back into material reality - just like a wave breaking on the shore - and for the duration of the interval we refer to as "time" you're here physically.

But...

Yes, it's kind of weird isn't it. But don't worry about it.

Don't worry? You're telling me I don't really exist. I'm just an expectation in a quantum field of not-what... and you expect me to be calm.

No, I expect nothing whatsoever - I assure you. You're free to feel angry, upset, afraid - these emotions are helping you to reconnect.

Oh.

But you can help in other ways.

I can?

Yes. You see, I've done something very simple but incredibly powerful.

You have?

Yes. I've sown a seed.

Er - where?

In you.

Me?

In your mind. I've given you a few simple ideas - just that.

Because I'm too stupid to handle anything more complicated?

Because the most powerful ideas are always incredibly simple, and you are able to handle them - you'll see. In fact - you're already doing so unofficially - which is why you're feeling some emotions - uncertainty, excitement, confusion to name a few.

It doesn't look like that's "handling the situation" - more like I'm being adversely affected.

Yes, that's how it looks - down on the ground - but as a technician I can assure you that you're responding admirably. It's laying the groundwork for lift off.

It is?

Yes. It's a relatively small step - a tiny quantum leap - like a spark jumping from one side to the other - thereby igniting the fuel in the air.

Bang. An explosion?

Oh - nothing so dramatic. Just a little leap into...

Dot3 - the quantum stream?

Yes.

So what do I need to do?

Basically nothing - it's all been programmed in - from the start - and you're controlling things right now - from the future and the past - so to speak.

My God.

If you mentally open yourself to your future and past - which is kind of up there on the wheel - ahead of you or behind you - then that certainly helps. Imagine how you're coming back to yourself from the future - from mission accomplished - from a place of confidence, knowingness and happy ease - providing assistance - a guiding hand - but it doesn't have to be any more than that - because remember - this is fractal hologram - which means that even though you think you don't know right now - in fact you have to know everything, regardless.

Ok. Merry - can I ask you a personal question?

Sure, fire ahead.

Are you in any way... part of me - you know - my future Self.

Good question Zie. What do you feel?

I... Zie has an existential moment - recollections, feelings, things he half remembered, half knew, a number of dreams which shift the pieces on the chess board of his mind. He evolves - changes - knows things that a moment ago were concealed... but then quickly forgets where his mind has just taken him. These things can take a while to root themselves into the conscious awareness.

Ok Zie - so here's a little exercise for you. Repeat out loud or mentally - "my body is more than just a body. Truly it's a spaceship connecting me with everyone and everything, truly it contains all that is - including the entire universe."

Are you sure about that Merry?

Absolutely. I've tested it out myself. We'll take this further once you've got the hang of the basics.

Ok - so what do I have to do.

Start with your fingers - your nails, the space between your fingers, the space between your nails and your fingers - so we have what and not-what, we have 1 and we have zero - and we move between the two - just gently oscillate between what and not-what - feeling the energies - the electrics, the magnetics, the isness... and don't forget to pay attention to your breath - which is the recorder.

It is?

Yes - your breath records everything you're experiencing. If you don't pay attention to it you'll have no way of recalling what you experienced.

Really?

Yes - you may have just flown across the universe to another star, but unless you can recall it using your breath it's as good as lost in space... so you have to feel the breath - and allow it to open up into a kind of dimension.

How?

Just feel the quality of your breath at the same time as you're feeling your body - your hands, fingers, wrists, the palm and the outer side of your hands. Do you see the pattern emerging.

Kind of... it's like thing and no thing, projection and hollow or indentation.

That's right - or you could say male and female. So in the same way geographically there's a mountain and a valley, likewise your body has male and female spots all over it - and lightly touching these with your conscious awareness, feeling them, breathing them - you start to open up the multi-dimensionality of your body when you apply breath to the equation. You find that you are, in fact, the gateway to the universe - that you don't have to go anywhere - in fact - it's all here - within.

My God.

Yes - pretty awesome isn't it. So keep a sense of balance and proportion. Go outside and exercise. Don't push it too hard. Listen to your body and your intuition. If you find adverse reactions - then ease up.

What kind of adverse reactions?

Oh anything... a headache, a sense of disorientation, or dizziness... friends getting annoyed with you.

Oh they often get annoyed with me.

Yes, but if you get too spaced out - they'd notice and might start worrying. That would be a sign that you're not keeping things balanced.

And what then?

Nothing. Without balance you'll actually slow things down - because we're not really going anywhere at all. We're opening up Nought - that which appears not to exist. This can't be done by pushing and showing - because you'd be pushing on a string. It needs to be done with grace and compassion - loving yourself and the universe.

The universe?

Yes, it's not going to feel very comfortable if you start forcing your way in when you're not ready yet.

Oh.

You need to acclimatise. You need to match her frequencies - to pass through her crystal portals of light - and that is best done by not-doing.

Not doing?

Yes, doing Nought - in a playful, magical, loving and perhaps even sensuous way.

Oh!

Precisely - oh... as in zero...

As in Nought.

Positively so.

letting go

Letting go – I'm letting go – play with this...

don't be in such a hurry to reach the end.

There is no end.

There is no next line.

There is no – and no is – Letting go.

No... Play with this: eN  O. Give yourself time

to say the word aloud, to feel the word,

to let it dissolve, to let it melt in your

mind, in your heart, in your

breath.

Letting go – I'm letting go – play with this...

Unbeknown... Nothing... None.

Letting go – and do the same again –

experience the word-phrase,

f.e.e.l it in your mind, your

heart, your breath, feel it fade

and dissolve, note the resistance,

the restriction that wants to keep

you holding on, moving forward,

rushing headlong into something new,

and smile.., and sigh.., and know

 that you are letting go,

just letting go.

“I'm letting go” I tell myself,

letting go I’m – echoes in my soul

letting go, ever deeper and further within –

and the stars in the sky,

letting go

and the earth's four corners,

letting go

and the moon and the oceans,

letting go

and all that I know,

letting go

and all that is,

letting go

and all that I be,

letting go

and no, eN O – the letters sound

and no... nO...

know

Toroidal vision

Don't you mean television Zie?

No Pi.

But this "toridal vision"...

Toroidal - as in the torus.

What torris? I've never seen a torris. I can't for the life of me imagine what a torris is.

Ok Pi... let me present you with not one, but seven. You can scroll down to see the others, if you like.

Oh - so that's what you meant... A kind of doughnutty thing.

Correct. 

Well why didn't you say so?

Er... I think I did. Torus... they're you go - I've said it again.

No, doughnutty thing - that would have been much easier to understand.

Ok Pi, I can see I have my work cut out for me. Surely it wasn't this difficult when Merry was instructing me.

Merry? Who's that?

Oh, just a friend of mine.

Just a friend or an instructor? Make up your mind. What was he teaching you?

Nothing that I didn't already know.

How bizarre. 

Yes, it gets more bizarre the more you think about it.

About what?

That we basically know everything - except for the fact that we know everything.

Well if we basically know everything - then what's the problem - why do we need instruction?

Because we're convinced that we don't - that we can't possibly know everything - and so we tend to persuade ourselves that we know next to nothing - and live accordingly.

How pessimistic. I don't know where you get that idea from Zie.

Pessimistic? Surely the opposite!

What? The opposite of pessimistic?

Affirmative.

You mean optimistic?

I guess so.

How can the opposite be true? How can it be optimistic to live with the idea that we've persuaded ourselves that we know next to nothing. I mean, it's all very well being ignorant if that's your natural state - if that's what you really are - but imagine being ignorant if in fact you're chock-full of knowledge, bulging at the seams with it. That would be like a billionaire living in poverty just because he'd forgotten he had all that money. It's depressing.

Or the opposite.

There you go again - playing at being contrary. How can it fail to be depressing if someone's living as a lesser version of what he-she really is. The trapped and wasted potential - it makes me feel quite sad you know.

Yes, I do, and I think I know why.

What do you mean Zie?

You seem to be having an emotional reaction - like I've hit a nerve or something.

What? You don't mean this applies to me?

Of course it does. You're no different from anyone else. We're all using just a few percent of our real cognitive powers - like an engine running on it's emergency supply system in survival regime.

Oh Zie, stop. You're upsetting me.

Pi has an intense emotional response. For four or five minutes he sinks into a place of sadness and sobs away, like he's the last survivor of a plane crash, all alone on a deserted mountainside - not sure whether to be thankful or regret his close escape from near-certain death.

So what do you in fact mean by toroidal vision? - asks Pi out of the blue, apparently recovered.

For a moment Zie looks vague as he comes out of meditation. Then his mind snaps back into place.

Oh that... well Pi, what do you think it means? You've seen one of the illustrations. Here's another to refresh you. 

Oh - that's so beautiful.

Isn't it. I'm deeply appreciative towards this and all the artists who provide these amazing images. It's a great service to humanity.

Mmm! - Looking at this - it's somehow uplifting - I can't think why.

Yes. So simple and yet so profound, like the yin-yang symbol, only three dimensional, showing the relationship between the whole, the all, the field - choose whichever term you prefer, and the zero point, the absence, the dark side, the nought.

Oh dear Zie... you do like to inundate me with variants of a theme, don't you.

Yes, it's one of my foibles, and an unavoidable part of my job.

What job?

Chatting about things.

That's your job? Just chatting about things? Are you paid to do so?

In a manner of speaking, yes.

Not with money then. So it isn't really a job.

There are more ways of being paid than money, Pi.

There are?

Yes, of course.

Like what?

Like payment in kind, or favours, or information.

What? Information can be a payment too?

Of course - information can be infinitely more valuable than money.

You do say the strangest things Zie... but anyway, we were discussing why you like to complicate things by offering multiple terms for every thing you/re discussing, no matter what.

Oh that... Yes.

Yes what?

Yes. I do.

Well obviously you do. I've already worked that one out. But why?

Why what?

Why do you need to complicate everything with multiple terms. I mean... it's unnecessary. It's confusing, and quite frankly, somewhat annoying.

Ah - annoying is it?

Well yes. Somewhat.

And how much is "somewhat" on a scale of 6 to 13.

6 to 13 - I've never heard of that scale before.

That's because it's never existed before.

Are you sure of that?

Yes. Quite sure. 

Well - not 6, and not 13 - somewhere in the middle, a little below halfway - unless it's a logarithmic scale.

A what?

Logarithmic.

You mean the one that progresses exponentially.

Yes, that one.

No, I don't think it is.

Don't think or don't know?

Look Pi, I know you like maths and all, but there's no need to complicate matters with needless erudition.

Oh - I just wanted to be clear. In that case 9.75

9.75? How did you arrive at that particular answer.

Don't ask Zie. I thought you said you didn't want me to complicate things.

You mean you just ran a whole sequence of calculations in your head and arrived at that number as a result.

More or less. But to all intents and purposes it matters not. As I said at the outset - it annoys me a bit more than a third and less than a half. Happy now?

Delighted, I am.

So what are you going to do with my number?

Feed it into the torus.

You're what?

I'm feeding it into the torus.

But how.

It's done instantaneously - the moment I intend it.

But how? How do you intend it. Where's your uplink, your interface. How do you enter the data?

By mere intention. In the same way you basically know everything - you just don't remember the fact that you do, similarly you're always connected to everything, you just don't remember it, or can't believe it.

Well? If I don't remember or believe it then that's stalemate. I can do nothing.

So it would seem, thinking logically.

And how else would I think?

Well you're more than a computer, more than a robot.

Naturally.

Then think naturally.

That's what I'm doing by being logical.

No, that's not what you're doing.

?!

By being logical you're being logical - not natural. You're running a programme that treats all this as matter of fact, rather than...

Rather than what?

Life stream.

Don't you mean live stream.

No. Life stream. 

Which is?

The flow of life itself - which is biological. There's a different kind of logic which involves parallel processing.

What - as in quantum computing?

Precisely.

And, what do you call this other kind of logic?

Bio-logic.

Er... Zie I think you're mistaken. Biologic's just a name describing organic life processes. 

Of which thought, analysis, reason, understanding, dreaming and intuition are all a part.

?!?! How can you say thought processes are "biologic". They're separate. They're electrical signals in the brain. The brain itself may be biological, but thought and thinking - these are part of consciousness, which is a different thing altogether.

Oh good - I'm glad we've cleared that up, and yet, I still choose to use the term biologic to describe a different kind of logic - one which flows both ways.

How so? Logic has to flow downstream from cause to effect... from problem to solution.

Whereas bio-logic does no such thing. For in consciousness - time ceases to be a factor, as does space. In consciousness the matter-of-fact is neither here nor there... 

Neither then nor when, if you're to have it your way.

Precisely. 

Then where is it? It has to be somewhere!

In the isness.

The what?

The isness of be - which is non-local - which is why we need to look at the torus to better understand what this means.

Go on then, upload another jpeg if you would.

Oh - how pretty. It looks like a psychedelic galaxy. 

Yes, Pi, I'm glad you like it. It's nice to be appreciated.

So, what are you saying?

Well, imagine a point anywhere on the surface of the torus.

How can I do that? The surface is to all appearances both inside and out, and appears to connect infinitely throughout - like a superconductor.

Ah, that's good Pi, very good. It does indeed. It's like the surface of a bubble, in a way.

How so?

Either it's wholly whole - in which case any point is any other point because the data or electrical flow throughout is infinite - or it pops - in which case it's nothing at all.

Which is also true - for it certainly incorporates nothing - rather like yin-yang incorporating the dark side within the light...

And the light within the dark... 

Pi sinks to the floor as his mind leaps into the toroidal field and starts calculating the infinite possibilities now unfolding before him...

Yes - you're right - time and space cease to matter - or exist - for that matter.

Ah ha...

And there's no way cause and effect can be linear as in our 3D model of reality.

Ah ha...

It's like chicken and egg. The paradox ceases to be a paradox in the toridal field.

Toroidal.

What? Oh yeah, toroidal. 

So now you can see what I mean by bio-logic. 

Pi continues to travel through the quantum field of is - his mind shifting this way and that through myriad permutations, variations, dancing nimbly through the various densities and harmonics of Is. Suddenly, for the first time he's really aware of what mind is capable of - the depth, the range... 

This goes beyond mind, Zie. 

Yes, it does. 

I'm experiencing interference patterns - like I running up against matter itself.

Or thought, or emotions... yes - with the quantum stream, you cannot separate your self from the equation... you have to coax your way past blockages that may have been concealed deep within your past, or your sub-consciousness. You can see how this process necessarily results in clearing and streamlining of old inconsistencies, redundancies and products of fear, anger and other emotions.

My God. So the torus really brings us back to... er... God.

Yes.

But not God as we knew it.

No. 

Because that was a version of God that corresponded with the matter-of-fact mind, riddled with inconsistencies.

Precisely.

So toroidal vision - it doesn't look forward at all - does it?

Nope.

Then where?

Why where? 

Well it has to look somewhere doesn't it?

Where is there to look? There's only the torus, or a double torus if one is insufficient.

A double torus. Wow! Let me see.

Oh my God! Suddenly watching paint dry becomes the most exciting thing imaginable!

You like it?

Like it? I love it. Give me more. I need more data.

You're not going to blow your mind, Pi?

Blow my mind? The only thing that's been blowing my mind is how mind-numbing the data sets I've been brought up on have been. I don't know how I survived.

Actually you didn't. You've been in a near catatonic state for years Pi. It's taken me a huge effort to revive you.

Oh - yes. So my mind adjusted to the data stream available. It just switched off rather than going mad with impatience.

That's right. But remember - you're more than a computer - more than just a mind.

I am?

Er... yes.

What? What could be more than mind.

Not what.

Er?

Not what. Not thing. Nought, in fact.

You mean imagination.

Wow! That was fast - breathtakingly fast Pi! There really is no holding you back.

So let me see - where is imagination in the toroidal field?

Ah... I'll give you some time to think it through, and while you're having a think I'll post another pretty image to spur you on.

God - they're so beautiful. Why wasn't I even taught this at school?

There's nothing really to teach, is there? There's absolutely nothing to it. You simply have to tune in and feel it - the oneness, the connectedness, the beauty, the subtle dance, the loving relationship between the finite that we know as form, and the infinite hiding within, behind, or throughout form.

Hidden in plain sight! Yes, that's always the best way to do it. So the architect of all this really concealed nothing for those who are willing to see...

For those who are willing to See, as opposed to seeing.

Yes, but what't the difference?

You tell me Pi, I'm pretty sure your mind has the answer.

Pi allows his face to relax, stepping back as it were from his ego's noisy self, and waits patiently as the silence creates an opening for answer to come forth.

Well, whenever we see something it's always directional, and somewhere over there apart, removed from ourself. 

Good.

To See, on the other hand, is to Know. It's toroidal vision, to answer my own question. It's every direction simultaneously - but how is that possible?

How indeed?

The mind - how could it process every direction simultaneously - that would be infinite.

Naturally. Let me present you with one more image which, while not answering the question directly, will at least provide you with food for thought.

Oh it's too much! I've been living in a desert all my life, and suddenly it rains and the desert floor is transformed into a lily leven. 

Yes, indeed Pi. Welcome to paradise.

Don't joke.

Pi grows emotional again - his eyes fill with tears and he starts to cry - overcome by the sense of beauty, the mathematical perfection of Is... Zie steps aside, and in his place stands someone Pi's never met before - who puts an arm round him. 

Welcome home Pi - he murmurs quietly. Welcome home!

Tick, tick, tock...

There's really no difference, is there, between the Earth and me - Pi continues - as if nothing untoward has happened, or interrupted his flow of thought.

Correct - Zie replies.

It's just a question of scale.

Correct. 

As the scale changes, the zero point shifts through whatever form is most appropriate - Earth, galaxy, human, cell, atom... like in cymatics.

Yes. Change the sound frequency and the sand or water pattern alters accordingly. 

So what... what gives us form, what gives us matter?

What makes matter matter?

Yes, what makes matter... Oh, I don't know - it's all too much.

It looks, for a moment, like Pi's about to sink back down into self-pity and melancholy, but something changes all that. He remembers.

Who was that, Zie?

Who was what?

Who just came in a moment ago, and comforted me when I was feeling upset?

Oh, you remember do you?

Yes of course I do. Why shouldn't I?

No reason - only you didn't remember a moment ago.

Actually, now that I think about it you're right - I didn't remember. Why is that?

Good question. We seem to have quanta - bunchings or groupings where things take form, become clear, and spaces between, where there seems to be nothing - but in fact there is... no less.

Yes, but what is there... no less? That's the million dollar question.

The rational mind insists it must be a what not... something or someone, but the answer is evidently of a different nature - one which brings form and the formless into proximity or resonance - thus generating a third - a harmonic of the two.

Three! It's the number three - isn't it.

It might be Pi, if the number three enables you to See toroidally.

Ah... 

And I know who it was.

Yes, of course you do. You know, ultimately...

Everything. So that's why you always give three variants of a word...

Yes.

To keep the answer in the flow, the stream, as opposed to the form or thing of a single, seemingly fixed word or idea.

Mmm - like music ot my ears.

So where is he then?

Where is who?

Your instructor, the one who came to me, Merry.

Right here, in the toroidal field. Are you ready to go?

Ready. 0 - 1 - 3

and to the casual observer - the room was suddenly vacant, apart from a few small dust motes and minor temporal vortices.

What was evil now makes sense

Short and to the point.

Finally!

A stadium full of people, sitting in silence, focussed intently on the figure beneath them. In the very centre of the stadium he places a crystal ball on a small stand. To the people at the top it's barely visible but they know it's there which is enough. You have a point of reference, there is the stadium itself, the many thousand sitting in it, peacefully, calmly entering into the consciousness of One, and of course, there is the universe, the galaxy around. Universe, stadium, crystal ball, and somewhere deep, deep within it the zero point - so far within the crystal that to all intents and purposes it is equally within the heart space of every person sitting and observing - it is  I am  One.

And what? What happens?

Nothing much.

Uh?! All that... tens of thousands of people assemble together for "nothing much"?

You asked "what". In terms of what - nothing much happens - for "what" is connected with matter - ideas, things, events that seem to matter - that are observed by a certain part of the mind - the i-mind//what-matters mind, as opposed to the universal mind of conscious awareness.

Ok - so you're saying I can't see what's really happening.

Yes.

Well go on then, tell me what's really happening.

Not-what.

Not what? What do you mean?

Well, the many thousand observers are united in a single wave of is.

A wave of is? What's that supposed to be?

Again, Pi, it isn't supposed to be "what" in any shape or form. It's not-what.

Ok, ok, stop splitting hairs! Not-what's that supposed to be? Happy now?

Pi finds himself gazing at nothing. At first this panics him and he starts hyperventilating. Then he feels something, some kind of presence adding assurances that all is well. and he let's go of whatever it was that was causing the panic attack.

Ah - there you are Zie. I thought I'd lost you.

You had, for a moment. You could only find me if you passed through.

Passed through what?

Not-what.

Oh that again...

So you had a panic attack as I led you through the edge of your matrix - the reality you're normally confined to.

You did?

Yes. Don't worry - it was consensual. I didn't force you in any way - I simply presented the opening, and you yourself stepped through.

Er... but how? I've been sitting here all along.

You passed through energetically - when you stopped fighting the frequency shift and allowed yourself to join the people in the stadium.

My God! You mean I'm with them now?

Yes. You're now shifted into the same frequency band.

I have? But I can't see them.

No, but you're ready to start exploring their reality. Think of it like a novel. When you start reading a good novel you join the author and all the other readers in a certain other-dimensional story-space. The same is true when we go beyond what, when we discover that not-what is not in fact a negative at all, though that's how it seems at first from our 3D perspective.

Well if it's not a negative - why don't you give it a more positive sounding name?

No reason. We're essentially dealing with the zero point. Any name, any idea or thing, for that matter, gets in the way of it. Even people following a spiritual path run into this problem. Their beliefs, their rituals, sacred objects or daily practices - no matter what - can ultimately prevent them from reaching the zero point.

Why's that?

Because they grow attached to them, to the paraphernalia, whereas the zero point seems to be nothing at all - until you take the plunge, until you let go, freeing your mind to arrive unencumbered.

Arrive where?

No-where.

Then what?

Not-what... conscious awareness. The infinite waiting within. The presence. The isness of be.

All very vague sounding.

Until you're experiencing it. Then nothing could be more real.

Nothing could be more real - why's that?

Because things are derivatives, spun from the essence, and their very structure keeps us from the allness, the oneness - from dissolving into the ocean of conscious awareness.

Yes Zie, but it still sounds terribly vague.

Which is why we have the universe and millions of civilisations on other planets engaged in the same...

The same?

0=1. All people are ultimately engaged in the same

Which is?

Which is    You see, as soon as I specify "what", or even punctuate the above, I create a degree of separation, a seeming certainty which engenders what-not, a some-thing derived from the isness.

So you can't say "what" because that pops the bubble?

Not exactly. Saying what involves thinking and thinging, both of which activate the i-mind//what matters, so then you're back at the start, no closer to your goal.

Er... so how do we get closer if we're not allowed any pointers?

You don't rely on pointers because the goal is not a particular place or thing. It's the state of conscious awareness. It's absolutely simple to attain - truly - nothing could be simpler.

Well it doesn't sound at all simple.

Ok - there's a stadium and all the people sitting therein are aware that the stadium is, to all intents and purposes, the centre of the universe.

How is that possible? I thought there was a black hole at the centre of the universe?

"Black hole" - it's still just a thing, a name, an it - let it go. Once we've embarked on the cosmic journey, the quest for the holy grail - the isness waiting to be discovered within each one of us, and together as a community - then we realise that we cannot help being at the centre of the universe, no matter what the i-mind//what-matters might think...

So we just ignore empirical evidence and treat our rational mind as an irrelevance?

No, we do not.

Then what?

Not-what. We cannot help feeling the simple, joyful, magical truth as we follow our heart back towards the One, back to conscious awareness.

So we follow our heart and to hell with our mind?

Actually, when you follow the heart the mind doesn't go to hell. Quite the contrary - the mind starts to shine, vibrating at ever higher frequency: it starts to tune into the cosmic mind, and realises that space is not quite what it seems. So, there's no great struggle. Feeling what is doesn't involve denying the material universe. Feeling what is involves coming into a state of knowing.

Knowing what?

Knowing that the material universe is a representation in space and time of that which truly is, beyond even space or time. That is why it's perfectly reasonable for our assembled seekers to know that they are, as a result of their intention, the very centre of the universe, and furthermore they know that as they are the centre of the universe, so the crystal ball has become the centre, the focal point of their collective consciousness.

It has? What does that achieve?

Well, you watch football in your reality. Why do you think?

Because it's fun to watch a ball flying around, being propelled by men's feet... er, kind of. I don't know really. I never gave it much thought.

Yes, strange isn't it? but in terms of your evolution, football is a major step towards what I'm now describing. It is, in a sense, the child's version. The book with pictures. Later, you'll no longer need to have players kicking the ball, and instead of an inflated ball you'll decide a simple crystal ball is better. Eventually you'll go beyond even that, but one thing at a time.

Ok - so you guys are staring at a crystal ball. That's kind of dumb if you ask me - unless it's some kind of powerful trance-like meditation, but you see, even meditation, interesting though it may be, doesn't satisfy the people's need for entertainment, emotional drama and competition. We're all at heart Colosseum-goers, enjoying watching gladiators fight to the death.

Yes, so you yourself recognise how football is a more evolved form of gladiators. Well the crystal stadium is the next step up.

But what happens? Where's the drama?

Imagine I'd tried to explain football to the Roman people. The stomach of a pig, filled with air, kicked around by men who are supposed to propel it through two gates using only their feet. What do you think the Roman plebeian would have said to that?

Point taken. But you can still try me. What do they do in your crystal ball stadium?

Well, they've all agreed collectively and individually to open up this shared space - the conscious awareness. It's a matter of trust, and love. Once you start trusting one another and open this space, then love pours in.

Sounds boring. You can hardly be in love with an entire stadium.

Right. It's love with a capital L, more akin to cosmic light - the golden light of consciousness.

And what? It's too vague. There's nothing interesting in what you're telling me.

Well, your reality, your society becomes increasingly sterile, boring, repetitive because you're not engaging the universe - interacting with it and with one another, as long as you're following the gladiator model of existence. Until you start doing so, until you reconnect to the allness, you have to get your kicks, as they say, by kicking one another - by trying to take from another by guile, deceit, strength or artistry.

Yes, survival of the fittest we call it.

Except it isn't. The fittest are approaching a mass planetary extinction event along with the weaker and more vulnerable - because you're undermining your very planetary base.

Don't tell me, I know.

So, knowing this, you - individually - and equally importantly through the collective consciousness - now agree to shift into a modus operandi that no longer fails to take account of the whole. You start, without really needing to think long and hard about it, acting in accordance with the so-called law of One.

Which is?

Which is not in itself a law at all, but which involves shifting into the next level of consciousness - what I call the conscious awareness.

Which is?

Which is the consciousness that enables you to thrive on this planet - to discover the light, the power,the magic within and all around, to spin on a dime, leaving behind the old failed path of i-mind//what-matters by opening up and engaging the conscious awareness.

You still haven't really told me what it is!

No, I don't need to, because you already know.

I do?

Yes. You're already tuned in to it. You can already sense what the crowd are doing at the stadium. Why don't you just imagine that you know - that you can see. Make it up - tell me the story. It's just a game, you know.

Er... Ok. I'll give it a go.

Pi looks serious for a moment, then closes his eyes - takes a few deep breaths, relaxes and tunes in...

Oh my God - it's so amazing. There are all these golden lines - well - mostly golden - and they're moving around, through the stadium. The energy is so intense - but beautiful and soft at the same time. There's one man - or woman - I'm not sure...

It can be either - don't worry about gender.

And he or she...

Say he-see - that's simpler.

He-see is moving around - dancing - oh my God - at times flying...

Flying - but you can see, can you not, that at times he-see even flies down below the level of the ground.

Yes, that's bizarre. So, this stadium is outside our normal 3D space-time reality - and these lines of energy connecting the universe, the stadium with the people in it and the crystal are infinitely more powerful than the weak bonds of matter.

Precisely. Now, how does the game end.

Well, it doesn't really seem to be like a game - it's not like there are two sides, is it?

Correct.

There are people who can be on one side, then on another - and no one really identifies with one or the other - they just adjust in accordance with the flow of the game, to ensure beauty and harmony.

Yes.

And it's like they're making music as they connect to these lines - like drawing the violin's bow across a string.

Yes.

And these bows create powerful resonance that is felt within the stadium, that moves the single player around, and is felt beyond - throughout the universe - for the game goes through the zero point - meaning that 0=1 - there is no separation between the levels - the finite and the infinite interact like the breath blowing across the mouthpiece of a flute, inducing sound.

Correct. But the game has an end, does it not?

Oh yes. One of the sides grabs the crystal.

Grabs it?

No, not exactly grabs it, but one of the sides guides the player through the many interweaving lines of force and energy until he-see arrives at the crystal and places a hand close enough to it to complete the circuit. It's like a spark of pure delight, of oneness flows through, between the centre of the universe here in the crystal and the all-that-is within each person and entire universe.

Correct. Even the losers partake of this?

Yes, for they are not losers in the usual sense.

No?

No. They are dance partners, and in any case, there are no fixed sides as such.

So one side completes the equation...

Oh - yes - it is like an equation - there's this astonishing symmetry and balance - but at the same time...

Something else - or other you might call it.

Oh. That's what it is. It troubles me.

Yes. It feels like disharmony until you learn to use it, to play with it creatively. In your old reality it would be referred to as "evil" because that's what it generally led to.

It did? Why?

You can see for yourself, can't you, when you tune in and feel it - how it seems to be disruptive, pulling from centre disturbingly - out of harmony and symmetry.

Yes, I feel it. Ouch. Not nice.

So people in your age and further back tried to resist, contain or fight it - but to no avail - it is fundamental and cannot be defeated.

And you no longer fight it?

No need. It is   I am

You mean 0=1?

That too. All pretty ways of saying nothing much.

Nothing much - oh - I think I see what you mean. So this game is a kind of ritual, a dance in which you're able to embrace and harness this once destructive force. to achieve harmony... and oneness because no one takes sides? Is that it?

Chicken or egg... yes and no - like any explanation using words... No one takes sides because we have already accepted the isness of be, and gone beyond the duality of i-mind//what-matters, because fundamentally, like it or not, 0=1, so "evil" has to be a vital and integral part of the oneness. Instead of fearing the wind that might blow us out of the nest, we now fly with it and know what words cannot express.

Ah, yes, I see. So you've now incorporated what was the destructive power of evil into the very heart of your community and your civilisation, a vast power that enables you to connect viscerally - physically - with the entire universe, the allness.

Yes, and more than that - to open up the connection within our self which is no less, and to start creating rather than merely manipulating old forms.

So when do I get to play?

You've already started, as have all your friends who now read this.

What friends?

It matters not. Anyone reading this, sharing this energy is your friend, whether they know it or not, and are already playing - for the game starts with a story, with a few words, and then expands into the conscious awareness, and finally we come together physically in a circle, or even a stadium and the Berlin Wall of i-mind//what matters comes tumbling down in a wave of gay, magical oneness. Cuckoo la la :-)

Tell out my soul! Cuckoo la la :-)